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Nikki703
Over 90 days ago
Bisexual Female, 57
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Quote by bonnierabbit
I've probably only recently started feeling confident about myself. Not just my body, but being confident that my personality is attractive too. And, oh my god, just everything feels completely different. I tell you what, I've learned some crazy new things from this website...
Sometimes I see younger girls who feel confident and I feel like I've wasted a lot of time feeling bad that I could have spent having fun instead and I regret it. Sometimes I feel like it's too late for me, my 20s are all over now and there's just some things that I'll never get a chance to experience.
But then I try to make myself feel better because, well, I'm not that old yet. My husband says his favourite saying is 'you never know what is around the corner'. Sometimes I meet women older than me who still hate themselves and their bodies and I've done a lot more than them in comparison.
Anyone else feel like that they've missed out because of a lack of confidence, or were you just born loving yourself? Anyone else had a better sex life in their 30s and onwards? What I'm really asking is, is there any hope for me?!I know full well you're all going to say yes, don't let me down now Lushies...
Great Question!
Yes, I feel very confident in my appearance, my attitude, my sex life, everything. But this was not always the case.
When I was a teen I was very confident, at least I thought I was. But over time and with a few things happening in my life I became a mess. Some how I made it through them and when I was 20 I met the man of my dreams, or so it seemed. My marriage was great, had 3 daughters by the time I was 25. Life was wonderful. But after my 3rd child was born my husband began to show no interest in sex or in me, he would verbally abuse me making me feel worthless. Because all this I really didn't care about my appearance anymore, didn't try to lose the weight I gained from being pregnant as I felt I had no reason to anymore. Then my marriage became a nightmare, the verbal abuse got physical and to be perfectly frank I felt worthless. Thanks to a new neighbor having similar problems, I was talked into joining a gym with her and found I liked working out and began to get back in shape. I began to notice men (and women) looking at me and it made me feel much better about myself. Over a 6 month period I went from 160lbs back down to 125. I began to dress sexier and really began to like myself again. My marriage did not improve, actually it got worse but I realized it wasn't me. I kept working out, eventually divorced and then my new life began at 33. I was in best shape of my life, my confidence was growing and I began to know my body like I never had before. Sex got better, I knew how my body worked and what made me feel good. I became more adventurous, sexually and otherwise. Sex just got better and better. When I was in my 20's it would take me really long to orgasm and normally it was just the one. Now I was able to cum really fast (sometimes in just minutes) and many times they came in waves of 4, 5,6!! I even occasionally squirted. And now at 45, I feel great, I'm in best shape of my life, I am same weight I was when I was 18. I am the happiest I've ever been. It just keeps getting better and better.
So what I am trying to say is of course there is hope for you. And please don't have any regrets about the past, its all part of the journey that makes you who you are. Just enjoy your life, get to know your body and don't be afraid to try new things!! And I too have learned a lot from Lush. But mainly it has given me more confidence to try new things now that I realize many other "normal" women like some of the things I like too!!
Enjoy Life!!
