I was sixteen when I first started looking at photos of sexy models wearing lingerie in Cosmo. These beautiful, statuesque women wearing the sexiest clothes I'd ever seen turned me on so much. In fact, I was more turned on by looking at these women in lingerie than I was looking at the naked women in other magazines.
There was something mysterious and alluring about the sexy little bras and panties and garter belts and silky stockings and teddies and corsets of the Cosmo models. They attracted me so much more than the models wearing dresses. And there was something else. It seemed like the sexy lingerie turned these women into different people than they were wearing other clothes. Besides being sexy, they also appeared to be very horny and desirous of sex with men.
Eventually, the allure of the sexy lingerie and its lacy, silky, see-through materials became too much for me to handle. I had to know for myself if wearing lingerie turned a girl on and made her want to have lots of sex with men. My neighbor was a sexy blonde eighteen-year-old dancer named Barbie. She was doing her laundry one day, and the thought of her sexy underwear being so close to me was too much. I had to know what it felt like to wear these clothes myself.
After making sure the coast was clear, I opened the drier and pulled out a pair of yellow nylon panties. Right away, I noticed they were the softest piece of clothing I had ever touched. Feeling the synthetic material between my thumb and fingers gave me an immediate tactile pleasure. My heart started beating faster, my palms became sweaty and I couldn't wait to try them on.
I went to my bedroom, stripped out of my clothes and quickly put on Barbie's silky and sexy yellow panties. Instantly, I got the biggest hard-on I had ever had and felt super sexy. Thus, I learned that wearing sexy lingerie does turn a girl on and make her feel alluring to men. I had a full length mirror in my room and began looking at myself in it. Turning sideways, I saw that my body was similiar to a girl's. My body hair was peach fuzz like girls have and I noticed my hips and buns were just like a girl's. I was so turned on that my boner wanted to bust through the silky nylon material and spew ounces of cum all over my body.
"This can't be," I thought. "I can't be this turned on by just a pair of panties." Although only sixteen, I began to wonder what it was about the panties that turned me on so much. Was I turned on by the fact that I was being naughty doing what a boy shouldn't do? Was it because I was feeling like a lingerie model in Cosmo? Or was it the panties themselves which would not let my boner get smaller until I drained the juice form it?
After spending fifteen to twenty minutes modeling Barbie's yellow panties in the mirror, I couldn't stand the temptation any longer. I had to jerk off to release the extraordinary pleasure that they were giving to my cock. I was so turned on by the sexy boy I was looking at in the mirror that I wanted to fuck myself, fuck myself hard and fuck myself good. And that's what I did.
I laid on my bed and closed my eyes while I started rubbing my dick through the thin material. I imagined I was a sexy girl turning on a man with her panties. Instantly, a big glob of pre-cum shot through the soft panties at the tip of my dick and it was too sexy for me to take. I felt like a girl whose panties were getting wet for a man. This was a completely new kind of turn on for me.
Up until this day, my thoughts about women in lingerie were that I wanted to be with one. Now, I wanted to be one. It was the beginning of the transformation. Being sexy like a girl was acceptable to me because my dick told me it was okay. There could be nothing wrong with something that turned me on so much, I thought. After all, this is what sexy little panties were made for, to turn on men.
The fact that I was being turned on by panties by wearing them just made me feel like a girl. I had always imagined that the girls in the magazines I saw wearing panties were turned on also, that their little clitties were hard and wanting to feel the pleasure of a man touching them. So, now, I was feeling just like one of them. My clitty dick was hard just like their clitties and my dickie was leaking pre-cum just like their little pussies.
I was becoming a panty boy/pussy boy and I didn't even know it. It was all so kinky to me. I was more turned on than I'd ever been in my life, with a raging boner that wouldn't quit, and yet, it felt natural to me. If the girls were allowed to wear sexy panties to turn men on, then why couldn't I wear sexy panties to turn myself on?
It was absolutely incredible to feel like a sexy lingerie model. I rolled over on the bed where I could still see myself in the mirror. My sexy panty-covered ass looked as hot as any girl's I had ever seen. My soft and sexy legs and my back were like a girl's, too. The transformation was continuing in my mind.
I was now a panty-wearer and a very horny one just like I imagined the models in the magazines were. I put a pillow down between my legs and started humping it with my big red boner. Looking back over my shoulder at myself in the mirror, I started to imagine I was a girl in panties being humped by a big hard man. Instantly, my ass started craving a man's cock.
This was all new to me. Up until this point, my fantasies had always been heterosexual. Now, I was entering a new territory where I felt like I was a sexy girl who needed a dick in her. Meanwhile, down in my little yellow panties, my superhard cock was spewing out load after load of hot pre-cum. I had heard about girl's panties getting wet from their pussies when they were horny. Now, I was a horny girl, too.
The fact that I was becoming a sexy little lingerie model and a happy little slut who needs big dicks to suck didn't occur to me. I was just acting out a healthy sexual fantasy that I was sure would not become a compulsive behavior. The fact that I was about to become a highly sought after girlyboy who gives oral sex to lots of horny older men didn't occur to me.
As Barbie's panties became covered in front with my pre-cum, I started to rub the clear and white liquid around them. Suddenly, the panties became see-though and my big red boner was completely visible through them.I rolled over and looked at myself in the mirror and saw how sexy my cock looked in a pair of wet panties. Immediately, I was sure that men would be turned on by looking at me, too.
It didn't take long for me to shoot the biggest load of cum I had ever shot and shoot it the furtherest I'd ever shot one. The semen shot all the way up to my tits and covered them. While playing with my penis with my right had, I reached up with my left hand to touch my tits. I had seen photos of girls with cum on their tits before, but now I was feeling like one. Damn, it felt so hot to become a sexy bitch.
I touched the cum on my tits with my fingers and rubbed it around my nipples, feeling my nipples getting hard like a girl's while I did. It turned me on so much that my cock stayed hard even though I had just shot the biggest cumload I ever shot.
This was the power of being a girl I thought, being turned on by her sexy lingerie, by her own tits and ass, and by the thought of having sex with men. If there were men who had desires of being with a girl like me, I would be glad to please them, I thought.
Up until this time, I had no homosexual fantasies. Those weren't for me. But, now, lying in my bed wearing a sexy pair of Barbies' panties, new fantasies were coming to me. I would be a perfect sexy girl, I thought. I had no facial hair, the peach fuzz on my body was like a girl's, my nipples were hard like a girls and my ass was just as sexy as any girl's. I didn't need any more proof that I could be a sexy girl. I felt like this was meant to be.
It didn't take long until I was shooting another load of hot cum from my sweet little five inch cock, only it felt like the liquid was coming out of my pussy instead, this time. The transformation was complete. I was now a horny little bitch who needed big cocks to make her happy. Here I was, wearing sexy little panties, feeling like a girl and having multiple orgasms down in my pussy. I was sure I was a girl.
After I came, I pulled the panties back up and rolled over and felt my clitty getting softer. The smell of my cum on my titties was a turn-on, too. It madethe room smell like sex. And I was about to try my first taste of hot cum. I reached down in my little panties and put some of the fresh cum from my second load onto the tip of my finger. As I raised the finger to my lips, I felt incredibly kinky. I was a girl about to get her first taste of male cum and I was sure I was going to love it.
I don't know how many other sixteen year-old girls get their first taste of cum and start wanting it all the time. But I was definitely one of them. After putting the sweet liquid on my lips, I stuck my tongue out and licked my lips and, immediately, I got turned on again. "This is good," I thought. "The taste of cum turns me on."
I started thinking about all the men I had spent time with in the steam bath at the gym.