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Catnip
Over 90 days ago
Female
Sweden
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Internet Sensation
Good bye is so final.
I know some people think death is final.
I don't.
My dad got killed when I was 6 years old.
He moved to the moon... noone told me that I decided it myself.
One year later my dad died agan, by edjucating adults. telling me that even if I built a rocketship I couldn't go see my dad.
Cause nothing lives on the moon.
"Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know"
By showing your affection, as with your father, trying to get him back, that alone showed him how much you love him.
By spending time, showing interest for your stepfather and his past and future dreams.
There's a great song written by a swedsh artist when he was about to die.
In it he tells everyone who's got something to say to him, to say it to him now, cause soon enough it'll be too late. If anyone has any regrets, to show it now.
Ofc it's in swedish or I'd link it.
So... all in all... what the others said.
I know some people think death is final.
I don't.
My dad got killed when I was 6 years old.
He moved to the moon... noone told me that I decided it myself.
One year later my dad died agan, by edjucating adults. telling me that even if I built a rocketship I couldn't go see my dad.
Cause nothing lives on the moon.
"Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know"
By showing your affection, as with your father, trying to get him back, that alone showed him how much you love him.
By spending time, showing interest for your stepfather and his past and future dreams.
There's a great song written by a swedsh artist when he was about to die.
In it he tells everyone who's got something to say to him, to say it to him now, cause soon enough it'll be too late. If anyone has any regrets, to show it now.
Ofc it's in swedish or I'd link it.
So... all in all... what the others said.
Internet Sensation
Quote by gav
interesting point on story scores. do people really what this information private? maybe we can make it an option to keep them hidden, what do people think?
I love to be able to choose things!
Who do you want to be able to see this and that?
Noone! The informatin is mine only miiiine! *evil laughter*
Over and out.
Internet Sensation
Hm. sleeping with people because you can.
Then because the guys want to.
Been there.
I'm not from a believing family.
I'm infact the only one slightly religious in my family, apart from my great grandmother who is 90.
Sounds like you have said no in some sort of way and then just given in.
There's been one guy ever who's not taken me in that situation.
There's only been one guy among the ones who's found themselves in me even though I said no, who's apologised for it afterwards and felt like a dick because of it.
I've always found myself beeing the one idiotic for not beeing more firm saying no. Always just saying no once, then playing along. but really when a guy finding a girl just beeing half there. wouldn't they stop it instead?
"I can't disappoint him."
"I like him."
"It's too late to stop now."
Things like that going on in my head.
But when he said he was sorry and started crying about it... I realised that maybe the other persons had a big part of it all, and I must say it didn't make me feel much better.
I think most guys think they just managed to change the mood. Since she's not saying no twice.
Have faith in yourself.
Don't beat yourself up. It won't help you.
If you don't want to have sex untill you're married, then you don't have to.
Then because the guys want to.
Been there.
I'm not from a believing family.
I'm infact the only one slightly religious in my family, apart from my great grandmother who is 90.
I'm scared that every guy that shows some sort of sexual interest in me, I'm going to give it up. Why cant i just say NO and mean it and stick to it? I feel almost like i HAVE to sleep with them (not that im being forced).
Sounds like you have said no in some sort of way and then just given in.
There's been one guy ever who's not taken me in that situation.
There's only been one guy among the ones who's found themselves in me even though I said no, who's apologised for it afterwards and felt like a dick because of it.
I've always found myself beeing the one idiotic for not beeing more firm saying no. Always just saying no once, then playing along. but really when a guy finding a girl just beeing half there. wouldn't they stop it instead?
"I can't disappoint him."
"I like him."
"It's too late to stop now."
Things like that going on in my head.
But when he said he was sorry and started crying about it... I realised that maybe the other persons had a big part of it all, and I must say it didn't make me feel much better.
I think most guys think they just managed to change the mood. Since she's not saying no twice.
Have faith in yourself.
Don't beat yourself up. It won't help you.
If you don't want to have sex untill you're married, then you don't have to.
Internet Sensation
Hmhm, had a similar experience at my grandmas.
I just had to finish that chapter of the story. was in a hurry and suddenly my grandma tells me what time it is. Looks at my ears and starts talking about them
Just as I should press save, I turn my head and pressed don't save instead.
Few months ago before I joined Lush, my computer crashed just when I was going to do my backup. Aka -1gb- textfiles gone. In other words a year of my life gone.
Luckily Im an easygoing person and hey I dont need to sit down and sort all thoose files now ;)
I just had to finish that chapter of the story. was in a hurry and suddenly my grandma tells me what time it is. Looks at my ears and starts talking about them
Just as I should press save, I turn my head and pressed don't save instead.
Few months ago before I joined Lush, my computer crashed just when I was going to do my backup. Aka -1gb- textfiles gone. In other words a year of my life gone.
Luckily Im an easygoing person and hey I dont need to sit down and sort all thoose files now ;)
Internet Sensation
Quote by GhostQuote by Catnip
Hope there are no evil mothers who do not like artistic pictures like that.
I'm not sure "artistic" is quite the right word for that picture :-)
Really?
I find it a very enjoyable piece of art.
It doesn't really turn me on, it just fascinates me.
Captivates me... Making me smile widely each time it swoshes by my sight.
...and makes my teeth itch but I know you're not allowed to bite things like that when your teeth itch...
Internet Sensation
I faked it for two years.
It became pretty much of a habbit.
I faked it so that I almost believed it myself.
After 1½ year I started crying after we had had sex.
Curled up on my side of the bed, hoping he didn't notice but wished he would hold me and comfort me.
He never did.
None of us talked about things like that. Nor about emotions.
Not even my lovers noticed that I faked it. (Oh my, she's one of thoose cheaters!)
I don't fake anymore.
At times I wish I did, there is nothing more irritating than a guy who's trying so hard to make you cum, that he turns you off by his fixation on the orgasm.
(Not Completely true, there are worse things.)
It became pretty much of a habbit.
I faked it so that I almost believed it myself.
After 1½ year I started crying after we had had sex.
Curled up on my side of the bed, hoping he didn't notice but wished he would hold me and comfort me.
He never did.
None of us talked about things like that. Nor about emotions.
Not even my lovers noticed that I faked it. (Oh my, she's one of thoose cheaters!)
I don't fake anymore.
At times I wish I did, there is nothing more irritating than a guy who's trying so hard to make you cum, that he turns you off by his fixation on the orgasm.
(Not Completely true, there are worse things.)
