I am settled down now and in a relationship, but when I was younger I was pretty wild. I was very much an irresponsible, overconfident teenager. When I was in college I behaved in ways that I realize put me at risk. I learned via trial and error how to seduce a certain type of girl who seemed attracted to me, and also built up a tolerance for alcohol. There were weekends where I almost didn't sleep; I would party much of the day, hook up with whichever girl I was with at the time, or sometimes just a rando, and there were even several older women. I became obsessed with having sex without a condom and made a solution on my 19th birthday to not use one at all for a year. I wasn't quite successful, but I did manipulate a number of women into fucking me bare and I always came inside them. I dated and had girlfriends but was repeatedly unfaithful. I once had sex with two women, consecutively, in the same night, both without a condom. I once fucked a sorority girl on a couch at a frat house party and some people recorded us. I found it increasingly difficult to go more than a few days without sexual activity.
It was only when I ended up getting my girlfriend pregnant in senior year that I realized I had to change my ways. So I did. No, I am not a father; she got an abortion, which I helped pay for. It was tough and involved some therapy, but eventually I got a hold of myself and started having healthy relationships.
At the same time, ten years removed from all that now, I still think some of my experiences were incredibly sexy. I always want to tell strangers about them. I've only told my gf some stuff. It's almost like I want to go back to that lifestyle. Is this bad? Am I in danger of spiraling downward again?
Any opinions are appreciated. And yes, if you want to know more details about my wild years, you can PM me.
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As a young man
I think in the past you have been playing with fire and lucky that you havnt been burned .StD s and even Aids comes to mind. Sometimes we do think of the best bits of our past but we often forget that life is not a bed of roses. As it looks like you have settled down now then just look to the future with your girlfriend and not the past.