There are a few more poems that will be flowing out of me about my dear pet Stephen.
Setting You Free
You really didn’t need the things that you thought.
My mission is complete that is what I have taught.
Without your knowledge I have manipulated you.
Getting you to do everything I wanted you to.
Being true to your girl and staying away from here.
Though I will miss you so because I hold you so dear.
It was my mission, my secret intention from the very start.
To make absolutely sure someone always takes care of your heart.
It was a difficult process but we finally got there.
And I will still be here for you that I truly swear.
It is time for you to start your new beautiful life.
Giving all of your attention to your baby and your wife.
I hope once in a while to still hear from you.
I will always be your friend you can count on that as true.
I am so excited about the choice you have made.
It is so much more important than being my slave.
You will prosper and have the most fantastic journey.
I hope what I have taught you will help while you’re learning.
Emotions are pouring out of me it is pure joy.
Such a happy situation for my favorite boy toy.
Now don’t you be a stranger for too very long.
I want to know when you’re babies born and I will sing a song.
Write a sonnet or two expressing how happy I am.
My little bird has left the nest all my best wishes do I send.
For a very long, peaceful, happy life.
Filled with joy and love never a moment’s strife.
I feel like a queen who has conquered her kingdom.
Letting my favorite sweet pet go, giving him his freedom.
Bunny12
Bunny Rabbits cute and fuzzy they want to love you but they have razor sharp teeth - don't piss them off! New Territory
It’s so strange I feel a huge since of loss overshadowed by a tremendous rush of victory.
There is an empty hole in my heart that’s been filled with joy you see.
I knew I could never have what I wanted from him.
So making sure he was taken care of was my biggest whim.
Sometimes the things I did were motivated by pure lust.
But I was always trying to build his deepest trust.
So when the time came he would make the right decision.
And fulfill my dreams for him completing my vision.
I really don’t know if I will ever hear from him again.
No matter if I do all my love I will send.
Wishing him the best for all of time.
Even though he will never really be mine.
Still there is that secret submissive side of him.
If it ever reappears I will always win.
Keep all his secrets and give him a safe harbor.
I’ll satisfy that submissive side with all of my ardor.
I don’t expect anything from him anymore.
Except to stay in touch it’s really not a chore.
I’m so happy for him I’m about to bust.
Feelings of such deep friendship have replaced my lust.
I hope he knows I care and that I really, truly understand.
And I’m the one where he should run if he ever feels like he needs a man.
I will still take care of his submissive side for years to come.
Then guide him back to his love and keep him off the run.
This new territory is exciting and so strange.
It’s blowing so very strong the warm winds of change.
Bunny12
Bunny Rabbits cute and fuzzy they want to love you but they have razor sharp teeth - don't piss them off! Meeting My Muse
It was only the third time I had spoke to him when he blurted out “You own me”, and I knew exactly what would be my sin.
I would fall in love and use him all up, but when I really got to know him instead I decided to change his luck.
I would hang around to wait and see, if the girl he was seeing was the one meant to be.
When he started resisting me like no man ever can, I knew she would be the one to win his hand.
It was right then I decided to make his secret submissive side mine, so that he would realize all in good time.
That there was another life that he could have, that would be so rewarding he would never be sad.
I’ve always dreamed he would marry her and give her babies, even though I wanted him so much it drove me a little crazy.
But I knew my job and it had to be done, keep him away from men and show him a different kind of fun.
Make sure he stayed true to her, and always made sure to keep his word.
To never run off with a man again, if he needed that kind of kink it was for me he should send.
I have much more insight than a man into his heart and mind, besides being sexier I am also much more kind.
I kept pulling him back every time he tried to slip away, always enticing him with the games that we would play.
Even though he was my most special lover, I was setting him up to belong to another.
Making sure he explored his most secret side, so when he left it behind there would be no divide.
I think he did wonder why sometimes I got so pissed at him, it was because he was chatting with men.
Should she find that out it would be the end, but if it was another girl I think she would understand.
At least I could tell her I seduced him, brained washed his mind and made him give in.
And all he ever said was how much he loved her, no matter what I did there could never be another.
Though our relationship was tumultuous it had its ups and downs, I always looked forward to him being around.
Now he has left and you think I would be sad, but he has made the choice I wanted and it makes me feel so glad.
To have someone to always take care of him, to achieve that all my demands I would rescind.
Now I hope once again he returns to me, but not as my lover as the man I wanted him to be.
A husband and a father that is exactly what I wanted, though his every fantasy were the things I taunted.
Yes I used him but with a purpose always in mind, that his true love is the one that he should find.
It might have felt like he was that to me, but I have my husband so it could never be.
He will always be my most special friend, I will be there for him till the very end.
Bunny12
Bunny Rabbits cute and fuzzy they want to love you but they have razor sharp teeth - don't piss them off! Taking Care Of Him
This connection was so deep I know I have known him before.
In another life we were together I am absolutely sure.
Siblings, partners or huband and wife.
We were somehow related in that other life.
That is why I took so fast to him.
And have a desperate need to make sure he wins.
He has trouble expressing how he really feels.
So I have to make sure he really knows the deal.
Now that he, in this world, has reached his final destination.
Though it’s not with me and it is not my obligation.
I will always offer to be his secret support.
I can be anything he needs from friend to his consort.
All I can do is make the offer to always be here.
He knows just where to find me I am actually quit near.
But it will be his choice if he needs to take advantage.
His time is going to evaporate it will be so hard to mange.
But I will always be in the shadows waiting.
Just as his good friend without any baiting.
I hope he stays in touch because even in many years to come.
I will be his safe harbor I am truly the only one.
Who knows just what he needs and how to give to him.
A friend as innocent as can be or a Mistress so lewd that it’s a sin.
Any time at all anything he wants that is what he will get.
As long as he is a wonderful husband and father there is nothing better yet.
I know for a fact he can rise to the occasion.
He will be the best of all at this important vocation.
So now it is time to get to work but make sure to ease your mind.
Because you will always have a special friend that will treat you kind.
Forever I will wonder if he ever will need me.
Only time will tell once again I’ll wait and see.
The only thing that might just break my heart.
Is if I should never hear from him now that he’s departed.
I just have to think this connection was actually real.
And once every so often I’ll hear from him telling me what’s the deal.
As he progresses living a beautiful family life.
I’d love to know how happy he is with his child and wife.
Farewell my secret lover you were always my muse.
I will always be here for you but only when you choose.
Bunny12
Bunny Rabbits cute and fuzzy they want to love you but they have razor sharp teeth - don't piss them off! Really Not So Sweet
Everyone always thinks I’m so very nice to him.
But they didn’t know some of my motives were absolutely a sin.
Self serving and selfish I took what I wanted.
I tormented him until he felt haunted.
I used him in many more ways than one.
Everything I took was for much more than just fun.
I sucked all my inspiration right out of him.
He was subjected to my every whim.
As he worshipped me I made him addicted.
He tried to escape he felt so afflicted.
Being a muse is not as pleasant as you may think.
Emotional turmoil in my poems always made him think.
Tortured and anguished by the words that I wrote.
While they seemed so nice a secret language they spoke.
Messages to him to control his mind.
I made him do things that I wanted all the time.
I know how to push his every single button.
My lust for him was so strong I was a glutton.
Though my motives for his end result were always good.
I did all the things to him I shouldn’t have instead of what I should.
I would have gone even further if he hadn’t found his true love.
Then my only concern was that he held her above.
Instead of brain washing my husband and bringing him home as my slave.
I chose a different kind of life for him to try to make him behave.
I tormented all his secret desires.
The ones I constantly set on fire.
Kept trying to pull him away from her.
To make him realize that she is his whole world.
I wanted him to marry her and have a stable life.
Maybe even raise a family with his new wife.
I engineered all my poems and stories to entice him.
To make sure he was serious about her this wasn’t a whim.
As I did this good deed I used him as much as I could.
My intense lust was for real all I told him I’d do I really would.
I even still would do everything I said today.
But as long as he’s happy it’s alright he went away.
He has made the choice exactly as I wanted.
I wonder if by memories of me he will be haunted.
He will always own a piece of my heart.
I knew that would happen from the very start.
I will always own his submissive side.
The one he will always try to hide.
I wish him success and good luck with that.
But if he needs some relief he knows I wear that hat.
His Mistress is now the only one.
He can safely turn to for that kind of fun.
He needs to be used in his special way.
I am so good at it I’d still do it today.
Supress that desire I know that he will.
So being a husband and father is the vow he will fulfill.
I will support him in any way.
Even if he never ever comes back to play.
When ever he feels he needs to be used again.
He should not forget that I own him and it’s for me he should send.
Though this life and possibly beyond.
Our souls are connected with this unique bond.
Once we were Mistress and her favorite slave.
But now I’m the keeper that makes sure he behaves.
You think that is such a sweet gesture of me.
But I’ll use him again just you wait and see.
Bunny12
Bunny Rabbits cute and fuzzy they want to love you but they have razor sharp teeth - don't piss them off!
Some old poems written at the height of my lust for my pet.
Stuck On Him
What the hell is wrong with me?
I can’t figure it out can’t you see.
I’m totally stuck on this hot guy.
Contact with him makes me totally high.
I crave him something awful every day.
But he continues to stay away.
Why won’t he treat me like all the other men?
I know if he’d just try he certainly can.
I really do not ask him for very much.
Only to know when I will get his special touch.
But that was much more than he could stand.
That would not due for my sexy man.
Other guys think that he’s totally crazy.
Cuz if he doesn’t take better care of me he’s lazy.
They all wished I liked them half as much as him.
But they are all no match he will always win.
I know he will just drive me insane.
And I have only myself to blame.
Because I’m totally stuck on this hot man.
To get in his pants I would do anything I can.
God I so want to fuck his horny sexy ass!
But I will always treat him with respect and class.
Even as I’m slamming my strap on into him.
I will make him cum so hard it will shake every limb.
I have to figure out a way to get this man.
I will do whatever it takes whatever I can.
Till I can touch him he will be on my mind.
Because no sexier hunk will I ever find.
Crave
My craving for you is a need like breathing air.
It sustains me when I feel like there’s no one that cares.
You know you don’t even always have to be here.
Through the long distance I still feel your heat very near.
I can feel it running through my whole body it’s so hot.
Pulsing through all my veins igniting every fire I’ve got.
I was looking for something to give me back my passion.
Never did I think I would receive it in such a fashion.
From a man so unique who’s the yang to my yin.
As soon as we met is when it did all begin.
A fascination with each other that seems to have no end.
Before I knew what was happening all my love I did send.
Didn’t ever even matter if he wanted it or not.
Because he fits me so perfect like a coin in a slot.
I know he just wanted to only be used.
He never ever counted on becoming my muse.
Yet he still can’t figure out all that he does for me.
Maybe someday in the future he will wake up and see.
That this craving he gives me inspires me so.
And makes me tingle from my head to my toes.
A level of arousal that simply can not be matched.
It has made me addicted, I’ve become too attached.
Though I have needs that will not me met.
He is still the one that my heart craves yet.
Now the only thing that really matters to me.
I seeing that he is always happy.
Trials Of An Obsession
Unrequited love ain’t it a bitch.
It nags at you like an unscratched itch.
It eats away at your soul.
Eventually making you feel very old.
It feels like slow motion as time goes past.
While you wait for a sign that your heart will last.
Wondering if these feelings you have will ever go away.
Because they have consumed you and they seem here to stay.
It takes all the willpower that you have ever had.
To try to walk away and release all of your sadness.
When your passion becomes an obsession and is no longer a joy to you.
It can be a burden and make you doubt what you thought you knew.
Still that rare special feeling is oh so very sweet.
It calls you right back to it all your energy it depletes.
Perspective is the key to keeping your control.
Accepting the reality there is nothing left to hold.
All you can do is enjoy what little time you have.
Cherish every moment so then you will not be sad.
Be thankful for all the feelings that have filled you up.
It is better than feeling empty to have such luck.
So very many will never ever find.
These special feelings that are one of a kind.
Even when those feelings are gone the memories are still so hot.
No one can ever take them from you even if it is all you’ve got.
Adore
To adore you is like a second nature to me.
It is completely comfortable it makes me feel free.
Once I was mad at you and it made me distraught.
Though as mad as I was my anger I fought.
I lashed out and all it did was make me feel bad.
To think that I hurt you made me feel so sad.
I had to give up anything I ever did want.
Even when with your promises you did taunt.
For some reason you just could never deliver.
Imagining what you were planning makes me shiver.
You said you had a surprise for me.
I bided my time and waited to see.
But all I got was a sorry goodbye.
I couldn’t understand I had tears in my eyes.
That is when I thought we were through.
And I was never again going to hear from you.
But no matter what our relationship might lack.
After a period of time you always came back.
I really wonder and can’t say why.
Maybe it’s because you’re my favorite guy.
I think that I have something that you need.
I enticed you, your imagination I did feed.
I did it on purpose every single thing.
To make you come running to be my king.
I honestly can say I would really do it again.
Everything I have to entice you I would send.
Because to me this is not a game.
I will make it real if you feel the same.
I will always still wait and bide my time.
Waiting for the day that you are really mine.
Setting You Free II
I wish to free you of all your inhibitions, all your secrets buried so deep. Like a warm ray of sunshine on your handsome face I want you to feel the warmth of releasing your soul from its bondage. Letting your hidden self explore the world and no longer will you be afraid. Afraid of what others will think of your choices and you’re past.
Your future is wide open filled with the promise of all your dreams coming true. Let go of your fears and explore your true self. Give others the privilege of knowing all of you as I do. Your true loves will embrace you as I have and all meaningless consorts will fall away freeing you further.
I will hold your hand through this journey no matter which road you should choose to follow. Sensing the conflict within you I pray you become whole and discard this fragmented existence. Your beauty is evident though hidden from sight. Blossom my kindred spirit and grow into the fulfilled being you deserve to be.
Fear not my friend for the consequences of revelation are not as tragic as you believe them to be. Release your burdens and come out into the light so you may grow and prosper. Should you choose to stay in your prison I will be your confidant and your warden if I must. Until you are true to yourself your spirit will not be free.
Is It The Same For You?
Do you feel the things that I do?
Is this experience the same for you?
When you see me online does your heart beat fast?
Are you thinking about the hot times of our past?
Flashes of thoughts searing throughout your mind.
Of everything I want to do to you all of the time.
Does the anticipation keep you on edge?
Wondering about all the things that I've pledged.
Does anyone else affect you this way?
Make you excited and wish you could play.
Have you ever figured out that we use the hell out of each other?
To satisfy our deviant needs it is never better with another.
Our relationship is one of mutual lust.
Our fantasies are identical our passion we can trust.
It will always give us all the kinky things we need.
It is guaranteed to always please you and me.
I know I will always want you in my heart.
I've felt that way about you from the very start.
Yet still I wonder what you really think about me?
If my lust for you and my strap on is all that you see.
I will take you any time and any way that you want.
Don't worry it is not my feelings that you will taunt.
We have no real future that is plain to see.
But we can always be together in our fantasies.
I want to use you and you know that you need it.
I'll only take what I own not every single bit.
Just that secret hidden part of you.
The part that only I know what is true.
How long will it take before you put your trust in me?
That this thing that we have for satisfaction is the key.
Maybe I'm misreading you and this isn't what you need.
Because you are always so hesitant to try to please me.
You won't do any of the small things that I ask.
Even if it is only a fun simple task.
Yet you keep coming back always poking around.
I makes me wonder what you think you have found.
I know you like to think of yourself as always nice.
And that you would never hurt even a fly for any price.
But the fact of the matter is what is really always true.
Is that you take advantage of me and I take advantage of you.
I know you never counted on becoming my muse.
And my emotional poems tend to confuse you.
They really are just crazy fleeting themes.
Don't take them serious I'm not being mean.
I can't keep what I feel all bottled up and hidden.
No matter the consequences or if it's forbidden.
But I understand that it is a must for.
So I don't mind being your big secret too.
So my Pet how do you feel about having a secret lover?
You're sultry Mistress who wants to do things to you like no other.
For real any place at all or online when you have the time.
I won't interfere with your life but your secret side is all mine.
Bunny12
Bunny Rabbits cute and fuzzy they want to love you but they have razor sharp teeth - don't piss them off! Memories
Searching through the forum for his old posts.
His av is gone but his words are like a ghost.
I’m so happy for him and that still heavily lingers.
But going to his profile that is no more, is automatic for my fingers.
It’s like something is missing though they say he'll be back.
I have to let go but I really hope we don't loose track.
How bad I wish we could all just be friends.
But the secrets I keep about him come to no end.
I know this ache is going to return.
I’ve felt it before and like fire it burns.
I have his av in my image gallery.
I just can’t bear to delete it, is something I need to see.
I even have it two times in two different colors.
A memory of my most alluring exquisite lover.
I just wish the last time that we spoke hadn’t been mean.
If he just told me what was going on, on me he could have leaned.
I miss his comments all over my page and my work.
I don't care what anyone says he's never been a jerk.
I understand why he has to move on.
But I knew this emptiness would return before long.
It is still overshadowed by my joy for him.
And the new life he’ll lead, I want him to win.
I’ll keep his secret side held close to my heart.
I’m ready to take care of it as I was from the start.
It could possibly be that in years to come.
When he has those needs I will be the only one.
I’ve always just wanted him to submit to me.
And promise for this I’m the only one he will see.
So I can keep him safe and always out of trouble.
When he has those needs, run to me on the double.
In this new day how the tables of life have turned.
I hope I taught him much and he paid attention and learned.
Now time to get used to this ache once again.
I pray that if he’s in need it is for me that he sends.
Memories so fresh still running through my mind.
I think I might want him until the end of time.
Dreaming Of You
You’re the first thing I think of when I awake.
The last thing in my mind at night it’s a torturous state.
I don’t like at all the way that I left you.
I’ll never know if you know what is really true.
I was always so extremely protective of you.
Making sure there was no trouble with anything that you’d do.
I guess I’m a control freak that wanted what was best.
That’s why I always tried to keep you away from all the rest.
In doing so I pushed you so far away from me.
Because I was surrounded by dangers I just couldn’t let be.
I wanted you to have some direction in your life.
And make that sweet little girl you beloved wife.
It honestly was my goal from the very start.
That you always had someone to take care of your heart.
It all happened much faster than I ever thought it would.
Now I’d do anything to know for sure if I only could.
That you are alright and doing just fine.
I hope that I will hear from you after some time.
Till then you are constantly in my thoughts and my dreams.
Everyone tells me you’ll be back but I don’t think I know what they mean.
My dreams of you always used to be so erotic and hot.
Now praying for your happiness is all that I have got.
I would pay any price at all if I could only just know.
If you ever need what I have there is nowhere else you will go.
I will keep you safe in that respect for your entire life.
Because I want you to be so happy with your baby and your wife.
I’ve dreamed you’d have a beautiful family for so long.
And now that it’s happening so fast I hope you stay strong.
I guess I will always wonder about things that I will really never know.
But I will never ever forget you no matter where ever you should go.
Yes I used you it was so hot and I’d do it again.
If you ever need that it’s for me you should send.
Till I might hear from you someday.
I’ll bide my time and try to stay away.
Leave you alone to tend to you deeds.
You didn’t think so but you always pleased me.
Though I guided you in this direction and it was all along my plan.
But now the thought of never hearing from you again I simply can’t stand.
I know I’m being selfish and I should just walk away.
But I spent so long trying to make sure that you would stay.
I want your mind to stay at peace.
I know I need to stop, completely cease.
I need help I don’t think I know what I’m doing anymore.
I’m lost now I’m the one without any direction in store.
It’s not your problem I have done it to myself again.
Cared about someone too much till my will it did bend.
I’ll be dreaming of you once again tonight.
With a smile on my face thinking of your new life.
Bunny12
Bunny Rabbits cute and fuzzy they want to love you but they have razor sharp teeth - don't piss them off! Time Makes It Harder
Time will heal all what a load of bull shit.
The longer time passes, I hang my head as I sit.
All of those memories both good and bad.
Won’t leave my mind they swing from happy to sad.
I really don’t know just how it can be.
Though you’re no longer here you still affect me.
As time marches on things are getting harder it just isn’t easy.
It makes me feel sick to my stomach I think I’m getting queasy.
The unknown is what drives a control freak like me crazy.
These feelings won’t leave me my mind is so hazy.
This feeling I always have deep down inside.
Tells me you’ll be back someday forgive all the lies.
I wonder if you feel the torment I do.
No one else does this to me it is only you.
I know I will catch a boat load of crap.
If you show your face and I take you back.
What they don’t understand is that you never left me.
You’ll live in my heart for as long as need be.
You know that I will never ever forget.
That you were the one that was my beloved pet.
Bunny12
Bunny Rabbits cute and fuzzy they want to love you but they have razor sharp teeth - don't piss them off! 
