Once we are settled again in the rocking chair and you start to hear my deep moans in response to your caressing my slit, from which the juices are flowing now, you continue telling me your story.
I had no idea how long I was to sit there with my nose pressed against the wall as she had not given me a set time. It seemed like forever. My ass was twitching from the spanking, and I was not allowed to rub myself after a spanking. Again, I started thinking about how good it felt over my Mommy’s lap, and even with my hands behind my neck, I thought about my latest spanking and I hardened again and cum spurt out of me into the condom which was still on me.
I was a bit confused about the wonderful mixture of pain/punishment and arousal/sexual release. And that would start my quest for more and more information about this whole universe my Mommy was bringing me into.
When my timeout finished, Mommy came and led me to the changing table. It had a step for me to climb up and set myself on the table for her.
I realized she had changed clothes and was now wearing a very suburban mom-from-the-sixties dress with buttons down the front, belted waist, and full skirt. When we were together here she would most often dress this way, to really bring the Mommy feeling home.
She scooted me up on the table and spread and lifted my legs. I felt something soft being put under me. She removed the filled condom, chuckling as she did, and threw it away. Then baby oil and baby powder were rubbed over my ass, crack and crotch. My legs were lowered onto the soft thick fabric and the front pulled up and taped. It was only then that I realized it was a diaper. I started to wiggle and squirm at this realization. Mommy swatted at my crotch and told me to behave or I would get another spanking.
I stopped wiggling.
She dressed me in “little” boy clothes, t-shirts with cartoon or superheroes on them, shorts and sneakers. She talked the whole time telling me I was her “little” boy, but I still have a wetting problem as I don’t pay attention when I need to go. At home, I would be in a diaper. When I go out, I would wear thicker jockeys or pull-ups to be on the safe side.
Now understand, the clothes were rather youngish that she put on me. But at the office, everyone did dress very casually all the time, so even though somewhat juvenile clothing, people would only think I am some video game junkie nerd. I hadn’t been at the company that long for anyone to have really gotten to know me that well, and I had not really dressed down to the corporate norm yet. So, they would just think I am starting to try to fit in more. It was amazing how I readily accepted each thing my Mommy introduced to me and found ways to justify doing it.
Me being her “little” boy allowed me to walk, well, waddle when I was in a full diaper. She insisted I had to sit in the highchair as I fidgeted too much sitting on a chair at the counter which made she worried I would fall off. The same with the crib, it was to make sure I was safe at night or during my weekend naps unless she had me sleep with her so she could protect me. And the playpen was for a safe place for me to be when she was busy. She had a whole story worked out for me, and a rational explanation for everything.
It all just fell in place.
Then she started calling me Danny, and that seemed to right too.
On hearing that you became Danny for her makes me cum, hard. You feel my juices fill your palm. You move your hand up and spread most on my mons, but save some and spread it over my love shack out back to lubricate it, and begin to play and press into me there as you go on.
I can tell another orgasm is on its way soon.
My first meal in the highchair, my first bottle, and then a little later a bath, with her leaning over the tub to wash me, all were aphrodisiacs to me. I still hadn’t peed myself, but after the warm bath and attention I received being bathed, I started to feel like I was going to need to.
By the time she had dried and diapered me again, it was a very strong urge but I held it back. But not for long. She led me to the couch and had me lay on her lap. I had already had a bottle of formula, or what I thought was formula, after dinner, so I wasn’t sure why she had me laying this way.
A look of shock and then wonder came over me as I watched as she unbuttoned her top, spread it wide and drop the front of the nursing bra she was wearing. She guided my lips to one nipple and when there I did start sucking her.
And after sucking for a bit, suddenly I felt her milk fill my mouth.
Gasping at the realization, some of it dripped out of my mouth. I quickly licked the spilled milk up and hurried back to the nipple with glee, to really start sucking it now.
The milk was sweet and good. It was just the right temperature coming out of her with the warmth of her body. As I sucked, I realized this was the formula I had drank earlier today. She must have pumped her breast for bottles too. I sucked and sucked, not wanting to stop the flow from coming. She did move me to the other nipple which I latched on to at once.
She just kept stroking my head and telling me what a good “little” boy her Danny was. When she felt I had enough, for now, she pushed my head back gently, I smiled at her and leaned in kissed her. I thanked her profusely for this treat. She threw a cloth diaper over her shoulder, and leaned me over it and patted my back until I burped and threw up a little of it. I had probably sucked too much for the first time. She just lowered me to her lap and used the cloth to wipe off my chin and around the inside of my mouth.
That small act, as she rocked me sealed the deal for me. I wanted nothing more than to be Danny for my Mommy.
Your pressing against, and in, my anus had slowed and stopped as you felt me cum again from that treatment and your story. Your opening up about your earlier life is so interesting. I am loving you even more for your candidness and willingness to tell all this.
But I notice there are tears forming in your eyes and your voice is beginning to quiver and hesitate as you tell the tale.
So, that is how it all started.
We went to bed that night together and I rubbed and licked her to pleasure as I started to harden in my diaper. She rubbed at my prick through the diaper and somehow that was erotic and helped. As she did it I also began to pee all that I had been holding in.
She told me that since she had to spank me today, we would not have intercourse. I must be a good boy all day to get that reward. But her rubbing did make me cum and in my diaper, it mixed with the pee. After we both had been satisfied, and I was laying with my head against her breasts, for the first time I felt her cool hand go inside the diaper and check to see if I was wet. She took her time about it, and I was semi-hard again by the time she finished.
She asked if I wanted to be changed to a clean dry diaper? There was something about feeling the wet mixture against me which was so enjoyable I told her no I was fine until morning.
From there a pattern soon developed. I would be her “little” boy evening and weekend at home. She would dress me each morning for work. Some days she had me in jockey shorts which were somewhat padded. Others I had pull-ups on with more padding. That would happen after I would have small accidents while working.