I grew up with a love of crossdressing, starting with sexy lingerie and high heels. For many years, I crossdressed in private, a hobby that gave me much pleasure. I was always confused about my own sexuality. I was a virgin as a young teenager, and my sexuality was controlled by my love of sexy women's clothing.

I was unable to wear my sexy things at home and found that it was very exciting for me to dress outdoors. I had located a couple of deserted places, old forgotten parks along the river. This story is about one of those places.

On my way home from school, I walked the old road along the river to a small park. It was one of my favorite places, and I had never seen anyone there. I walked back along the trail to a nice, quiet spot where I stripped out of my boy clothes and slipped into a short pink baby doll nightie and a pair of pink platform high heels I had collected.

My usual activity after getting into my sexy outfit was to leave my boy clothes and walk the trail back to the center of the park. It was exciting to know that I could be discovered, but it had never happened.

This day, while prancing around in the semi-open area of the park, I heard voices from the area up above me, where there were more open spots. I could hear several guys talking and laughing, and I could distinctly hear one feminine voice.

I quietly made my way through the bushes towards the voices until I could see what was going on. There were 5 older guys and one naked girl, someone who rode my bus. Her name was Susan, and she had a very pretty face, but her body was a little big boned. Attractive but not what I would call beautiful.

As I watched, she was completely naked on a large quilt, and the guys were taking turns fucking her. I had never seen anything like this, but I was very turned on by all of the action. But, because I was so involved with watching, I didn't hear one of the guys sneak up behind me and grab me. He dragged me out in front of the other guys and the girl, where the guys made fun of me and called me names for what I was wearing and how I was watching them.

They called me queer, queen, and other names. Then, one of them suggested that maybe I wanted a turn with the girl. The problem was that I was so frightened I couldn't get hard. They made fun of me for that, giving credence to the fact that I didnt like girls.

I just wanted them to let me go. I wanted to grab my hidden clothes and go home. But that wasn't happening. One guy asked if I liked pussy, and I mumbled my answer, which was really nothing. Then another guy suggested that I might like to eat pussy, something I had never done.

At that point, 2 of the guys picked me up and moved me over to the girl, and they asked her if she would like to have her pussy eaten. She nodded and slowly spread her legs, exposing her cum-filled pussy. She was so wet, cum seeping from her pussy and down over her cute asshole.

The guys roughly shoved me up between her legs and with my lips against her pussy lips. I was told to eat her, at which point Susan finally spoke. She just said, "Eat me". When I hesitated, she grabbed my head and pulled me into her pussy, telling me to lick her wet pussy. I didnt know what to do, but having my mouth against her wetness and having her begging me to eat her, I found myself extending my tongue into her, not sure what I was doing.

The guys were still holding me as I began to slowly lick the wetness from her, and they started saying I was a real cum eating pervert. I didnt care, I wanted to eat Susan's pussy. I wasn't thinking about all of the cum that the guys had deposited inside her. Susan was squirming around, telling me to eat her. I found myself licking the cun that had run down over her cute little asshole. The guys thought this was really perverted, but kept watching.

The next thing I knew, one of the guys was ripping my pink panties off and lifting me onto my knees while I kept my face against her pussy. Then the guy asked if I wanted to be screwed like a girl, and I found myself begging for it. He asked Susan if she wanted to watch me get screwed. She just said that would be hot.

A cum-covered cock found my asshole and pushed into me. To my surprise, it didnt hurt, and he was soon fucking me furiously as I continued to suck the cum from Susan's pussy. I felt the guy's cock deep inside me as he said he was cumming. Then, 2 other guys took turns until everyone was sexually satisfied. Susan had cried out that she was cumming and I continued eating her, trying to eat as much cum as I could. I was well past being embarrassed, and I was loving the attention.

The guys got dressed, still laughing at me, standing there in my high heels and baby-doll nightie. Susan just smiled and told me how cute I was. I could feel cum seeping from my bottom as I stood there, wondering what I should do. Susan got dressed and then kissed me on the cheek as she asked me if I would like to do it again sometime. I told her it would be fun, and she said she would let me know. She said she had never been able to cum, but she had climaxed 3 times from my tongue.

This was my introduction to sexuality as a crossdresser. I look back on it and wish I had done more of it. But I liked it, I was a cumslut, and it changed my life.