Discovering my kinks

Hi friends. Im sharing on here because I don’t yet feel like I have somewhere I can just go and talk about this.

Over the last little while I’ve come to discover I really enjoy filming close up of myself while I’m teasing or fucking my pussy. There’s something about it that turns me on way more than usual. This increases when I know others are watching. Even the thought of it has me turned on. In the past I’ve created chat rooms for the simple purpose of filming my pussy up close and hoping others will jump and on watch. Just to know they’re watching.

I’ve always been into other things too, light choking, hair pulling, nipple play, spanking, handcuffs, etc. My sex life with my husband has been pretty dead for a little while now though. Hence why I am on lush. I really appreciate talking about this so openly. Would love to hear other people’s experiences with discovering new turn ons or kinks.

I know you didn’t ask for suggestions but just so you know there are a fair number of members who are in sexless (or under-sexed) marraiges. My self included. There is a group “Sexless Marriages” just for the topic, but it is not very active. Another option, is the group “Salacious Interogatory” where this discussion comes up from time to time. It is a very active group. And you have some amazingly erotic pictures and videos. It shouln’t be very difficult for you to find somebody to help you out.

Now just the mention about the sexlaess marriage just makes my skin crawl . I spent many years in one myself as a Male and she was a narcissists. But life is short its time to re-invent or get things started again in a kinkier way. Get him naked and start talking different thoughts on kinks and see if his penis is triggered in any way and then run with it , again lifes too short to not be getting laid. Alright that wasnt going to happen for me cause lioking back at the turmoil i lived through brought me to a decision ultimately walk if not run as fast i can away and find myself.

Now I am 50 and ny sex drive is like a teenager . I also learned I have a rare chromosome deficiencie xxy so this means I am by science terms intersexed . Now I said I was 50 but my body thinks I am in my twenties lol xxy halts the puberty from reaching completion. I used to be so self counciouse of this always feeling way immature. Knowing all this now i just let it go and maybe I find somebody wanting to enjoy together here soo.

Back to the original thought of filming yourself close up sounds hot and I do feel I might have this kink as well although I don't film I do close ups in a tasteful way. Looks great being the young appearance . Feels like it's more exposure and more of a turn on . Not like home videos so far away . This is up close and very personal in a touchy, feely kinda way. A kink all in its own . I should try the filming . Where is this pages for viewing .

Another thought since I am intersexed could it be th xx part of me going into sexual prime which is creating the sex drive ? Also had a lady I sent a body pic too asked if i was over 18 lol

Love the hair pulling gif on your profile. She’s really getting taught a lesson 😈

Quote by WetForAttention
Over the last little while I’ve come to discover I really enjoy filming close up of myself while I’m teasing or fucking my pussy.

Oo, so it isn't just me. I discovered that I get turned on by photographing and videoing myself while playing, too.

(There's samples in a private album if someone asks nicely.)