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Here is a hug for everyone and a special tight hug for chica. Ok, bring it in group hug share the love. I know exactly what you mean chica, the struggle is real. We have nothing to lose but everything to gain. There are some awesome people here, beautiful souls that's a bonus hug ?

Take care, be safe and smile, you are loved



Truly from the bottom of my heart
Thank you.
You have managed to make me amile in the mist of all my tears.

Much love to you always.
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As one Navy vet to another, I say I feel you. There are some on here that are worthy of your trust. "No Shit".

I too know the lonely pain of being the strong one. Event after event after event, year after fucking year holding it all together when all you want to do is scream

BUT WHAT ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!!!

You are not alone


I feel you on this.

It is wonderful to know you are a fellow Navy vet.
I scream silently in the night...
I scream silently inside because when i do otherwise...
It is unheard and unnoticed...

Thank you

Much love
Arlene
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Quote by vanessa26




I totally understand your feelings on being worried about sharing then having it turned around on you
It's happened to me several times, causing me to want to delete
but there are some nice people here that you can vent to, It's bad to feel alone
but rest assured you aren't alone!

If you need a venting buddy, I'm just a message away.

Hugssss


Funny how this place can be so wonderful but crappy at the same time. You think you are safe.. You think no one kniws me... I am safe...

BOOM!

the mobb and the drama bombs explode though as a mibe field
I had been quet for quite some time. I've enough drama in my life to want more from here.

But delete ... Na... I am not a coward. I do now bow to those wo like to feel superio by trying to make me feel little. I've not done many of the things others here accuse me of. I can say openly that there is only one on here i never want to be around all else. May they have a blessed life. (Plus i would loose my lifetime membership lol)

I am feeling a little more comforted by those whom responded here and in pvt. People can surprise you at time. Thank you for putting in your support to me here.

It is a wonderful feeling
Much love...
Arlene
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Hope everyone finds a reason to smile today, even in the midst of struggle. Take a moment just for yourself today, even if it is just a moment. Why is loving ourselves sometimes the biggest struggle? E~ had a great suggestion Group hug!
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Quote by _chica_
how to start...

being that it is the Project Semi Colon, I hope this does not give some here a license to mock and ridicule others... or use this against them in any shape way or form.

It is 3 am... Sleep eludes me... my head hurts ... my tears are flowing...

I am depressed, stressed, and with no end in site...
I moved back to TX... I take care of my ill aunt.. along side dealing with my son's autism...
All this after dealing with cancer... and other health issues that I care not to share...

I suffer PTSD... but to many I am the pillar of strength and when I show a little weakness...
they return with you can handle it.... you are strong... yaddy yadda...
I am so sick of being the one most around me turn to... I am tired of crying in the pillow...
I want to scream... but I am drowning in this ...

No Im not suicidal... been there... but I realize others truly need me (my son)
but I feel tired of being the strength or light ...
Funny when I feel like this I tend to punish myself even more... be i by separating myself from others... or by allowing myself to be torn down to the point of not wanting to get out of bed.
to look at the clock and wait to the last minute to do things for others and just forget about me...

Therapy... yes I have taken it...
Drugs... I taken them by the dozen...

Do I talk to those around me about this...NO
and here... at first it was ok to talk to some... but they only use things like this against you in this site... many do... and that drives me to leave time and time again... so now it is hard to really trust anyone...

so why am I writing... because I have nothing else to loose here...
truly I dont and it is a way for me to vent with out my family or close ones really knowing any of it...
So they can continue thinking what they always thought of me...

all done...


Welcome _chica,

I greatly admire your Strength, your Courage, and your Bravery...

There really are a lot of very wonderful, and loving people here.

You don't ever have to go it all alone. Keep this in mind:

"You're Braver than you believe, Stronger than you seem, and Smarter than you think."

_Christopher Robins
"Pooh's Grand Adventure"

PS. Tears, are easier to bear when you share them with friends.VHfAl0gtYy5srZfx
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Here's to the quite unseen heroes that save us all and remind us of our better selves. Thank you
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I know that feeling.
Lilly
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Think I need a mental health check-in. My husband switched to OTR driving so today is day 20 of being on on our first trip out. I am positive I have sung so many songs at the top of my lungs that he probably wants to muzzle me. But seriously, to heck with a Klondike bar. I would give anything for a bubble bath, king size bed, chilled wine and a Netflix binge....I am just reminding myself that these are first world problems. Thank God we get along or he would’ve ditched me at a truck stop by now (think there are a few stories about that on here)

How is everyone else’s mental health today? Any other first world problems out there? Hope everyone is doing great!

We are leaving South Dakota and headed to Texas, I should be able to fit almost a hundred songs into that concert for one. I will send out SOS if I get “stranded” at a truck stop!


Remember:
sprite
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I know that feeling.



At least you know you're not alone. smile btw, got some extra socks and shoes - happy to let you have them.

You can’t truly call yourself peaceful unless you are capable of violence. If you’re not capable of violence, you’re not peaceful. You’re harmless.
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Welcome _chica,

I greatly admire your Strength, your Courage, and your Bravery...

There really are a lot of very wonderful, and loving people here.

You don't ever have to go it all alone. Keep this in mind:

"You're Braver than you believe, Stronger than you seem, and Smarter than you think."

_Christopher Robins
"Pooh's Grand Adventure"

PS. Tears, are easier to bear when you share them with friends.l3Apblx8dlcbVJbZ


Thank you so much for your encouraging words hun.
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Quote by sprite


At least you know you're not alone. smile btw, got some extra socks and shoes - happy to let you have them.



Hahaha that made me yeally chuckle
sprite
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Quote by _chica_
how to start...

being that it is the Project Semi Colon, I hope this does not give some here a license to mock and ridicule others... or use this against them in any shape way or form.

It is 3 am... Sleep eludes me... my head hurts ... my tears are flowing...

I am depressed, stressed, and with no end in site...
I moved back to TX... I take care of my ill aunt.. along side dealing with my son's autism...
All this after dealing with cancer... and other health issues that I care not to share...

I suffer PTSD... but to many I am the pillar of strength and when I show a little weakness...
they return with you can handle it.... you are strong... yaddy yadda...
I am so sick of being the one most around me turn to... I am tired of crying in the pillow...
I want to scream... but I am drowning in this ...

No Im not suicidal... been there... but I realize others truly need me (my son)
but I feel tired of being the strength or light ...
Funny when I feel like this I tend to punish myself even more... be i by separating myself from others... or by allowing myself to be torn down to the point of not wanting to get out of bed.
to look at the clock and wait to the last minute to do things for others and just forget about me...

Therapy... yes I have taken it...
Drugs... I taken them by the dozen...

Do I talk to those around me about this...NO
and here... at first it was ok to talk to some... but they only use things like this against you in this site... many do... and that drives me to leave time and time again... so now it is hard to really trust anyone...

so why am I writing... because I have nothing else to loose here...
truly I dont and it is a way for me to vent with out my family or close ones really knowing any of it...
So they can continue thinking what they always thought of me...

all done...


*hugs* funny how it's easier to take down your walls when it's "anonymous internet peoples" and so much harder when it's family. really, it's easy to just sort of put it out there here. as for mocking, anyone dares come in HERE and mock anyone... let's just say it won't be pretty.

i think it's harder on those who people normally look to to be the strong one - they sort of get stuck in that role and everyone expects them to just do it and don't think that sometimes, they just get tired and want a break, yeah? it's hard. i hope you get enough here to get you through it - sometimes that's all we have - here. i kind of have to keep it together most of the time, too, and it's nice to not have to keep it together on occasion when i log in. love you. hope today is a little better.

You can’t truly call yourself peaceful unless you are capable of violence. If you’re not capable of violence, you’re not peaceful. You’re harmless.
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*hugs* hope today is a little better.


I have my ups and downs... But i know it will be better soon. Thank you so much. Funny how that is isnt it...
There shoukd be a way to flip a switch and change those roles dont you think?
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At least you know you're not alone. smile btw, got some extra socks and shoes - happy to let you have them.


Thank you Sprite! I will take the socks and snow boots if you have them. Even though we don't have one flake of snow yet. WOW!
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Just when I start getting my feet under me again and my days are full of smiles and laughter. Life decides I’ve had enough, and unexpectedly I lose my aunt. She was always there for me growing up, the one who believed in me. Now she’s gone. Life fucking sucks sometimes!!
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Just when I start getting my feet under me again and my days are full of smiles and laughter. Life decides I’ve had enough, and unexpectedly I lose my aunt. She was always there for me growing up, the one who believed in me. Now she’s gone. Life fucking sucks sometimes!!


*hugs* i know it's not the same, how could it be, but don't forget, you've got stunt aunts floating around in here heart lean on us. please.

You can’t truly call yourself peaceful unless you are capable of violence. If you’re not capable of violence, you’re not peaceful. You’re harmless.
ScreamQueen
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I need to vent so... Incoming sigh


Today has been an absolute garbage day
It started with fb suggestng one of the people who beat me within an inch of my life as a friend
That face has seriously set the tone for my day
I couldn't get happy and my anxiety went crazy
I tried going to a craft fair it was crowded and I panic attacked
and left so then I tried to go to my favourit Halloween attraction
got in line felt nervous but then when people got behind me in line
I seriously lost it..and I had to go to the car
which then resulted in a fight with my husband because he read me wrong
and thought I was upset and annoyed with him..
Finally I just went home..

And now I just need to not feel alone and sad.

( Thanks for listening)
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Quote by sprite


*hugs* i know it's not the same, how could it be, but don't forget, you've got stunt aunts floating around in here heart lean on us. please.


you’re an amazing soul ... thank you so much!!
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Quote by vanessa26
I need to vent so... Incoming sigh


Today has been an absolute garbage day
It started with fb suggestng one of the people who beat me within an inch of my life as a friend
That face has seriously set the tone for my day
I couldn't get happy and my anxiety went crazy
I tried going to a craft fair it was crowded and I panic attacked
and left so then I tried to go to my favourit Halloween attraction
got in line felt nervous but then when people got behind me in line
I seriously lost it..and I had to go to the car
which then resulted in a fight with my husband because he read me wrong
and thought I was upset and annoyed with him..
Finally I just went home..

And now I just need to not feel alone and sad.

( Thanks for listening)










You’re never alone!! Anxiety is a nasty cruel bitch that comes at us all one way or another. I am here if you ever need someone to talk to.
Just remember you are amazing!!
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ME ME! Waiving my hands wildy.
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Just when I start getting my feet under me again and my days are full of smiles and laughter. Life decides I’ve had enough, and unexpectedly I lose my aunt. She was always there for me growing up, the one who believed in me. Now she’s gone. Life fucking sucks sometimes!!


Prayers hun.
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And now I just need to not feel alone and sad.

( Thanks for listening)


You are never alone. There is always someone to reach out to. Prayers.
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I need to vent so... Incoming sigh


Today has been an absolute garbage day

And now I just need to not feel alone and sad.

( Thanks for listening)



You are not alone. And those feelings are very much a part of my life. We need to support one another... To be here even in the distance and sitting in silence for obe another. Please always know... YOU are not alone
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ME ME! Waiving my hands wildy.


I am here for you shipmate... Always.