Forum Whore
I walk to my window to gaze into the night
Trying to find some comfort in her embrace.
I feel my stomach clench, become tight
With the knowlege of what I face.
Anger, betrayal of trust, fear,
Is what he left behind,
That I thought a gentle soul could repair
But that was too much in mind.
Abandoned by all but emotion
That seem to swarm like panicked bees
Eager to cause a commotion
Eager to drop me to my knees.
Tears that fall from my eyes
Are the barriers, my rocks
I used to hide behind
Used as locks.
Locked away the pain
Of being abandoned.
Yet again.
