Ever fallen in love with someone you can't have?

Back in High School I fell in love with a Jewish girl and she with me. Through a cousin I was told that her parents did not want her to have anything to do with me. Many, many years later a close friend of hers told me she still loved me and never knew why I quit seeing her. I told her the reason. Then I fucked her friend in the parking lot during a wedding. I asked her to tell my lost love we had fucked and it could have been her. She did and I got an email with two absolutely beautiful photos of my lost love naked with the message…” every time you look at these photos I will be thinking of you. I will always love you.”.

Many times...

Of course, who hasn't? I'm glad I'm not with her today, but it was hard 15 years ago.

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The key word here being "Love"......

Only twice.....

In College I fell heavily for the girlfriend of a really good friend of mine... He was studying Medicine and was frequently very busy... They married and she moved to where we lived and I ended up keeping her company while he was busy... We used to go to Art Galleries and Foreign movies and stuff... I adored her, and I know that she liked something about me.....

On one rather drunken afternoon, (why am I telling you this) we undressed and sat on the edge of the bed in my apartment...... She took off a plaid miniskirt as I remember.... And I remember... I wanted her, I seriously wanted her and I did, (I still do) love her.....

And I couldn't...... And in truth she couldn't.... It simply wasn't right..... So we hugged and we cried a bit and we didn't... And eventually we re-dressed like people in a bad play..... Awkward and innocent.....

(My GOD!!!!! Was that 20 years ago????!!!!????)

We see each other occasionally to this day..... I smoke, she doesn't...... Every time I go for a smoke at parties she follows and we talk..... She's happy and I love her still..... I'll be honest with you guys, usually I have a different girl when we share these soirees.... Usually, given my job, a younger girl....

She, (my mate's wife) always "tsk, tsks" at me like I'll never learn..... And tells me she's happy.... And I believe her..... And I love her still.....

(She's almost 50 now..... Still as beautiful as ever......)

The Second One.......

Do you know what....... ?

Let me just think about the first one for a while..... (Sigh!)

xx SF

That was absolutely beautiful.

I fell in love with someone I met randomly online. We both know it and have acknowledged it. We both also agree that we are not going to blow up our existing marriages/families.

I need him like air.