Swaddle my sentience with your swears.
Hissed out in smoke and sadism.
Stabbing my soft spots,
Summoning, seducing screams
To crawl out my throat,
Up a ladder of choked sobs
And whimpers.
___
Rung after rung of victimized despair,
Your hand, winds itself, beneath
My veil and into my hair.
Forcing me to my knees.
Your sex in my face.
“Open that hole,” you command.
___
Your sticky sex oozes apart
Like a wound,
Bleeding, the possibility of life,
Dying in stains against
Your flesh.
Folds slick.
Sapphic saliva
Of vulvar vulnerability
Offering, “Feed.”
___
And I, humble, starving, vampire,
Flesh cold with neglect.
Insides riddled into debris,
From emotional landmine explosions.
Debris of my denied, demanding desire,
Diminished into defeated silence.
___
I open, broken fang, and trembling lips
To suck the sanguine salt from your slit.
With each suck I praise it.
Praise you,
Praise you,
Praise you,
As you serve me,
Sweet Master,
My Doctor Donor ---
--- once a month, you’re my banquet.
