By day, I'm an average Korean guy, a bit on the fat side, my whole life I haven't been very attractive to women. I'm very timid and shy as a boy, very much a beta. I never even had sex until after college and my dating life has always been pathetic.
I've always had a bit of a tight rubber and latex fetish. As I became older, I began buying some pieces of latex and dressing like a submissive rubber boy, tight leggings and tops and rubber hoods. Movie villains dressed in tight leather outfits turned me on so much, I would cum from dreaming about submitting to evil and depraved women. I loved fantasizing about being the toy of a mistress dressed in head to toe latex, radiating power and sensuality.
Years ago, I discovered that I loved dressing in women’s clothing, I loved how sexy it made me feel, at first it was some leggings and tight dresses, but soon I wanted to look more and more the part. I began researching makeup and wigs and practised by watching and emulating youtube videos, transforming myself with makeup was becoming such a turn-on. I became obsessed with transforming into a completely different person in front of the mirror. I began watching shemale porn; ultra-feminine girls with cocks was such a perfect combination.
A blonde, tall, big-titted mistress was my ultimate fantasy, I loved the perfect makeup and almost bimbo-like look of fetish models I found online. The fetish models just oozed sex appeal and the mistresses had so much power over men, controlling them and ordering them to their will. I realized that I wanted to be them, to feel sexy and powerful, to inspire an animal attraction within men. As I became better at makeup and dressing I slowly realized that I could become the sex object I had always fantasized serving. I eventually learned to perfect my makeup skills, bought boxes full of makeup in order to find the exact shades and colours that worked for me, I loved experimenting with different looks, from over-the-top Goth, to pink bimbo escort. I was always turned off when I saw crossdressers online that didn’t bother with makeup, for me dressing as a woman was undeniably sexy, but the makeup transformation made for the complete package. I learned to push my chest up, I had some chubby man-tits that when taped made convincing cleavage (with a mid of dark makeup to emphasize the shape).
As for clothes, I slowly had acquired more and more, I loved fetish clothing, black leather and rubber latex wear. All my rubber latex boy clothes I had gotten earlier in my life now sat in a bag unworn, I realized that I wasn’t all that into being a submissive rubber-hooded boy anymore. I bought catsuits, dresses, corsets and bodysuits. Eventually, I got many wigs and breast forms and also a breastplate with huge E cup tits as well. I learned to walk in heels and my closet was stuffed with boots and platforms, the higher the better, I loved being a towering amazon. It took years but, through practice and trial-and-error, I achieved a look of a blonde, big-titted girl that I always lusted after.
Over the years, I started venturing out to some clubs, at first just gay bars, but soon I discovered fetish bars where I could flaunt my body and powerful new self-image. As I perfected my makeup and dressing skills, I became more confident when going out, got used to speaking in my female voice too. I learned that I loved to show off my sexy look, I was becoming the shemale bimbo I had always desired. When I looked in the mirror I was so attracted to the woman I had become, but I also started to realize that when I dressed up I was attracted to men. I had denied it at first, because was disgusted with the idea of being with a man when I was not dressed. But as soon as I became my female counterpart I thought of playing with men. I started dabbling online with cam to cam play, and soon I discovered that I loved showing myself off on cam girl websites. I began meeting up with guys and couples as well, loved to play and experiment with a new world of sex I had never known.
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Nowadays, I work as an IT specialist at a finance company, just a regular nerdy Asian who could stand to lose a few pounds. None of my IT co-workers had any idea what a dark secret I had, I didn’t dress every night, but I loved fetish events so I would book a hotel to play when those came around.
This weekend I had booked a few nights at a hotel, after work on Friday. I packed my closet into a suitcase and checked into the hotel. I was a regular at this hotel, mostly because guests could walk freely in the front door, as I liked to have many visitors on my wild weekends. I began by preparing my body, making sure my leg and pubic hair were all clean shaven, and cleaning my anal cavity thoroughly. I looked in the mirror of the washroom at my ugly fat body and pathetic flab, I was excited to completely change everything about me. I slipped on a wig cap and began applying contouring powder followed by thick foundation all over my ugly boy face. The contouring helped to define my round chubby face and to define my cheekbones and brow. I also contoured my nose to be less of a flat Asian nose and to have some shape it. Tonight I went fora sharper nose.
I started with eye makeup, tonight I wanted dramatic dark smokey eyes, I loved heavy makeup looks lately. I shaped my eyes with dark liner and used an eye shadow palette to create a fade from light to dark at the outer edges, the eye shadow had a bit of glittery sheen to it, perfect for the dark winged eye look I had created. Lips were next, I overdrew my lips with a dark plum liner, and a dark wine lipstick and worked it onto my lips, I had pretty big lips but wanted my lips to look bigger. I used a lighter colour lipstick in the middle in order to accentuate the fullness of my lips. I finished with a plumping gloss that would slowly seep in and make my lips a little big plumper. Next, I glued some eyelashes on, extra long ones on top, and some shorter ones on the bottom, followed by bright blue contact lenses that increased the diameter of my pupils as well. To finish I glued on a fake nose stud on my left nostril. I stepped back from the mirror and admired by makeup, I was a becoming a completely different person, “she” was coming out tonight.
My body was next, I realized early on that my fat boy body was actually a bit of an asset for crossdressing. I had thick thighs and ass, and the fat around the body allowed for some curves in places without the need for padding. I prepared my latex outfit and applied a generous amount of lube to the inside in order to get in easily. I slipped on latex stockings first, the latex glided over my legs and wrapped around my thick thighs, I love crotch length leggings, I clipped them to a garter belt and ran my hands up my legs to smooth out the tight fabric. I slipped on my breast plate and adjusted the E cup tits to the right height, I put on my dress for the night, a deep V neck latex dress with studded spikes along the edges. It was a simple black dress but was just the right length to show a bit of my garters. I put on my corset and cinched down smoothly on my fat boy flab, over the years I had trained myself to lace up tighter and tighter. I went from a boy to a curvy, small waisted girl, an hourglass shape with my big tits and curvy fat hips. I pulled on shoulder length latex gloves to complete my look, all the way up to my armpits, long, sensual and dominant gloves that fit perfectly. I had small hands for a man, so fit women’s gloves very well. I slipped on some latex panties, briefs that just hold in my cock and balls, I don't like to tuck because I like to be ready to play.
I had set aside my wig earlier, an extra long and full blonde wig, I swung it on and clipped it to my wig cap and real hair. It was a lace front wig that hung all the way down to my waist, I preferred full wavy wigs to help hide and broad boy shoulders. I clipped on some big hoop earrings, put on a thick leather studded choker and sat to lace up my boots, I went with knee-high boots today, they were high platforms with an eight-inch heel. I had gotten custom-made ones with a vinyl finish and a rear zip, thin steel core stiletto heel with a pointed tip at the toe. I took some silicone spray and proceeded to shine my latex gloves, dress, corset and leggings until they were a high gloss black.
Finally ready, I walked to the full-length mirror in my hotel room. There stood a bombshell blonde with blue eyes and perfect makeup, luscious glossed plum lips and smokey glittery eyes. My body was curvy and the tops of my leggings accentuated my thick thighs, my waist and breast creating a breathtaking bimbo silhouette. The black latex look emanated sexual power. She had come out, gone was the timid beta male, this was a gorgeous sex goddess in the mirror. A cross between a bimbo escort and a high-end dominatrix. An ugly Korean boy turned into a beautiful woman, from a pathetic loser to a confident siren. Ms. K had come out to play.
"You're a sexy bitch aren't you…” I said looking in the mirror, my voice automatically switched to a sultry and feminine tone. I smiled. “A slutty whore ready for some fun!” I preened in front of the mirror and admired my own body from a few angles, a curvy goddess, as I moved my latex creaked and squeaked making the sexiest reflections of light. I pulled out my phone and snapped a few selfies, couldn’t resist, Ms. K was vain and loved to watch herself posing in the mirror.