For me? No!
To me this is a very big commitment and I have strong feelings about that. When I commit I do not break it. When I told my wife I loved her 43 years ago I meant it. Were still together and I've never strayed. Had many opportunities but could just never do it.
I firmly believe she never has either.
But, we are all different.
I like this string and I'm going to give a big one now.
I praise all of the moderators her on Lush. They do a job that some get very angry about because they are doing what is necessary. They have rejected 3 of my stories and the process of rewriting them taught me as much as any of the other study I did. I almost missed this competition because of that and I appreciate it a great deal.
They were some of the better things to have happened to me in years, and I DO NOT shoot messengers.
For the almost thankless effort you put into it;
From my heart, thank you all!
Any author who doesn't agree with that is encouraged to publish on the sites where they just let anything be posted.
Paul
Honest!
I try to NEVER lie about anything. All else flows from that. I know, I know, one word.
Every person is different and changes over time.
Right now I'm doing it once a day on average. I skip some days but do it more than once in a day too.
Damn!
Now I have to work that much harder just so I don't disappoint. At my age that much extra work is a bitch.
A really neat guy to know. Very open and friendly. And better than me with a pen too, I'm just starting. Check him out, you'll like him too.
Besides, he posts some of the most beautiful pictures of black women and that's one of the kinks in my personality. I love ALL women, but sometimes...
The site is what you want it to be. I read stories for almost a year before I joined. Since then I've made several friends that I correspond with. I'll keep them for as long as I'm able and enjoy sharing thoughts and ideas.
One will be in my life for as long as I am.
Some Day, we'll be in it together.
I've discovered that all of life is what each one makes of it.
I have in the past and see absolutely no reason to change.
We're all born shameless but our society teaches us to be and hide our body. I went through that but eventually got over it. My wife however feels differently so we never visited those beaches. Damn, what a shame.
Get rid of the control by the churches and it'll become very different. They want total control of your mind. Being intelligent and thinking for yourself are totally forbidden because you can't control people who are. "Take it on faith." is a comment I abhor. It tells me that the person talking thinks they understand Gods mind and is smarter than me. They can read, see, feel, whatever and won't be effected by it, but I can't.
Listen to them! They are the most arragonant people in the universe. Then read about Jim Baker and Jimmy Swaggert to understand the reality of them. The Catholic Church transfers pedophiles in an attempt to hide them. Funny thing, they don't get rid of them though, so what do you suppose the higher-ups have been doing?
If it's cold, wear clothes. If it's not cold, don't wear clothes. Those should be the unspoken rules.
When she was there, SEX, every time unless she wasn't ready. That very infrequently happened though.
When alone almost every time. Usually thinking of her but sometimes with another, or a threesome with her and another woman. Never liked thinking about another guy there though.
I like everything, but her hands are wonderful. They can be the tightest thing I've ever pushed into, or just a very soft, ghostly almost, touch. Lying face-to-face and kissing while doing this excites me tremendously.
Assuming she has all the other things I like. Mostly a brain that works and strength to be a person in her own right.
I've been collecting SciFy books since 1955. Many first edition and a few hundred signed. 3 years ago I gave about 14,000 to my youngest son to set up in his library. I've gotten several hundred more since then.
A lot of horror and other genre too.
Root beer with lemonade in it.
Once.
When I was working on the Polaris/Poseidon missile subs in Portsmouth, New Hampshire there was a freight elevator that would periodically not work. It got stuck between floors.
One time one of the engineers came running in and yelled something about you gotta see this. When we got to the elevator there was a gap where it didn't quite block the view at the top. We had about an inch to see through right at floor level.
There was a tech, from GE I think, whacking off leaned back in a chair with a playboy mag. He finally had to quit because everyone called him "The Elevator Technician" from then on and laughed.
An interesting lady. I'd like to spend a couple hours just having coffee and talking.
I've known a bat-out-of-hell or two but they were guys.
I disagree with one thing though, soul mates can be found but it takes a hell of a lot of work to make sure you don't lose them.
I found my soul mate 43 years ago and have changed what I am twice to make sure I kept her. Best decision I ever made.
Never tried except one time when my wife and I were finishing up a wonderful 69 and when she came she peed on my chest. It startled me but I found it quite arrousing. Right person, right place.
I think it embarrassed her because she quit liking oral sex about then.
Oh well, maybe some day in the right place with the right person.
I agree, if it's not you and you try to hide it then you have placed yourself in a fantasy that's more attractive (whatever that means to you) than reality. Don't expect anyone to appreciate it when it's discovered.
If you tell up front, who cares? Guys using girls pics, girls using guys, whatever. If you hide it you'll eventually be caught.
If that's the case, why do you feel so bad about what you are? I don't really worry about the "Packaging" as long as what's inside is real. Be who you are and accept it. If "Whoever" doesn't like it, screw them, they are shallow and not worth it. Move on.
I am not talking about "I'd rather she or he was ???" I don't like some things either. I will never eat pumpkin pie, sweet potatoes, acorn squash, etc., the high vitamin A content ones, because they taste foul to me, but others love it. I don't think less of them, it's just a preference.
If that's all I had to eat and was starving to death I'd have a very real problem on my hands because I REALLY don't like them.
This is about the same thing. We all have different preferences and I've learned, the hard way, to just accept and move on. If you read mine I just tell it all and let you decide. If you like it, great, if you don't, thanks for looking and I hope you find what you need.
Just be what you are, you've been working on it for a while.
Stay safe
Interesting. But my first reaction is, "Holy Shit!", don't people think about things like speed and inertia?
I am very aware of the dangers on the freeway. I DO NOT slow below 50 if there's traffic, that's slow enough to really piss off most of them. If it's pretty deserted I'll slow even more but I am always aware of my surroundings. I never want to cause others harm but I am extremely pissed at people that don't bother to think and that's what tailgating is.
I would bet money that 98% plus of all people do not think about what's really going on. I taught drivers ed for 2 semesters while in college and discovered this thing called reaction time. For most it's almost a second before your foot even touches the brake pedal.
At 60 MPH that's 88 feet. If you're closer than that you just hit me. That's about the max speed I drive unless I have to speed up and damned few things cause that. At 90 it's 132 feet, that's 43 yards, 1/2 a football field, NOBODY can avoid an accident at that speed if something happens. If it's a truck with 10 tons of load, I don't know. I've never bothered to figure that one out but learning about inertia that way can be a very hard lesson.
I am also an engineer, computers, but I think about all this other stuff too and try very hard to not do anything dangerous. I also had an SCCA license and drove sports cars in track and cross country races. I am extremely aware of everything around me. Spacial awareness is big in my universe and that's what keeps me alive sometimes. When I drive my mind goes to a place where it perceives every other driver out there with only one purpose in mind. To kill me! I drive very defensively.
So, why should I be tolerant of some butt head that thinks it's OK to endanger my or my families life because they are in a hurry? I'm not! If you cause an accident and hurt my family because of your ignorance, I will be extremely angry.
Stay very safe
I pretty much like women and I'm not to particular what the package looks like. She wants to give herself to me I guarantee you I love her while she does. Big, small, light skin, dark skin, smooth, hairy, short, tall, just nipples, huge boobs, pretty much anything. I think it would be incredibly dumb to let anything that trivial stop you from enjoying each other.
My first choice for the next time(?) is a black woman and if I can't find her then Asian, or whatever the PC language for that is. I think race is a dumb thing to get hung up on. We ALL came from the same root stock, so why?
Somewhere around 12 or 13 I got to see one of the Popeyes comics that showed him screwing Olive Oil. I've never forgotten it and not to long after I found one of the early stroke books, Fanny Hill I think and I still have it, and that was my downfall. I haven't stopped since and have spent many hours reading them to my wife or her reading to me.
That's the way to live a fantasy. When Playboy and Penthouse came on the scene it got better and now the internet. All the visuals and sounds. To bad most suck because of bad acting. I am an actor and it pisses me off that they can't even try to make it seem real, but it's all about money.
So. YAY! Bring on more stories.
Hundreds!
A look, a touch, a smell, a thought, remembering, just all those things you learn over time. Some times I'd feel it on the way home and when I got there she'd been thinking the same. It was really great at those times.
Oh yeah, a favorite of mine. My wife was never to fond of it so I've missed a lot. I have no complaints though, just wish there'd been more of that.
I need an emotional connection at some level. If I care then they're the same no matter what we do. If I don't then it's always just fucking and I usually won't. It's been the latter for 43 years with the same one. When you get it right you don't need anyone else.
If you can build the trust level to that point then, yes, not a problem.
Eharmony does it all the time, why not here?
I like it any way she wants to keep it. All, nothing or somewhere in between. If she offers it to me, I cherish it and enjoy whatever we do.
