No still in bed but thank you.
I'm not sure what would make me happy at this point in time. I'm at a place in life where I feel I'm straddling two very different realities of my personal self. Been that way a long time but now more than ever feels like one foot on the dock and the other on a ship that's sailing away and yet I keep stretching, trying to straddle and maintain both selves. Increasingly hard to do.
How many truly special people do you have in your life right now - meaning the kind of person you feel you could share literally anything in life with?