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Lilly
1 day ago
Straight Female, 51
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For anyone who is struggling, message me if you ever need to talk or cry, seriously. And remember a few things:

~ The terrible thing about really tough times is that they feel like they will go on forever. But, in reality, nothing lasts forever ‒ not even the most horrible emotions or the direst circumstances.

~ Statistically speaking, up to this point you have a perfect record for surviving the terrible days. You have got this too.

~ Even if all you do is get out of bed today. Celebrate yourself.

~ If you can’t get out of bed today, remember it is okay to not be okay.


Hi there Rumpletators!

Today was a pretty chill day. Nothing much going on, other than my newfound determination to sleep tonight. Otherwise, I may end up on the nightly news for going off the deep end. (Although some would argue that I already have)

Hope everyone had a great day and an even better weekend ahead!
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I admit, I too am a member of the ever-growing tentacle fan club


Harley and Kimmi, Thank goodness I am not alone in my new found tentacle fondness.
This is the current level of my insomnia:

Rumps is where Lushies go
To escape from life’s trouble
Insomnia is my current foe
Tonight I will drown it double

Jameson seems like a perfect choice
To drown my troubles should be easy
Just don’t let me have too many shots
My drunk alter ego is quite sleazy


Well it is 2:05am here in Utah and I am about to count sheep. I actually did download some insomnia music that Kimmi suggested and I am going to try falling asleep to that next.

Anyone join me in a double of Jameson? I am buying!
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What you need is a tower of brownies...to keep or share, your choice! So good to see you! Hugs!



A tower of brownies sounds like just what today calls for. Thanks Kat! And of course I will share.

How about a cup of coffee goodness to go with the brownies?

And good morning again
Morning Rumpletators!!

Sleep study is in the books. ( it should be called a NOT sleep study) I won’t get results for two weeks. But the first thing the tech said in the morning to me was “Wow, you must be exhausted. That was rough.”

Hope everyone is having a great week so far.

Kimmi can’t wait to read the new story. (Have to catch up on comp pieces too) Any luck catching err I mean watching the naked running men?

Michelle Hope your week settles down a bit. We took two days off and scheduled 8 appointments in those two days. It was a crazy two days.

HarleyNEVER too early for wine! I will in fact join you.

Gracieglad to see you out and about. Hope you are feeling better each day. Nice to meet you!

Adrian welcome to the best corner of Lush. Sorry did get to welcome you earlier, back to my shit show of the last two days.

Sorry if I missed anyone. A nice lazy day planned with LOTS of reading. Nothing venturing too far from my COVID welcome gift of a portable oxygen condenser. It really is the gift that keeps on giving. Lots of squishy hugs to everyone.

Oh, any brownies left. Asking for a friend too….
Hi to everyone!

A busy day running errands so haven’t done any reading, already have several competition pieces to get to. How about a sweet tea to help beat this heat!

Hope everyone is having a spectacular day.
Rump, hit me with a single of the Skullbuster special. That sounds like it is definitely good for a good nights sleep.

Jeff I too yell when I talk about sleep studies.

Any donuts left? Sounds yummy about now.

Everyone have a great night. Drinks on me for the night, or at least on my tab.

Kimmisorry he turned out to be such a twat waffle. I definitely don’t miss the dating world.

James and Carlthanks for the yummies!

Hi Rump and Sara, sorry if I missed anyone.

Great day here but I really dread tomorrow. Going to have a sleep study done. People watching me sleep sounds like it’ll be great for my insomnia. I am terrified I will do something embarrassing in my sleep.

Hope everyone is having a great day!
Morning Rumpletators! I am determined it is going to be a good Monday, especially since it is technically my Friday cause we are off the next two days.

Curvy thanks for the desludging and especially the brownies.

Jake hope the rain lets up for you, but this is the best place to escape the weather, or whatever else ails you.

HarleyI slept again! Yay me! I am missing six competition stories so far. That’s quite a feat to knock them all out. There are so many really excellent entries.

James hope your workout went well!

If I can have a cup of Bertha’s finest, I think I will hang out for a bit and wake up.
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WINNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Properly delighted for you! That's excellent news! Celebration?



I think it is most definitely celebration worthy!
Good afternoon to all the regulars and welcome Jaymal, best place to escape is right here.

Harley I slept last night, ALL NIGHT!. WOOHOO

Are there any brownies left? I will take some of BB’s best. I am feeling brave.
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Good morning all y'all. Some tea with lemon is what I'm craving this morning.

I've been trying to catch up on the comp stories, but they just keep rolling in! So many fabulous stories!

My youngest lost a friend to cancer a couple of days ago. It's hitting her very hard as he was only 26. It was a good reminder to me that what I do in my volunteer work continues to be important. I recently reached my own three-year mark of being cancer-free. I'm grateful to be a survivor. A man that I work with said, "If cancer was contagious, it would be cured by now." He's not entirely wrong. That frustrates me and makes me sad at the same time. But I will keep doing what I can do.

Hugs to all that need them! Congrats to the many wonderful things going on! And prayers for those who need more than just hugs!



Kat thank you for the work you are doing. As a nurse I definitely saw too many people succumb to Cancer. Too many. Congratulations on being a survivor too.
For anyone struggling, I here you. You are not alone. We are all wore out and just doing our best.It has been a year of division and stress and a lot of fear. I was so down I couldn’t even get motivation to log on here. But saw my doctor and I am living in a world full of color again. If anyone is struggling and needs someone to just listen. I am here.
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if somebody can spare the time i would like to talk privately about a weird and disturbing encounter I had in a private chat last night. i am not threatened or panicked by it, but it is weighing on my mind.

whether you can help me or not, thank you. i love you all for being here.


Sorry Grace, I just now saw this. If you ever need to talk just DM me or black box me. Anytime.

Evening here and the day is winding down. So I am trying to keep my sleep anxiety down. A couple nights of insomnia and just the thought of going to sleep gives me anxiety. How about an Old Fashioned to end the day. And are there any donuts left, kinda hangry.

Okay, I promise not to complain about anything else.

Sara definitely sending you both some good thoughts and wishing you peace.

I love talked my husband into reading violet’s story and he said it was good, I expected a “damn that changed my life” kind of response.

Anyone else suggest anything of that nature to read tonight? Asking for a friend. A friend who is me and I deleted all 1000 of my emails when I came back from my Lush break. In fact if any of the Rumpies have a story or ten that you want to pimp out to me please do. I need something to read and would rather start here that the random story generator.


Kicking over in the corner in case anyone pops in, also know as avoiding laying down.
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Fellow longtime sufferer of Insomnia right here

I've never been a good sleeper, but when an Insomnia cycle strikes - it's the worst. It does the strangest things to me. Toddy's are good but James is right - don't put the cinnamon in it. Also, I don't know if it'll help for Insomnia, it never has me, but dammit they taste good!

Vanessa I don't think either yours nor Lilly's screen names are boring. There's nae faffing about. I like it.

Thank you James for letting me have some Bolt in my veins today - it's very much needed. Yummy delicious coffee... thank you BB - you da best!

I read more competition entries today - I know I keep saying it but there are some really off the chart level good entries! I'm loving it! Also, I learned a new thing about myself today - apparently tentacle porn can be hot - who knew?

My current favourite gif - just because:





Okay, serious talk here. Who freaking knew tentacle porn was so hot? Blew my mind. I had to read it twice I was so amazed. Glad I am not the only one who found that fact shocking.

Sara, sending you lots of love today. I can’t even fathom.

Toddy didn’t do much for my insomnia but Harley is right…. It’s yummy.

How about something with a little extra caffeine, I am definitely dragging. Hi to everyone.
Has great taste in football teams and is a talented poet and good friend.
I have an intense fear of walking in grass. Gives me wicked anxiety.
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Hey everyone

Excellent music choice Carl

Harley- I actually wondered about your sn also ? I imagine exploding bomb apples

I literally think I have got to have the least exciting sn here btw.


I hope everyone's doing good. I've been doing some writing sort of something experimental that I'm not sure if it'll fit here or not as I've yet to decide if I'm going to include sex.



I think I beat you in the terribly boring screen names. Sometimes boring is good? Right? Sometimes?

F*^#*~ insomnia is driving me bonkers this week. Well, since I am here and it is quiet I will desludge BB. Get her ready for the coffee drinkers.

Hmm. While I am back here I will see if I can find the ingredients for a hot toddy. Maybe that will cure my insomnia, seems to be recommended in the South for every other ailment.

Hope everyone else is having cotton candy dreams.
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...so Jane was in my dreams for once. She and I were constantly calling each other to the point where we'd spend hours on the phone and/or video.

I...


Sounds like a wonderful dream. I generally enjoy dreams despite the random nightmare.