The moment I hear the strike of the match against the box I know I'm in more trouble. The whoosh of oxygen racing to fuel the flame. The fizz and crackle as it catches. The flicker that the blindfold makes impossible to perceive, yet my mind sees anyway.
I struggle. Rope bites my wrists behind me. Gnaws the swell of my breasts, and flesh of each thigh bound to its calf. Intricate, showy knots, I expect, his firm loving guidance moving me into each position as he diligently worked. Artful. Knees apart, leaking onto the sheets. His prize.
Another fizz reaches my ears. Sparks. Embers I wish I could see spitting and dancing as the second whoosh roars. Smaller than the first, yet amplified by the silence in the room, punctuated only by my muted whimpers through the sodden panties he's stuffed there.
My panties. Wet before he even began, infused with need from his relentless teasing all day. Messages, both suggestive and downright filthy, detailing what he was intending to do to me. Of what he'd just done. Of what was still to come.
I squirm amid the curling sulphur of the blown-out match. Heat pulses beneath my skin. Droplets emerge at my splayed entrance offering contrast as the air cools them, before they descend on diaphanous strings of desire to the sheets. Liquid want that he periodically scoops and tastes from the tip of a finger.
My breasts quiver, still wet and alert from the ice he'd dribbled across them. Everything's contrast with him. Shallow then deep. Light then darkness. Ice then…
…Fire.
The unmistakable aroma of wax greets my flared nostrils and a fresh wave of fear grips my body. Fear that makes me drip further and hold my breath, only releasing it in a taut burst when I realise he's purposely heightening the anticipation.
Fuck, I love him. Probably more than his wife does, tucking their daughters in bed oblivious to him exorcising his unmet fantasies and needs halfway across the city. Craving him to take me places I cannot alone. To that precipice. That unknown, unpredictable, unfuckingbelievable edge where nothing but suffocating pleasure resides.
A distant flash. A mechanical shutter. The thought of my captured arousal splinters my brain like shot wood. Me. Digitized. Raw. Unmasked even through the blindfold, smooth curves interrupted only by rope and trust.
His growl of approval and muttered, "That's my girl," sends a shiver racing down my spine to ignite my already inflamed pussy. Heat tears upward and eddies around my breasts roped in his skilfully constructed harness. The unforgiving knots flex against my spine as I wriggle.
I can barely take any more, and he knows it. That's why he does nothing. Lets me reflect on the path every freezing rivulet took to my erect nipples. Every handprint that crashed into my flushed backside. Every stinging imprint of the crop that swished up against my soaked pussy lips. Every cry as I shamefully pleaded for more. More sweet agony. More torturous heat, more cold, more force, more dark corners of my mind swept free of cobwebs, exposing needs I never knew it contained.