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3 Nov 2009

Aw Div, I'm sorry...Hope you feel better very soon

4 Nov 2009

sorry for infiltrating this thread with my hospital antics but heres another for you all

ok so on Sunday and Monday had a couple sessions of CAT scans and MRI's ... they tell me they found masses on my ovaries and in my lungs ... so today the attending physician came and and told me to get undress ( and not in the way i would have liked ) so he could take an biopsy ... still waiting for the results but hoping for the masses to be benign but with my luck up to this point i don't know ... well there you have it ...

and thanks all for the birthday wishes !!!!

“There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love.” ~ Washington Irving

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It make you so vulnerable. It opens up your chest and it opens up your heart and it mean someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole set of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different than any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. The did something du mb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and your life isn't yours anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. Eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. Its a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." ~Neil Gaima

4 Nov 2009

hope you get good news babe. Get well soon from the Wolf occasion1

Carpe Diem

Red out

4 Nov 2009

Awww you got me d'oh!

5 Nov 2009

Good luck with all of it, Div. Let us know as soon as you hear something, if you don't mind.

5 Nov 2009

Holy shit I'm actually happy!

5 Nov 2009

a round of drinks for the happy lady!! 3601

“There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love.” ~ Washington Irving

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It make you so vulnerable. It opens up your chest and it opens up your heart and it mean someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole set of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different than any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. The did something du mb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and your life isn't yours anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. Eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. Its a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." ~Neil Gaima

5 Nov 2009

Has a stomach bug and no voice. I hate being sick! I'm glad it's not swine flu.

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7 Nov 2009

Quote by diversified
a round of drinks for the happy lady!!

Thank you Div.
This was also before the shooting in Texas, thus forcing someone I care about to go back into combat.. I'm happy with him, but not happy about his situation.

7 Nov 2009

Very tired.
Nephews 7th birthday is tomorrow and i agreed to make his cake. WHY!? d'oh!

ugh house work then grocery shopping......

too much for 1 day with how tired i am! sleepy2

7 Nov 2009

So I either hate computers who cut out on important conversations or I hate cell phones for not giving me the text I'm expecting and fretting over. Yep. Or I am annoyed with majors and generals who have someone doing something that keeps someone from texting me. Or I should be annoyed that that someone isn't texting me at all for whatever reason. It's only 10:30am and I'm pretty worried already. So not cool. Tired, stayed up way too late, and parents are expecting me to actually DO stuff today. Damn it.

7 Nov 2009

I need to try to focus on my needs at some point, try to keep busy, because worrying about everything's wearing me out.

7 Nov 2009

"When others expect you to take care of them, you are tempted to ignore your own needs and jump in to help. But today you may be setting yourself up for a fall while also cheating your friends and family out of the best you have to offer them. Creating boundaries that give you sufficient time and space to nurture yourself will also enable you to deliver higher quality love and support to those who deserve it."

my AOL horoscope...haha ironic, eh?

7 Nov 2009

didn't get much sleep last night. DAMN YOU LUSH!!!! Why do you have to please me so?
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7 Nov 2009

So it's nap time then? zzzzzzzzzz

7 Nov 2009

slept all day pretty much yay!!

“There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love.” ~ Washington Irving

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It make you so vulnerable. It opens up your chest and it opens up your heart and it mean someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole set of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different than any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. The did something du mb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and your life isn't yours anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. Eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. Its a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." ~Neil Gaima

7 Nov 2009

I feel great .

Carpe Diem

Red out

7 Nov 2009

Quote by diversified
slept all day pretty much yay!!

*offers Monster energy drink* This outta help you wake up lol

7 Nov 2009

*offers Monster energy drink* This outta help you wake up lol

OMG LOVE YOU!! *rips can from your hand and drinks it all in a couple gulps*
wellthankyouforthatithinkitwon'tdoanyharm ..... ismyspeacegoingallfast??????????????????? ....huh ........ huh .......................huh .... hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe gumballs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love.” ~ Washington Irving

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It make you so vulnerable. It opens up your chest and it opens up your heart and it mean someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole set of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different than any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. The did something du mb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and your life isn't yours anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. Eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. Its a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." ~Neil Gaima

7 Nov 2009

Quote by diversified
*offers Monster energy drink* This outta help you wake up lol

OMG LOVE YOU!! *rips can from your hand and drinks it all in a couple gulps*
wellthankyouforthatithinkitwon'tdoanyharm ..... ismyspeacegoingallfast??????????????????? ....huh ........ huh .......................huh .... hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe gumballs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Love you too Div!
We soooo should have a Monster convo one day!! Work on one of your interns and see if you can scrounge one up without fucking with your meds.

7 Nov 2009

Oh, LOVE your new Avi, Div!

7 Nov 2009

Quote by lydiababy6969
Quote by diversified
*offers Monster energy drink* This outta help you wake up lol

OMG LOVE YOU!! *rips can from your hand and drinks it all in a couple gulps*
wellthankyouforthatithinkitwon'tdoanyharm ..... ismyspeacegoingallfast??????????????????? ....huh ........ huh .......................huh .... hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe gumballs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Quote by lydiababy6969

Love you too Div!
We soooo should have a Monster convo one day!! Work on one of your interns and see if you can scrounge one up without fucking with your meds.

i've been trying since i've been in here ... i guess im just going to have to sleep with one of them for a can of monster ... MONSTER CONVO!!! hell ya!!! evil4

“There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love.” ~ Washington Irving

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It make you so vulnerable. It opens up your chest and it opens up your heart and it mean someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole set of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different than any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. The did something du mb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and your life isn't yours anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. Eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. Its a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." ~Neil Gaima

8 Nov 2009

Quote by diversified
Quote by lydiababy6969
Quote by diversified
*offers Monster energy drink* This outta help you wake up lol

OMG LOVE YOU!! *rips can from your hand and drinks it all in a couple gulps*
wellthankyouforthatithinkitwon'tdoanyharm ..... ismyspeacegoingallfast??????????????????? ....huh ........ huh .......................huh .... hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe gumballs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Quote by lydiababy6969

Love you too Div!
We soooo should have a Monster convo one day!! Work on one of your interns and see if you can scrounge one up without fucking with your meds.

i've been trying since i've been in here ... i guess im just going to have to sleep with one of them for a can of monster ... MONSTER CONVO!!! hell ya!!!

Haha if you're going to sleep with them, get a six pack of Monster, it'll be worth it.
Lol I shudder to think of what would happen if we were BOTH on that evil5