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Over 90 days ago
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Cheeky Chick
I’m just going to put this here, because I think I can be safe to do so.
Today I had a really bad day. It was one of the worst I’ve had in a long time. Panic attacks that lasted for hours and hours. Paranoia to the point of hiding in a corner, sobbing. I don’t know what triggered it, but it really was so hard to cope through.
For hours, (about seven hour’s total) I was in a constant state of worry. I don’t know what triggered it and I don’t know what finally helped it subside. What I do know is, I felt scared. I was alone and no one to really reach out to. Days like this, when I’m alone, are days that make me want to end things.
Seeing this thread resurface reminds me how much I know I’m not alone and so many others suffer like I suffer. It also reminds me how much I deeply want to get my tattoo, so it is literally written upon my flesh as a reminder.
Thank you for making this forum Sprite and I hope it was okay to post this here.
; I'm not alone, even when I feel all alone.
Today I had a really bad day. It was one of the worst I’ve had in a long time. Panic attacks that lasted for hours and hours. Paranoia to the point of hiding in a corner, sobbing. I don’t know what triggered it, but it really was so hard to cope through.
For hours, (about seven hour’s total) I was in a constant state of worry. I don’t know what triggered it and I don’t know what finally helped it subside. What I do know is, I felt scared. I was alone and no one to really reach out to. Days like this, when I’m alone, are days that make me want to end things.
Seeing this thread resurface reminds me how much I know I’m not alone and so many others suffer like I suffer. It also reminds me how much I deeply want to get my tattoo, so it is literally written upon my flesh as a reminder.
Thank you for making this forum Sprite and I hope it was okay to post this here.
; I'm not alone, even when I feel all alone.
Cheeky Chick
Jonathans_Fantasies and I have written a few stories together, but the are many chapters long.
Our first one and my favorite of the bunch is Training Alex. If you like BDSM or want to learn the ways of it, you should read this!
Training Alex
Four total chapters, all under my page under BDSM
Next there is our longest series together. Tea and Strumpet. It is a fourteen chapter story of a British girl who comes to America to get a higher education. And an education she gets with her professor!
Tea and Strumpet
All stories are on his profile, under Novels.
Lastly, we have Party Girl. This girl is a true slut! She knows how to have a good time. She doesn't know what the word 'no' means! ;)
Party Girl
All chapters are under his profile.
Our first one and my favorite of the bunch is Training Alex. If you like BDSM or want to learn the ways of it, you should read this!
Training Alex
Four total chapters, all under my page under BDSM
Next there is our longest series together. Tea and Strumpet. It is a fourteen chapter story of a British girl who comes to America to get a higher education. And an education she gets with her professor!
Tea and Strumpet
All stories are on his profile, under Novels.
Lastly, we have Party Girl. This girl is a true slut! She knows how to have a good time. She doesn't know what the word 'no' means! ;)
Party Girl
All chapters are under his profile.
Cheeky Chick
GingerKitty (No longer active) he has left the site, but the stories are on my page. We wrote a five chapter story, of just pure lust, naughtiness and hot sex. It’s a romantic story in its own rights. One that took us forever to write, but I loved being a part of it.
Our Adventure - So It Begins
All five chapters are found in my Novel section.
Our Adventure - So It Begins
All five chapters are found in my Novel section.
Cheeky Chick
My girl Jinxy and I love writing together. When she has the time, we do our best to write with one another.
Our first story ever is loosely based on real life. We recently fixed it up and made it even better.
Blondie's Beach Adventure
Our second story is what we wished could have been true, if we didn’t live so apart! It’s her birthday stories. It’s a two chapter romp.
Blondie's Birthday Fuck
Find chapter two's link at the bottom of page of chapter one.
Our third was Jinx’s biggest challenge. She thought of an idea of working at a bar and having this handsome stud fuck her at work, and I added my own juicy goodness to the mix.
Naughty Little Tryst
Our first story ever is loosely based on real life. We recently fixed it up and made it even better.
Blondie's Beach Adventure
Our second story is what we wished could have been true, if we didn’t live so apart! It’s her birthday stories. It’s a two chapter romp.
Blondie's Birthday Fuck
Find chapter two's link at the bottom of page of chapter one.
Our third was Jinx’s biggest challenge. She thought of an idea of working at a bar and having this handsome stud fuck her at work, and I added my own juicy goodness to the mix.
Naughty Little Tryst
Cheeky Chick
DLizze Out of the blue he messages me and says look at this, if you like it, submit it. I can’t recall why it was not approved, but he fixed it then added it to his page. It happened so quickly, but it’s a lot of fun!
The Alliterative Assignation
The Alliterative Assignation
Cheeky Chick
Dirty_D and I have only written together once, but it was such a fantastic story. She had this idea and even part of it written when she slammed it down on my desk and asked for my help. (So to speak) and I ran from there, taking it to a place she never thought possible.
Crimson Skies
Crimson Skies
Cheeky Chick
Milik_the_Red and I have worked together a few times now. Our first story is a masturbation story that is on his page. I’m linking it below. He had read one of my masturbation stories and left a comment which lead to a conversation for writing together. We did so well together, we have done it a few times!
Champagne For Two
The second story is a college sex story, of a young girl who falls in love with an older guy, a biker guy of all things. Her heart says one thing and her parents say another! What can a girl possibly do?
Beauty and the Biker
Our next one is our first series together. It’s a three chapter story of Red Elk, a Native American who comes upon a girl, who has just lost her husband and on the brink of unspeakable things happening to her. So what this white woman does throughout her journey with a man she believes is a savage. Is he really?
Resisting Fate
For the links at the bottom of the story for the next two chapters.
Champagne For Two
The second story is a college sex story, of a young girl who falls in love with an older guy, a biker guy of all things. Her heart says one thing and her parents say another! What can a girl possibly do?
Beauty and the Biker
Our next one is our first series together. It’s a three chapter story of Red Elk, a Native American who comes upon a girl, who has just lost her husband and on the brink of unspeakable things happening to her. So what this white woman does throughout her journey with a man she believes is a savage. Is he really?
Resisting Fate
For the links at the bottom of the story for the next two chapters.
Cheeky Chick
I never thought in a million years when I joined Lush that I would actually write for the site. So, the idea of co-writing with someone was even more shocking. Luckily for me, I have. I have written with a few people and I have enjoyed writing with them all. Some were more challenging than others, but I don’t regret a single. All the stories I’ve taken part in, I’m happy to have done so.
I know the people who have written a co-story want a tab on the front page so people can find them easier. Kind of like you want for an audio story or a recommended one. Alas, that hasn’t happened (as of yet) so I thought I’d make a forum thread for any and all co-stories. These aren’t just for me. If you’ve done a story with someone and want to bring it more attention, well add it here!
I know the people who have written a co-story want a tab on the front page so people can find them easier. Kind of like you want for an audio story or a recommended one. Alas, that hasn’t happened (as of yet) so I thought I’d make a forum thread for any and all co-stories. These aren’t just for me. If you’ve done a story with someone and want to bring it more attention, well add it here!
Cheeky Chick
100% Brat
89% girl/boy
82% Ageplayer
79% Submissive
77% Pet
73% Primal (Prey)
68% Bondage receiver
64% Experimentalist
40% Vanilla
40% Switch
39% Slave
34% Masochist
26% Exhibitionist
25% Bondage giver
20% Voyeur
19% Non-monogamist
15% Dominant
14% Daddy/Mommy
12% Master/Mistress
9% Owner
7% Brat tamer
6% Primal (Hunter)
6% Sadist
1% Degradation giver
0% Degradation receiver
0% All-Rounder
89% girl/boy
82% Ageplayer
79% Submissive
77% Pet
73% Primal (Prey)
68% Bondage receiver
64% Experimentalist
40% Vanilla
40% Switch
39% Slave
34% Masochist
26% Exhibitionist
25% Bondage giver
20% Voyeur
19% Non-monogamist
15% Dominant
14% Daddy/Mommy
12% Master/Mistress
9% Owner
7% Brat tamer
6% Primal (Hunter)
6% Sadist
1% Degradation giver
0% Degradation receiver
0% All-Rounder
Cheeky Chick
Quote by SugarBaby2013
I AM wondering WHY I still trust people... not any more.
I am sad to see this kind of post from one of the sweetest women I know on here. You've got such a big heart and you're so caring. Don't let negative people bring you down, beautiful. Keep your chin up. Hugs
Cheeky Chick
I am hopeful more people will read my co-story with Milik.
Resisting Fate - Part Two
Resisting Fate - Part Two
Cheeky Chick
Quote by Magical_felix
People delete their accounts in the same way all the time. The girl who asked about a 19 year old being with a middle aged guy deleted her account too. She also posted a ton of pics in her profile. No one argued in that thread. It happens all the time and usually after starting a thread like this one. Unless she left someone a note saying why she deleted her account, it's just speculation. Think about it. Does it really sound realistic someone would just delete their account because some people argued in a thread? Silly.
You've got a point. I mean, she could have just come on here to want to find out about that one question. Why she filled out her profile? No one can guess. But, I do hope that she didn't leave because of all the rudeness that is found in this thread.
Cheeky Chick
I noticed days ago that the OP had deleted her account. I even mentioned it to someone and they thought it was sad as well. I mean, we're supposed to be all adults here and all the mudslinging probably scared that girl off for good. She probably thinks we're a bunch of fools. I almost can't blame her.
Cheeky Chick
My sweet darling Jinxy, you're like a bright ray of sunshine and I love you to pieces. You've been there for me through good and bad and have made me laugh so hard my sides nearly split. I'm honored to call you my friend and do hope you have one of the best birthdays ever!
A cool balloon tree for you, because why not!
Of course you know we need to have a peanut butter cake. Mmm! We'll enjoy it with coffee!
And after all that is said and done, we'll have a bonfire, with lots and lots of mudslides. Okay, I know that is more my drink than yours, but damn it, I want one. ;)
A cool balloon tree for you, because why not!
Of course you know we need to have a peanut butter cake. Mmm! We'll enjoy it with coffee!
And after all that is said and done, we'll have a bonfire, with lots and lots of mudslides. Okay, I know that is more my drink than yours, but damn it, I want one. ;)
Cheeky Chick
Quote by Weavindreams
WRONG you have a list of over 200 NAMES.
Not communicated with... your memory is EXTREMELY short...
"He's never done anything to ME! LOL"
But, at least I will no longer be subjected to more self serving spam. Enjoy playing both ends against the middle to satisfy your buddy. Then have a look at how many others who posted on the "Project Semi Colon" thread he HAS routinely insulted and attacked on threads all over the site. Best of luck Poppet I hope you remain happy with the trade you've chosen to make.
WD, I think I know how many friends I have. Which is 177, thus me saying I have nearly 200 friends. I can take a screen shot, if it will help prove my case. However, I don’t see the need to lie about something so superficial.
I’m sorry if you think me sending out spam, which I make clear that it is in the subject line is self-severing. I take pride in my work and since this is a writing site, I’d think people would understand getting these types of messages once in a while. As I only do them when I have a competition story or a co-written story published. Also, I’ll make note, that if you don’t like spam mail, there is a shut off button under the settings. Just a little information for you to take, if you choose.
I don’t know what you’re talking about trading? I’ve been friends with Jack for well over two years. I think he’s a pretty decent guy. Sure, he likes to ruffle feathers, but we all have our quirks. I don’t take anything he, or anyone else for that matter personally. As no one here knows me personally.
Cheeky Chick
Quote by Weavindreams
A tad pissed off because I deleted you?
I have nearly 200 friends and many of them I actually interact with. I hardly noticed someone who I've not communicated with delete me. My life is over. I'll never be able to come on Lush again. I'll cry myself to sleep for the rest of my days and carve your name in my heart, so I shall never forget you...
Cheeky Chick
Quote by Weavindreams
More lies from the site's OFFICIAL lying ass troll who isn't off of this site long enough to do more than jerk off and catch a nap. As to the troll job above, I was wondering when you'd show up to prove once again what a total dick head you are. That IS THE WEAK ASS EXCUSE we keep getting fed isn't it?" That's just the way he is?" As if that IS an excuse, it never is for anyone else... only for your inexcusable BS!
My question is... How do you know he is lying about this story? I mean, do you somehow have cameras on him at all times? It's not like the post he said was so over-the-top fake sounding. It sounded like a legit thing that could happen to anyone. I'm not sure how this makes him a liar. And what exactly is he doing to cause you to say "That is the weak ass excuses we keep getting fed isn't it?" I'm so confused by this comment.
Cheeky Chick
Quote by Magical_felix
Story time with Felix, gather around kids.
About a year ago I started dating this girl I met on a hookup site and it got sexy pretty quickly. Blew me in my truck on the second date so she was pretty wild. So a few days later I was playing with her pussy, making out, you know.. and I started rubbing her clit just right and she starts moaning and saying "Oh daddyy... Oh daddy... Oh daddyyyyy" over and over again. To be honest it threw me off a bit. Being called daddy always throws me off a bit the first time a girl does it, then it doesn't. But the way she was doing was turning me off so I slowly moved my hand up to her mouth and covered it... She tried to say daddy again and I firmly covered it so she couldn't talk. She then wiggles her mouth free slightly and bites the fuck out of my hand. Like, hard. And I look at her like "bitch, you trying to get slapped?" And she looks at me straight in the eye and with a totally serious look on her face and says, "What's the matter daddy, you afraid mommy is gonna hear?" Then she bit her lip like she was being all cute with her shit. Boner gone. (for a little bit)
This was not something I needed to read.
