I reasoned that the circumstances precluded any form of sexual activity but, nevertheless, I knew now that I was an adult. I could stand on my own two feet and my destiny was firmly in my own hands.
Then I studied Bethany. Any other time I am sure she would have been all over me but, on this awful morning, she was subdued, absent mindedly soaping her wash cloth and cleansing herself slowly, her thoughts completely on Maggie and what had happened.
Slowly, she realised I was looking at her and she smiled.
“Maggie was loike a sister to me, Miss. Oi will miss her something terrible oi will.”
“I know you will, Bethany.” I replied.
“When oi were flogged the other day, It were Maggie who soothed moi bum because she knows oi don't loike the pain and she always looks after me that way... well, looked...”
Her eyes began to fill again and she took a deep breath.
“Oi got to be strong now, 'aven't oi, Miss?”
I took her hand in mine.
“You do but I am sure we will all look after each other. I will make sure that you will have someone if you need them.”
“You are so kind, Miss Victoria. Who do you 'ave in mind?”
“Me, of course, I will always help you if I can.” I smiled. She lowered her gaze and her face glowed bright red.
“Come on then.” I went on, “We must get on. We have a rather difficult day ahead of us I think.”
“I knew you was special when oi first clapped eyes on you, Miss.”
Now it was my turn to blush.
“No, I am not special. I am just me.”
She smiled.
“If you say so, Miss.”
I washed her hair and then turned so that she could wash mine then, together, we stepped out of the bath tub.
I picked up the towel from the rail and began to dab the moisture from her body. It felt odd and yet nice to be doing this for her. I dried her from her head down across her breasts and her torso and she just stood still, only lifting her arms for me to dry them and beneath.
I reached her lower stomach. It was soft yet firm.
I stood back then and held out the towel for her to continue herself and I thought she seemed very reluctant to take it but she did and finished towelling herself down.
As she dried herself I took another towel and soon, we were back in my room getting dressed.
I bid her to sit and I brushed her long blonde hair, just as I was used to having done to me. Then I put it up in a bun for her and handed her the white cotton cap.
Finally, we were both ready and Bethany turned to leave by the bathroom door but, before she did she kissed me gently on the lips.
“Thank you, Miss Victoria.” she said. “Without you oi would have been a terrible mess.”
I smiled.
“You are welcome, Bethany,” I replied and then she was gone.
I made my way alone to the dining room where I found my aunt at the table.
I kissed her and took my place beside her and she rang the little hand bell.
Momentarily, Melissa appeared.
“Good morning, Miss Victoria. Can I get you something?”
“Good morning again, Melissa. Just tea for now please. I am not really hungry.”
“No, I don't suppose you are,” She smiled sadly. “None of us are,” and she turned and returned to the kitchen.
“How are you, Aunt Helen?” I asked, now that we were alone. “Did you get any sleep?”
“Not much, my dear but I believe you did.”
“How did you...?” My jaw dropped open. “Melissa!” I exclaimed as the very suspect appeared again, carrying a tray.
“Yes, Miss?” she replied, obviously not having heard what had been said.
“Oh, nothing, it doesn't matter,” I said as she placed the bone china teapot on its little stand in front of me. “Thank you.”
You are welcome, Miss Victoria,” she said and went back from whence she had come.
I looked at my aunt as I poured a cup of tea for myself. Lady Helen already had one.
“Does she tell you everything?” I was curious now as to whether Melissa had mentioned her 'punishment'.
“I think so,” came the reply I dreaded. “She told me about what happened last night if that is what you are referring to.”
“Oh gosh!” The words just spilled out before I could stop them and I felt as though my face had burst into flames.
Aunt Helen smiled
“Don't worry, my dear. I am very proud of what you did.”
“You are?” I was more than a little surprised.
“Yes, of course. It was wrong of Melissa to spy on you. She deserved to be punished and you devised a punishment that reflected the embarrassment that you experienced.”
“Oh, well, yes. I...” I wasn't sure what to say to that.
“What is more, you showed your authority in a fair and reasonable manner and that says a lot about you, my dear.”
“Aunt Helen...” I began. “I don't understand why she told you though.”
Once again my aunt smiled softly.
“You would find out sometime, I suppose,” she said. “I have known Melissa since I was a child. In those days there was a distinct boundary between upstairs and downstairs but we became close friends. Although my Mother and Father were great sticklers for etiquette between the classes they never tried to separate us or to prevent our friendship. She was there for me when I needed her and after the problems almost twenty years ago, we became lovers. She remains the housekeeper because she likes it and it suits us.”
I listened dumbfounded. I could not believe my ears. Lady Helen Fortesque-Brown was now the most amazing person I had ever met. She had broken every rule in society without offending anyone and without losing any respect from those who knew her. If I grew up to be just a fraction of the person she was I would be very happy indeed!
“Would it be too forward of me to ask what did happen to you, Aunt Helen?”
“No, indeed it is not,” she replied, “I will tell you some day but not today. We have so much to do today.”
I looked at her with so much admiration.
“I understand. My parents actually told me nothing about you but already I feel so close to you.”
Lady Helen reached out her hand and placed it on top of mine on the table.
“You are a good girl, Victoria. I am pleased you are here. My only regret is that I wish it could have been in different circumstances.”
“Yes,” I agreed, “especially now.”
Nothing more was said as we sat in silence, each of us lost in our own thoughts.
It seemed as though only five minutes had passed before Melissa returned and announced that the Police had arrived.
“Show them in and then get Bethany to join us please, Melissa.”
“Yes Mistress,” came the reply.
A few minutes later, the dining room door opened and Melissa entered.
“Detective Sergeant Morgan, My Lady.”
Arthur Morgan entered, his bowler hat in his hand.
“Good morning, Lady Helen,” he said, nodding his head. “Miss Harcourt.”
Aunt Helen looked puzzled.
“You know my... “ a pause, “Victoria?”
“We sat together on the train from London,” I answered for him.
“Ah, I see,” She replied. “Please, Sergeant, take a seat at the table. Would you care for some tea?”
“Ah, yes please, your Ladyship. If it is not too much trouble.” He sat down and placed his hat next to him on the vacant chair.
“Aunt Helen...” I began, “I have a confession. I hope you are not angry with me.”
“You are not going to incriminate yourself are you, Victoria?” she frowned.
“Oh, no, Aunt Helen but I do hope you will not be disappointed with me when I tell you that yesterday, whilst I was in Ipswich, I telephoned Sergeant Morgan.”
I waited with baited breath.
Lady Helen stared at me. I couldn't tell if she was angry, hurt or just surprised.
My heart was thudding in my chest until:
“You telephoned the Police?” she said quietly. “Why, Victoria? Was there some reason you could not come to me?”
“I didn't telephone the Police, Aunt Helen, not in that way. I was worried about something and I didn't want to worry you about it if I was just being a silly girl.”
“If I may interject, your Ladyship,” Sergeant Morgan said, trying to help me. “Miss Harcourt was worried that something was going on with one of your staff. She knew how much you trusted them and she didn't know what to do.”
“And which member of my staff might this be?” Lady Helen asked.
Arthur Morgan looked at me as if to say 'should I tell her or you'?
“Maggie,” I whispered
I told her all that had happened since the evening of my arrival. The lorry, the argument between Maggie and Charlie Manston and about Charlie being late yesterday because of his hand.
“I couldn't tell you Aunt Helen, I desperately wanted to be wrong. Are you angry at me?”
“How could I be angry, Victoria. Especially in the light of what has happened.” Aunt Helen seemed deflated, somehow. As if all that she held dear was rapidly collapsing around her.
“No,” she continued, “You were right to seek help.” She turned then, to Sergeant Morgan.
“So, Sergeant.