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TonyaL
1 month ago
Straight Female, 49
United States

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Quote by sprite


Kiera lies. the times she's kept me from going to a dark place are in the dozens. friends help you out because what they get from you is worth the energy it takes to keep you on this earth. i hope you are in a better place than when you wrote this. sometimes we just can't be as amazing as we all would like to be. that's ok. it's ok to only be amazing every once in a while, when it really counts. as for others, all you can do is listen. they make their own choices and you can't stop that, no matter how hard you wish you could - it does hurt. it hurts to know that you can't make a difference, but you forget that, you do, even if it's not the difference you wish it could be, even if it's small...

take this thread. everyone - EVERYONE - who has posted here has made a difference. i know they have to me. i don't feel quite as alone. sometimes it's nice to ignore my own issues and concentrate on helping someone else through theirs. love you. we're always here to listen when you need to "ramble".


Thank you Sprite. I am in a better place tonight as I'm sitting here watching this girl smiling today. She is in a good place tonight, that makes me happy. This thread is wonderful and each of you here are amazing. Thank you all.
Roses are red
Today is so dreary
Rain is falling
Making me so weary

My friends make it better
Calling me out for a chat
Lots of hugs are given
Talking about this or that

My head is in chaos
Seems to be the norm
Another friend lost
It's taking me by storm

He leaves behind a wife
And a lil boy and girl
Like a brother he was
When I was a schoolgirl

Two of these in a week
How can we manage
Life sure can suck
When chaos takes advantage

Thank you my friends
For always being here
With a laugh and smile
Bringing good cheer
I am super hyper after a bad night. Hmmm

I am also grateful for friends who reached out when I needed them.
Quote by Verbal


A lot of people heard you here, dear.

Many of us know those long dark nights where the thoughts don't stop, that never seem like they are going to end. You aren't alone. You are trying to be so much to so many people. You are helping those you love navigate a painful world. Bless you.

I hope morning finds you better. And I hope you got some sleep.


Thank you very much. I'm sorry we never get a chance to talk. I do take on a lot for those around me and it takes its toll. I am doing a bit better this morning I'm a bit hyper today and not sure what that means other than lack of sleep. I hope you are well and have enjoyed your time with your beautiful lady.
Quote by Regnadkcin
Tonya,

I hope today is better for you. We are here for you.

R


Thank you today is a bit better. I am rambling away with nothing to say to the people around me but I think lack of sleep is causing that. I'm grateful for this thread and people who care even when you don't know them.
Quote by patokl
I hear you, you'll never be too much, not for me, not for any true friend.


Thank you for hearing me always. You are a true friend. ((Bighugs))
Quote by kiera


You're not rambling and I heard you. I hope writing it all down helped? it often does for me. I'm around for a bit if you need to talk, I sent you a message.


Sorry, I am nowhere near as good at this as Rachel is. If you need a chat I am around for a bit. I hope you have managed to get some sleep.


Thank you for hearing me and sending me a message. Writing it down helped. You were great. I appreciate you taking the time to check on me and having this place to go to let it out even when it's 3 am ramblings.
It's almost 330 and I'm lying here awake. I can't turn my head off tonight. So many things have happened recently that I don't know whether I'm coming or going. I've lost an old friend today. He was going only 37 he was like a brother when we were kids. He and my brother raised much hell together. So very sad for his family. We also buried my husband's beloved uncle on Friday. It was a bittersweet day. So very sad that we lost this man but it's shameful to say the only time you get to see family members is at these kinds of things. I really don't know why i am saying all of this except I have much saying on me and I don't know where to turn. My dear friends have been helping me through so much but I feel like it's a lot for them too. I try to be so positive for those around me. A young girl that comes to my home is struggling. She told me she hates her scars and flaws. I tried to explain to her we are human everyone has flaws and scars some you can see and many you cannot. I asked her to tell me one person who doesn't. She told me mom you don't have any flaws. Wow. That's some big shoes to fill when I have many many flaws and scars that run deep. I tell you this because I was unable to reach inside her tonight and she took that razor across her skin. It killed me to read that text. She is such a beautiful young lady and I don't know how to help her. I can barely help myself some days. My heart is shattered in so many pieces. For her, my husband's family, my friends family, myself for not being enough for people to care to see what they do and how much their words and actions hurt. I truly feel broken tonight. I'm sorry for rambling I just needed to let some of this out. Thank you to anyone who hears me.
Anyone that might be awake. Hello, it's 3am on the east coast USA and I cannot sleep. Too much in my head. I do believe I may have finished a poem for the comp and will hold it until tomorrow to see if I still like it. I'm also ready to edit part 2 of Becoming Josie. It will be complete by the weekend. I'm happy with the way this has turned out and I hope others are as well. I'm trying to read all the entries now so I think I'll have some coffee and get to it. Hugs for each of you.
Heartbroken as we've had another loss. Gone too soon. RIP RG.
Good morning everyone and Happy Monday. I've finished both Lilly's kissing booth (which was absolutely amazing) and Mike and Hannah's best laid plans (smoking hot) well deserving of the RRR. Really hoping this week brings everyone peace and joy. I'll take some of that coffee now. Thanks.





Happy birthday Jamie. I hope it's a great one. I've always told you, you deserve the best of everything. Have missed you my friend.
Good afternoon hope everyone is enjoying their Sunday. I have had some rough times but will be reading Mike's story sometime today. I'm sure it is wonderful as I believe I've read almost everything. I think a mimosa would be grand with one of those umbrellas please. Poem, poem, poem errr yes I'm working on it. Also part 2 of Becoming Josie for next weekend. Hope y'all have a great day.
I am hoping whatever is weighing on Moons heart is resolved today.
I am hoping Mr. P takes care of himself.
I am taking a cue from Alyssa

I am me i am loyal to a fault, loving and caring
I am worth it, my heart is huge, I refuse to change
I am Tonya friend to all caretaker to many
I am just me
She is a wonderful friend always ready with a listening ear. She is protective of those she is close too and I am honored to be in her circle.
I am grateful for the true friends I've made here. They won't allow me to leave and have helped me through some tough times. Thank you
An intelligent conversation with any of the above would work for me.