This is my first posting so be gentle. This is a true story which kind of started me on the route to this site (albeit slowly).

A few years back hubby threw me a party in our garden for a significant birthday. It was a boozy night, mainly centred around our garden bar.

Hubby was playing the perfect host, plying people with booze, including himself and me. As the night moved on, I found myself at the bar with hubby’s best friend and a few others. We were all close together, laughing and joking, and a couple of times I slipped and hubby’s friend would catch me.

I had never really noticed him before but as the vodka flowed I noticed how hot he was; it became a distraction.

I started to flirt a little and he flirted back. His hand would briefly touch my back and the electricity between us sparked.

The night went on and as the dancing started, he grabbed me for a dance and as he quickly pulled me close and then pushed me away again, he told me I looked stunning.

I felt myself go red, but I was flattered.

As the night drew to a close he offered to help stay and tidy, and the subtle flirting continued.

After a little while I told him to go, and that hubby, my sister and me would finish the tidying. He said his goodbyes and I showed him out. He grabbed me and pulled me outside, and told me he found me very attractive. I said thanks, but that nothing could ever happen. He agreed, and leaned in to kiss my cheek. I got confused and our lips met, and the next moment we were kissing, full on, with tongues and his hand on my bum.

I could feel his excitement and pushed him away. He told me he wanted me, but I told him to go.

I closed the door and went back indoors and straight to the bathroom. I sat down, and I was, I admit, aroused, and the temptation to give myself a happy ending to the night was high but I didn’t, I decided to seduce hubby and get my fix.

Sadly for me, after a good few hours boozing, he was asleep before I even got undressed.

The only way to scratch the itch would be to satisfy myself so I slid into bed, naked, and slowly started caressing myself, very quickly my nipples became erect and I started to get damp.

I continued slowly and after about five minutes of this and fantasizing myself with hubby's friend, my phone lit up. Curious, I looked.

It was him, apologising for kissing me. He felt bad, but couldn’t help himself. I told him I was very flattered, but secretly I enjoyed the kiss, but that was it.

He agreed and said it wouldn’t happen again, but then he said something I wasn't expecting. He told me he’d always fancied me, and when he turned up to the party that night he saw me in my summer dress and wanted me.

I told him to stop and he apologised again, but admitted the kiss aroused him. He told me he’d always fancied me and was still aroused.

I told him this went too far, but secretly I was really aroused.

He told he was in bed naked. I should have stopped messaging but instead I messaged back that I was too.

He went quiet, I thought I’d scared him off. I lay in bed for a while, started to feel really guilty, and hubby was next to me in bed.

I decided to go to the bathroom, clean up and go back to bed to sleep,

Back in my bedroom, I noticed my phone on silent ringing, it was him. I didn’t answer, but he then messaged to say he was outside!

I was shaking with nerves, I got up and slid into my dressing gown and went downstairs, slowly and quietly opening the door. He came in, without speaking, and I led him to our lounge, closed the door, and within seconds we were kissing. He pulled my dressing gown off and I undid his jeans and slid his shirt off, and when I pulled his boxers off, it revealed a huge erection. There was no foreplay. He pushed me onto the sofa, climbed on too, and entered me. It was frantic, sexy, and quick. We lay for a while, panting but not saying a lot. I started to feel guilty and made him get dressed and leave. I went back to bed.

This was going to continue, I could feel it.