I lie in bed at night, contemplating life. A lot of questions swirling around in my head, the one that comes more often than not is: Do you want me? A question I always want to ask, but I am terrified of the answer. When asking do you want me? I mean all of me, not just for the crazy amount of fun we could have together.

I know sex together would be incredible, our hot sweaty bodies sliding off each other. Moans, grunts and whimpers fill the air. Echoing off the walls, creating a beautiful melody filled with the notes of our passion. The smell of sex fills the room as our seemingly nonstop orgasms come one after the other. Especially with foreplay involved. Fingers getting wet, sheets getting soaked. All before that sexy cock penetrates this tight wet pussy.

But that aside, I ask myself: is that all you really want from me? Would you want more? Or are you happy with reaping the benefits without the commitment?

You always need clarity in matters of feelings and relationships. No matter what people may think, even friends with benefits relationships gain feelings along the line. So, I will ask you. Do you want me?