"Dance for me, Princesa. Pirouette, tiny dancer." And I twirl around the room, doing penchés, retirés, and Arabesques, giggling and spinning for my Daddy. Loving being his little one and dancing to please him. Pleasing him in every way I can. My arms are lifted into the second position and I go up on pointe. But I glance over along my arm, then cry out.
"Daddy! Please, help me, Daddy. It's gone!" Shaking myself awake I reach over. Trying to touch my Daddy. I shiver with fear that he might not be there.
But he is. Always, now. He's awake and he kisses my forehead, running fingers through my ginger hair. He holds me close. He holds onto my arm and gently rubs the place where my right hand used to be. With my good hand, I reach down and feel his hardness between his legs. I stop whimpering and feel warm and safe. And he starts giving me what he knows I love. While I grab his naughty boy and stroke it slowly he's rubbing his leg stump against my kitty and especially my clitty, and it's fine 'cause it always makes me wet and tingly. Daddy's hard everywhere just for me.
Moaning now and licking on his neck while he keeps pressing his stump on my pussy. It feels so good. And I scream out how much I love my Daddy. So much. Coming all over my pale green panties and his leg just the way he likes it while I am jacking his big cock. Now I want to suck him, so I crawl around in the bed and take him in my mouth. Daddy always makes me come hard just thinking of him.
He is pumping in and out as he holds my pretty red tresses and he groans, feeding me lots of cock into my sweet mouth. He loves to come in my mouth, too. I'm making myself come over and over and I growl like a little fox kit. A vixen biting his hardness, making him shoot out so I can take it and swallow it. I am laughing out loud now. I love my Daddy so much.
Everyone has heard the sad stories about poor animals who get their little paws caught in a trap. How they have to chew a foot off to escape. That's really not a happy story. Knowing it's probably happened for a lot of poor little foxes and wolves and bunnies. Many sweet creatures. People are so mean, sometimes. It always used to make me cry to think about it. Well, it still does. Of course.
What is just so horrid is also thinking about all the people who get hurt the same way. Or some other way. Sometimes they do. Lots of ways. The way I did. The way I got so ugly. Or thought I did. I was wrong but I still can't help feeling bad.
Daddy knows that when I start crying in my room, on my bed, laid back on my pillows, it's me thinking about before. Before I met my Daddy, and before he met me. Before we each became the savior of the other.
On graduation day from high school, I and my best girls were out in my rusty old Ford clunker. We were celebrating and I was feeling so happy and carefree. Driving too fast. It was all my fault. That's the truth. But we were laughing and giggling and just having fun. We had stopped at the Tastee Freez and got some Cokes and burgers. I reached up to the dashboard to get some fries, dipping them into some ketchup, and my soda spilled onto my lap.
I jerked the wheel and alls I remembered were voices screaming, "No, Prissy, no!"
The next few weeks mom kept telling me over and over, "Priscilla, you're so lucky, baby, just to be alive. And you're left-handed, too. Oh, baby, we love you. You can still dance, you know? Honey, you can still dance."
Everyone thought that it was so important that I could still dance. From the time I was a little girl all the way up to the accident, I was in ballet classes. Now I was getting physical therapy classes for my missing hand. The hand that was gone forever. I must have spent just as many hours in my room crying as I did in the therapy sessions.
At home, there was only my mother. My father had died from a heart attack about five years ago. I was completely depressed and wanted to just quit it all but kept on going to therapy and rehab. The people there were so strong. Hardly anyone acted sadly. I kinda felt like a loser. Do you know? I guess you don't. They wanted to get me a prosthetic hand but I decided not to then.
I met Him there.
His name was Enzo and he was getting rehab for both his leg and his hand, getting fitted with new prosthetics. Enzo worked so hard getting stronger and doing anything they told him to do that would make him better. It was a wonder how beautiful his body really was, anyway. Anybody who had danced all their life, like me, would decide right off that he must have been a danseur.
I think he wanted to make sure that nobody ever would feel sorry for him. And nobody did. But it was easy to tell that, just like me, he was incredibly depressed. He hardly ever laughed. I really wanted to know his story, too.
When he found out I danced or used to, he laughed out loud for the first time that I ever remembered. He asked me to dance for him there on the training mats. I couldn't. It was too embarrassing now with my hand missing and all when I danced around and used my arms. He just smiled and said, "Later, then, little one."
It was just lucky that we had our sessions on the same day and around the same time. Well, I sorta cheated on that. When I knew the days he was there I got my doctor to give me my appointments at the same time. I liked Enzo a lot.
It was my eighteenth birthday coming up. The nursing staff and the physical therapists got me a cake and everyone who was there got to celebrate with me. Enzo was smiling kind of funny afterward and then, as he was leaving for the day he stopped by me there at the front desk.
"Tell me something, little one. Are you interested in getting dinner with me later this weekend? It would be a great way to celebrate your birthday. I hadn't really thought you were that old. But you're a full-grown adult lady now. What do you say, Princesa?" He always called me Princesa. I'm not sure why. But it made me tingle when he said it.
"Sure, Enzo. I'd love it, of course. I can just meet you there." He told me about the restaurant. It was a good idea not to meet a stranger at your home even if you thought you knew them. Enzo understood that, 'cause he was really a smart guy.
When I got home I took a shower and while I was in it, with the hot water running over my body, I started caressing my clitty with my stub. I had found out that it gave me odd and funny and really sexy feelings when I did that. I could come so fast and hard. I was already coming right then with my legs spread apart and knees bent, then coming up on my toes with arms in the third position, almost on point, as my stump rubbed over my swelling kitty lips.
I was giggling with glee and then sobbing, down in the shower. I don't know why. I was simply slumped down with the water falling over me.
I wondered what it would feel like with Enzo's arm stump, or even his leg stump, rubbing my vulva and making my pussy come the way I was coming now. I didn't want a guy to touch me after the accident. Why would they want to? I wasn't a virgin anymore but who would want me now?
It's kind of a secret but every dancer knows. Dancing and the way dancers look, it's all so sexy. Really. Everyone has lovely sensual bodies. It's part of the whole thing. And we all know that men and women both are aroused when they watch from the audience. We all know that even if we don't think about it much. But I always did. I always wanted to watch from the wings as the men danced, either by themselves or in a beautiful, loving pas de deux.
It was an open secret. But many of us were wet at the end of a performance, and not just from perspiring. No. Not just from working up a sweat.
Something kind of funny happened while I was getting ready to go out. I shaved. While I was doing it, absentmindedly, I thought of what one of my girlfriends told me one time. She said that when a girl shaves they know that they are looking to have sex with the person they are going out with. I giggled, but I wondered as I kept getting rid of the hair on my body. I left a little heart shape of my ginger pubes. I thought it was cute.