Complicit

It was the early days of starting my business and before I married and divorced. I would like to say it something I never thought of but that isn’t true. It was my second cousin who was gay and had been suggesting on a regular basis that I fuck him.we had become good friends over the years and had dinner every other month. We had dinner one night with a few drinks before and bottle of wine with dinner. When we finished he asked if I had ever been to a gay bar, I hadn’t. It was Marti Gras night so I decided it would be interesting. It was and after a few hours of drinking and his putting his hand between my legs he asked if I would like a nightcap at his place which close by.
Arriving he mixed a couple of drinks then knelt between my legs undoing my pants then taking my cock in his mouth. I was inti ally uncomfortable but as he progressed it got more sensual. Before I knew we were both naked…he stood before as I sat with my cock pointing upwards wet with his saliva. He reached I. The side table drawer and took out a tube of lube which he generously covered my cock and his ass. He straddled me as my cock moved deep into his ass. As he with me inside him he pinched my nipples which to this day I love. It didn’t take long until I filled his bowels with my seed
Once I had cum the remorse set in. We remained friends but never repeated the sex. He died 3 years ago. I have to say I have thought of what we did and from time to time wonder if I would want it again. Years have passed since we fucked and I do think about it. I have to say that given the opportunity with right person I might very well try it again.
I am somewhat short of Sprite’s internet 14” but long enough so I don’t piss on my feet. I could never compete with a Coke can in girth. My best description would be a convenient size for all situations. I have had a small collection of complaints but usually from those companions who can compare to a wet canyon.
Cybersex sex requires a number of things primarily a creative mind and a willing spirit. With a few exceptions my experience has been fairly disappointing. There have been a few truly exceptional exceptions.
Both parties must be able to sustain a level of erotic fantasy through timely exchanges creating as “natural” a flow that is as representative as the real thing. There must be a bit of romance…kissing, holding, tactility…not just fucking.
If possible go slowly. Enjoy the experience rather than just experience it. I could go on but I think you get the point.
During the course of building my company strip clubs were one the most requested forms of entertainment for clients. I spent thousands especially when the Japanese were in town. Although the expense was mind boggling the return always made in business secured. After the first few times I have say things started to get boring. Girls were mechanical and frequently tried to cheat on the number of dances and drinks they had. There were a couple along the line that were special which mitigates the time wasted with those that weren’t.