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Is this how your mind works when it comes to sex stories?

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I'm like this:

Most ideas don't zing me if I'm not turned on - if I'm just sitting and, say, taking care of my finances. If someone asked me when I'm in a neutral state of mind 'does ___ turn you on' I might laugh or roll my eyes if it's a niche interest.

However, when I'm turned on things become appealing that - otherwise - might not be. If I don't get relief then my story reading and writing will get darker and darker until I fall into some twisted abyss.

But yet - when I'm sexually satisfied and otherwise neutral those same things might even weird me out.

Anyone else? Or am I just a freak in my dark abyss, here?
I'm really not sure I think I fall under the spell when aroused where I plummet easily and digress. I think my kink gets dirtier and dirtier when I am in a certain mood and physically aroused, but I think some of, if not MOST of the same things turn me on anyway...in any state of mind. I just might not respond as intensely (or seem interested). I might be more shy or aloof in times of mundane routine or busy, (MAYBE), no directly linked physical arousal, but some things send me -ZING- at the mere thought or mention. Yes.

If something is flat or dry, usually it doesn't hold much of anything of interest for me anyway.
(The "Show me your tits" or any like worded things, porn pictures, etc.)
I would have to be in a super depraved mood for anything tried and dry to cause a reaction
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When I used to write stories for Lush, a few years back, I would find the beginnings of my stories in scenarios, in the coupling of two words, from seeing a woman in a certain outfit, or any combination of these. Sometimes I would get full (my sexual appetite), and I would have to stop writing, or toss the story. Sometimes, with a series, I would know where I wanted to go, and write my way from one point to the next.
I had to be in the mood, and if I wasn't, or if I "came" and went...the urge to write went, too. I have to feel the sex in my writings, and immerse myself in what I feel the woman need.
Is this anywhere near what you asked?