I’m now jaded and vexed
My heart torn and ripped to shreds
I forced you to turn away
When I wanted you to stay
My tears flow when I think of our past
And wonder where they went so fast
We used to talk for days upon days
Now I just seem to get in your way
You forgot about my name
And I proudly wore my shame
I cried over it in the silent nights
As we talked like everything was fine
I forgot your misdemeanor
Yet another punch you did deliver
On a night I wish to not remember
But is the only cure for my wild temper
You tore out my heart when you forgot her name
The one whose blood runs deep within my veins
My birthmother’s name you had forgotten
And how she gave me up for adoption
To say I was shocked would be a cheap laugh
After I made you pay with all of my flack
Our talks became forced as we got tense
Boundaries now lay with a high-voltage fence
Unannounced would you leave me
Six hours later I’d hear you pleading
“I’m sorry” you said with a promising frown
Then wait a few nights to get back on the town
I’d shake and shiver as my tears quickly fell
From the empty felling, my personal hell
I never moaned, nor did I complain
Very rarely did I ever show my pain
Then you left, not saying a word
For over a month, your voice wasn’t heard
I cried and cried at what it seemed to be
From how it looked, you had left me
I forced myself onward, with numerous doubts
And when you came back, we ended with jousts
Your shouts and my cries sounding exactly the same
Once more, I ended up taking most of the blame
We settled down with smiles for quite a while
Before we blew up in our usual style
Your horrible brain busy doing its work
Being a ticking bomb or cute little quirk
Knowing I had been emotionally worn
I asked if you knew the day I was born
“I have a 1 in 12 chance” you had stated
Just as I thought my heart had fully deflated
I was angry, I was mad, I was thoroughly pissed
I’d say more, but you need no assist
My mind had snapped at your empty remark
Like I was shot with an arrow straight in the heart
We were rocky for a while, before we were alright
But the looming image never left my sight
As you kept loving, I slowly slipped away
I was finally tired of this little game we play
I told you I wanted out, before the day was one
You were upset by all my facts and accepted we were done
My heart ached for your comfort as I cried of our break
You asked for me back, but it was too late
Now I’m just sitting here, crying real soft
Saddened how things are different than I had thought
While you aren’t here to hold me tight
I just wish you were here, for only tonight
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