@heartofdarkness
Thanks for the link. I read it thoroughly. Sad, actually. I believe in the power of human being. Power that can be used to create or to destroy, to unite or to seperate, to build or to raze. Free will. Free will is a two sided blade. with free will you can create 9th symphony when you are deaf, you can imagine lush stories when you are asexual, you can be friends with a cat when you are a dog, you can even be a captain in a country without a sea. Without free will, you can't give anything, except what you are programmed for with your genes. You can give birth, you can give protection to your child. But with free will, you can die for your child, you can chose to make great sacrifices for a person you don't even know. Basically everything you can try, because you are free.
But with freedom you can also ruin lives, you can kill, rob, harm, lie, manipulate. While the nature of good deeds depend on friendship, companions, sharing, the nature of evil deeds require selfishness, lies, manipulations, loneliness to keep all the share for oneself.
If it takes 10 man to work 10 days to build a hut, it takes one man and one day to ruin it or burn it down.
If the scale is as this, 1/10 between good and evil, the world would be in balance, evil may cause harm, good may heal wounds and keep building. In fact the natural balance could be quite close to this ratio, as being good is more common sense, as we are weak mammals who depend on eachother to stay alive, especially in the past era's. But now there is a third variable in this. The ignorant. They are so ignorant that they have lost their free will. This may have different reasons, maybe some of them are explained in "the trap". They don't build, or they don't destroy. They just exist. It is in fact quite possible that "evil" side decided to infect the population with this, so that it could swing the balance towards itself, without becoming many in numbers themselves, thus keeping consistent with the rules for it's existance. [please do not take the good and evil in this rumbling I write in the daily meanings we use them with]
It all forms a detailed weave, so complex in fact that without forgetting everything you have learnt, you can't even see yourself in the picture. How can you know you are not working for a "bad" company when you are just a secretary to a low level manager? Yet still you would be a part of the organism. How could you know when you are an assassin and have to kill a businesman who actually is a drug trader? And how can you decide any of these actions are good or evil, since the universe for these aspects became mutlifold and subjective?
This is why we need leaders down inside us. This is why even in democracy we want to see people that rise above us. Because only the good or bad side could create leaders. Ignorant leaders are forgatten shortly. This could be the reason for all the prophets and all the tyrants.
And now freedom... the subject itself is being attacked. who knows what our ancestors thought about freedom, or who knows what our children will think of it?
All those thoughts passed through my mind, and I knew it was possible.
At which point of history we lost this humaism? When did we became machines, calculating their profits all the time, manipulating everything to achieve more? As imperfect creations, it is understandable that individuals can have or develop such properties... but when exactly did we lost our belief in humanity?
Welcome to the brave new world...
In the grim darkness of future...
No. I did not lose it yet. What I paid for this belief was probably higher then anyone did.... But IF I was somehow a manager in a company like pixar, I would have done the same thing, trying to prevent this situation from becoming a hidden or open advertisement for my company. It would have been the least I could have done. But then again, MAYBE some corporations are doing things like this, or much more humanitarian things, just for the humanism itself, preventing them from being heard. And we don't know about it. We can't argue or decide such corporations don't exist, because if they told they had done it, we could have judged them for using these opportunities to their profit.
Damn my english sucks.
Note: corporations are lead by people. People can be everything. They can be great devourers. They can be hidden heroes. I knew some.
How do people fall asleep while someone work tatoo's on their faces? I'm sure she fall's asleep as she is being laid too. Maybe she has trypanasome gambiense? or rhodasiense? gee. Add a moon and she will have a night's face.
Well, there is little point that makes me think about women soldiers. Us men? Well, we are all testosterone and hair and strong arm muscles to swing our fists. And we are good in finding excuses too. We are born like this... When it comes to death we are... natural. And we can find out good excuses for it, and even create them.
But a woman... She "can" give birth. She can feel the life growing in her belly. She knows the value of "life" much better then men can do, because it starts inside her. So it feels quite unnatural to me. Don't misunderstand; there is no excuse for killing, and a soldier is a person who kills with a discipline. I know about all the protect your beloved and kind'a stuff... But a women, giving death instead of life. Just makes me sorry. We should be the ones who carry this taint, this burden, this psycopathy.
In this new era of plastic feelings, plastic people, plastic lifestyles only few things remain worthy enough for an old soul like me. Women used to be a part of it. -everyone has to believe in something I guess- so this soldier girl thing...
There is no way I can describe it I guess...
Welcome to the brave new world.
I don't think is too complicated. It is perhaps just a matter of personality and empathy. When a man sees two women kissing, he can empathize both, it's too many womenly. And perhaps there is a thorn about satisfying your partner, so when TWO girls are enjoying sex rather then one, this unsees wound mends, because there is double the pleasure hanging around the scene. Besides, all he can see is double the boobs, double the asses, double the.. well. everything doubled.
But when it comes to two men kissing... Now it's empathy again, but you are into something repulsive if you are strict about such things. Because the is doubled. For some individuals, all these can be reversed I guess. Like bisexuals which can enjoy both.
And when it's not just kissing, but having it to the end, there is always some unsatisfied part when a man - at least me- watch two lesbians. Some part of the ritual is broken, now satisfaction is doubled the but the male part is missing, the part where woman "takes in" - not the pyshical part - but all the satisfaction part - of the man. Yet the other parts are so exciting you can give up the final part.
I feel small... Damn... People must have "LOTS" of free time.
oowww... Can't we have this midsummer party in shallows? And I can arrange a plane that can land on water?
I hope you get drunk but the second part is so wonderful that no amount of alcohol can delete it. Yeah... Now:... Where was the airlines number...
I [kisses shoulder] just [kisses other one] can't [kisses both?] stop!
If it is a penguilla, then I am a giraffocheetah!
The bus of my acting club on it's way to another city at night. Most of the bus was sleeping. It ended in the worst time it could... but it is one of the most memorable times of my life.
there was a kind of composer who always failed... and a kind of sicentist who kept inventing useless/already invented objects. I loved them both.
searched for it but nowhere this little kitty
if I find her I will be real happy
she bites she claws and she rakes
she even eats my mothers cakes
yet she is as sweet as a berry!
me a good vet though, and happy
and I have a big injector ready
this little kitty needs my medicine
I am going to give it under her skin
If I can find a way to keep her steady!
wow.. it sounds worse everytime I read but anyway. here you go.
Maybe he will become the "meteor-man" in the future. Like a superhero.
"mmmm wood wornin huny." (that would probably be all I can say with my mouth full... Those are .. lovely breasts.)
You are the loveliest thing that I have cuddled ever. And you smell... incredibly nice when you are sleeping. It's like a piece from heavens. [takes a deep breath to capture more of the scent]
how many lives you have left after last night?
I have this long coat... very old coat indeed. It was middle of nowhere. We were in danger. It was cold. She was cold. I was cold too. And the long coat was large enough to cover us both. We were shaking under it, hugging eachother.
I will take care of *all* your aching.
Nicola is indeed Nicola Tesla himself. In a weird experiment of teleportation technology, he accidently changed sex along with time & space. (s)he likes this new life much more better then the male one, so she stays and tries to explore everything about female side of sex. This is why she is here.
wow... remember those scars from the last time? me proud of them. your meowths and my eeek! crrk!'s are still in my mind. how'bout some new scars.
[bleeding] self note: do not cause multiples this time! [bleeding more] umm... 'mornin.... would you please... [even more bleeding] lick those wounds... you did during... your... orgasms [passes out bleeding]
(wakes up over her) mmmhh... wow... still inside... the first time it awakens inside someone. mmhh. (throb! throb!) wake up honey!
(kisses neck, whispering) I cancelled your fligth to Alabama. There is another plane you have to ride on, though... And be sure you will be flying first class... (kisses move down slowly.)
He should have left in a hurry. Is this a movie called a farmgirl and a businessman? (And the cows?)
