Rocco- drivers license!
Sooo i still physically have them....... but they are suspended for 90 days! STUPID STUPID STUPID!
Good news, i am able to get work privalleges. so i'm heading to the BMV in downtown Batavia soon and hopeing they don't ask me how i got down there! ((i'm driving myself)) Bad news I own 202 in court cost and half of the original ticket amount. but i couldn't pay it yesterday because i had cash and they couldn't take cash because their computers were down. plus my headlight is out, and we have to pay to have the other guy's car fix/ painted/ whatever is going to happen. FUDGE!
My mind is racing with too many things to think about for too many categories of thought....does that make any sense?
I don't know how to pace myself to figure everything out...grr.
My thoughts are all screaming at me.
This is not fun.
hey chelle how did court thing go?
"Haters make me FAMOUS!!!"
Sassy
Same trouble I'm having right now, Chelle.
Everything will be ok, though, ok?
Serious I want too see that!!
A picture of your tongue !
Not unless you are doing something with it other that make it look like clover.
Please contact me for suggestions.
ChefKathleen: I love your new av!
Holy crap I'm sleepy.
I'll be home for Christmas, then on to MI to maybe see a certain individual.
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I'm trying to dig myself out of a hole. Academically, it should be not-so-bad. But with my parents....that's a different story. I'm a massive failure in their eyes already. I don't want to deal with any of this. My emotional health is degrading, as I know I'll lose my laptop, and therefore my reliable support system: Lush. Frigging fantastic isn't it? My prepaid's running out of minutes, I have no job, my dad's probably considering forming a lynching mob, and all my old high school friends are wicked pissed because I haven't kept in touch. Not to mention my grades are seriously in the shitter. I dug this hole, I shouldn't complain, yes. But I am anyway. I thought I could dig myself out, but I don't know how. I know this weekend and the weeks that follow are going to be utter hell. I'm going to get yelled at, cry, all of it. This is not good. At all. How could all this have happened so quickly? My thought processes are not working properly. I hate feeling like this. I hate knowing that I did all of this. I hate knowing I disappointed everyone. I hate this clawing feeling in my stomach that I haven't gotten since one of my reasons for living killed himself. I'm sorry for unloading everything into a public forum, but I don't know what else to do. I don't know who'd read all of this, but if you did, thanks. I just want to go to bed and wake up when this all blows over...like the beginning of next semester? Does anyone have sleeping pills that strong? I'm missing people I've lost, I am struggling with people I know. I'm struggling with everything and everyone. This sucks. I don't know what to do. Seriously. There are some people on here that have helped by listening, but I'm terrified of what happens when I'm cut off from them.
Damn.
I need to make one thing clear, WellMadeMale: I was not talking about suicide...more of a hibernation. Like a bear.
Anyway, I think you told me about your keg days in another thread, if I'm not mistaken. I appreciate the time and effort you put into your post for me. So thank you. I know what I have to do, and I know that I was the one who screwed things, so I have to fix them. I know life is about making mistakes, but I'm scared anyway. But, like you said, the ball's in my court...So, I'll do my best, and hopefully get back to you all soon, if not for a quick visit...
I need scotch tape for the boxes!
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Lydia, this is a speed bump in your whole life. Upward and onward to better things now. Take that first step of a thousand and remember that you don't need their approval.
Lydia, take as much time as you need. We'll welcome you back with open arms.
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Thank you both Rocco and Sharon. I've gotten so much support from people here.
By the way, Rocco, my parents suggested having Friday Night Sundaes and my mom brought out the Reddi Whip...I smiled like a goof because I thought of you...haha just sayin'.
Things might be bad with my parents, of my own doing, but I can make things right. Not just for them, but for me.
This mess up can be a good thing after all.
Old Shameless here is ready to see that big smile on your face ,, when you get back after doing the major ass kickin you are about to do to this problem you are facing,,,And Lydia please remember this ,,,Your real friends will be there , when you are on top ,,, and real friends are also there ,, If you are wallowing in shit!
We are waiting.
who wants tto join me???
