If I could just escape
From the raging in my mind
To just seal it over with glue or tape
To leave it behind.
If I could only surrender my stupid musings
Emotions that trouble me without a warning
I just want relief from the waves of being
Infatuated with people where nothing
Can come of it.
I want to leave
The ideas I have come up with alone
I just want to be
On my own.
But not really.
I don't know what I want.
But let me escape.