Roses are red
Today is so dreary
Rain is falling
Making me so weary
My friends make it better
Calling me out for a chat
Lots of hugs are given
Talking about this or that
My head is in chaos
Seems to be the norm
Another friend lost
It's taking me by storm
He leaves behind a wife
And a lil boy and girl
Like a brother he was
When I was a schoolgirl
Two of these in a week
How can we manage
Life sure can suck
When chaos takes advantage
Thank you my friends
For always being here
With a laugh and smile
Bringing good cheer
I am super hyper after a bad night. Hmmm
I am also grateful for friends who reached out when I needed them.
It's almost 330 and I'm lying here awake. I can't turn my head off tonight. So many things have happened recently that I don't know whether I'm coming or going. I've lost an old friend today. He was going only 37 he was like a brother when we were kids. He and my brother raised much hell together. So very sad for his family. We also buried my husband's beloved uncle on Friday. It was a bittersweet day. So very sad that we lost this man but it's shameful to say the only time you get to see family members is at these kinds of things. I really don't know why i am saying all of this except I have much saying on me and I don't know where to turn. My dear friends have been helping me through so much but I feel like it's a lot for them too. I try to be so positive for those around me. A young girl that comes to my home is struggling. She told me she hates her scars and flaws. I tried to explain to her we are human everyone has flaws and scars some you can see and many you cannot. I asked her to tell me one person who doesn't. She told me mom you don't have any flaws. Wow. That's some big shoes to fill when I have many many flaws and scars that run deep. I tell you this because I was unable to reach inside her tonight and she took that razor across her skin. It killed me to read that text. She is such a beautiful young lady and I don't know how to help her. I can barely help myself some days. My heart is shattered in so many pieces. For her, my husband's family, my friends family, myself for not being enough for people to care to see what they do and how much their words and actions hurt. I truly feel broken tonight. I'm sorry for rambling I just needed to let some of this out. Thank you to anyone who hears me.
Anyone that might be awake. Hello, it's 3am on the east coast USA and I cannot sleep. Too much in my head. I do believe I may have finished a poem for the comp and will hold it until tomorrow to see if I still like it. I'm also ready to edit part 2 of Becoming Josie. It will be complete by the weekend. I'm happy with the way this has turned out and I hope others are as well. I'm trying to read all the entries now so I think I'll have some coffee and get to it. Hugs for each of you.
Heartbroken as we've had another loss. Gone too soon. RIP RG.
Good morning everyone and Happy Monday. I've finished both Lilly's kissing booth (which was absolutely amazing) and Mike and Hannah's best laid plans (smoking hot) well deserving of the RRR. Really hoping this week brings everyone peace and joy. I'll take some of that coffee now. Thanks.
Good afternoon hope everyone is enjoying their Sunday. I have had some rough times but will be reading Mike's story sometime today. I'm sure it is wonderful as I believe I've read almost everything. I think a mimosa would be grand with one of those umbrellas please. Poem, poem, poem errr yes I'm working on it. Also part 2 of Becoming Josie for next weekend. Hope y'all have a great day.
I am hoping whatever is weighing on Moons heart is resolved today.
I am hoping Mr. P takes care of himself.
I am taking a cue from Alyssa
I am me i am loyal to a fault, loving and caring
I am worth it, my heart is huge, I refuse to change
I am Tonya friend to all caretaker to many
I am just me
She is a wonderful friend always ready with a listening ear. She is protective of those she is close too and I am honored to be in her circle.
Very very fond of no running involved
I am grateful for the true friends I've made here. They won't allow me to leave and have helped me through some tough times. Thank you
We are already friends. How about a hug
An intelligent conversation with any of the above would work for me.