Looking into my Heart.

19 May 2010

Looking into my heart, I wonder what you will see.

You won't see Love

and you won't see flowers.

You won't see something pretty

You will see something Dark

You will see something evil

Something so unreal

Something so cruel

You will see the real pain i feel

because I can't hide it on the inside

I can't hide if you are already looking into my heart

What is it that you want to see

What is it, do you think you will see

you won't see anything

because you can't see anything that isn't happy, and perfect

it will just be something blank

kinda like a sheet of school paper, with nothing written on it

you want to hear my life story

but i can tell you that you won't like it.

i do write my story,

i live it

and i write it

but i write in pens, so i can't erase my mistakes, and make them perfect for you

what you see if what you get

what you find, is what i feel

you may not like what you see

but what you see, is how I feel

the pain

the evil

the hurt

the tears

its all there

i can't hide it anymore.

i can't erase what has happened

i can't pretend everything is fine

look into my heart

you are not like what you are going to see

but it is how i feel

Just look....if you dare....