First I will start with the frightening. For a good bit of my early childhood (about 5 years old to 11), we lived in this two story house that I swear to this day is haunted. I struggled with this reoccurring nightmare where I was awake in bed but could not move. I would see this shadow figure coming toward me. If I woke up before it reached me nothing would happen, but if I didn't, the room would suddenly go black and I would be surrounded by figures that looked humanoid but shined brightly. I heard screaming when they would appear. Of course I always woke up terrified. I posted this particular story a couple of places and was told that I simply suffered from sleep paralysis, but there was a couple of times that my parent's experienced things as well. My mom one morning woke up with a bruise on her leg that she could not explain, and another night my dad woke up fighting something he could not see, till he fell out of bed. They tried to find rational explanations for these occurrences but these occurrences stopped when we moved out.
Now I will focus on the "not so frightening" note. There are times I feel this presence around me that I cannot explain. It is not threatening but in fact erotic. I believe it to be feminine as I have had what I believe mental visions of her in my head for nearly a decade. I tend to fill her presence the most as I write, almost as if she's my inspiration as well as my voice. There are times where I have written things and could not tell you how or why I came up with something. My visions of her are similar to that of a dark fairy (my inspiration for my "Alexis the Dark Fairy" story). The main difference from my story is that she is the typical size of a normal human and not small like Alexis. The name that I heard over and over in my head when I felt her presence was Aleehara. There are times where I swear I can feel her hands on my shoulders and whispering in my ear. The visual engraved in my mind of her is a beautiful girl mid-20's, about 5 foot and 6 inches tall, long and straight black hair that goes down to passed her shoulders, perky C-cup size breasts, beautiful black wings protruding from her back, and beautiful red eyes that I could lose myself in. She's always in the nude, and always sticks close to me if she's around. For the longest time I thought that I had somehow made her up in my mind, but one night my partner was halfway awoken in the middle of the night and claimed to be startled by a figure above our bed sitting on the side of the wall looking down at me. When she fully awoke, she did not see the figure anymore, but was able to describe it to me and the figure she described was exactly how I just described Aleehara to you. The only difference were the eyes were black pools instead of the red eyes I see in my mental vision.
What do you guys think?
I know there will be skeptics as not everyone believes in this stuff but please keep your comments respectful ;)
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