CAN I GET AN HONEST ANSWER?

i AM HAVING A REALLY HARD TIME. i HAVE BEEN WITH MY WIFE FOR 36 YEARS & HAS GIVIN ME A BLOWJOB WITH NO PrOBLEM. she deceided one day that she hates it & will never do it again. I need them very badly & she does not care at all. i will do anything for her sexually but she wont do that & has cut out anal sex too. i found a sex club for guys & will be gauranteed a blowjob every time. I'm not attracted to men but i have my needs. do you think I should get my needs met or not. BE RESPECTFUL PLEASE~

Haven't you posted the same thing a couple of times before?

No one NEEDS blowjobs. Are you looking for permission from a bunch of random people on the internet to have gay sex outside of your marriage? Probably something you should talk to your wife about, don't you think? You could just go up to her and say, "If you don't blow me right now, I'm going to go out and stick my dick in the mouth of the first willing man I can find. Then I might fuck him in the ass, too." See how she responds. She'll probably give you a big reward for being so honest with her.