I had a friend who was older than me, by quite a few years. His name was Warren and he was an established photographer. He got me into photography by giving me my first real camera when I was sever teen, taught me how to frame subjects, how to measure light, how to make the best of what light there was, how to use lighting and strobes, and shadows, and the dark room. He was into creative lighting and using fading and shadowing in the dark room. He taught me what poses really were, and how to make the best of situation photography. Under his guidance, I took my first semi-nudes, and nude studies, and later my first pornography.

He gave me an old Yashika Mat 124G he had used for several years, set up my first dark room, and supplied me with film and chemicals, and an occasional willing model. He showed me my first porn — which included straight, lesbian and gay, and answered that age-old question of is it wrong for two buys to do that? His answer was no, not all, as long as I was careful and discrete.

When I persisted about gay associations and sex — and it was some time after that time when I saw the porn — he broke out the photo album, put it on the table in front of us, and we sat there in his studio looking at them, and I got an obvious erection. Warren reached over and put his hand on my erect penis and just let his warm hand lay there. He would turn a page, and I would stare at a picture of some guy sucking a cock, and I could feel that warm hand on me, and it was driving me crazy! He asked me if he was bothering me, and I said no.

And then he asked me if I masturbated, and I think I nodded. He asked me if I wanted to masturbate while looking at the photos, removed his hand and unzipped his trousers and took his cock out. It was short and fat, but very erect, and there was moisture on the tip. Then he reached over, unzipped me and took out my cock.

I am uncircumcised, and in those days, I was about 8 inches and about 5 inches around, and when he took my cock out, he stroked me slowly and liquid oozed from the tip. And I reached over and took his penis in my hand and did the same for him.

All the while, he would point at a picture and tell me what it felt like, how having a man’s mouth on your cock felt warm and how it felt when he slid his mouth down and over a cock, how it felt to fuck a man, and how it felt to be fucked by a man, and how it felt to have him ejaculate in my mouth, and how the cum tasted, and that it was okay to swallow.

Then came out and asked me what I really wanted. Before I could stammer out a reply, he asked me if I wanted to have another … male suck my penis, or did I want to suck a penis. I said I wanted to be sucked, so he leaned over and took my cock in his mouth and sucked me.

He was good. He would bring me close, then stop and just hold my cock in his mouth or take it out and lick my balls, then he would take me back into his mouth and I was going crazy! Then he stopped, sat up and told me to suck him. I started to lean over, but he told me to kneel between his legs. I did and he guided my face to his crotch, told me how to do it, and then slipped his cock into my mouth.

I remember four things about that first time; how his pre-cum tasted and how it made the inside of my mouth slippery; how the shaft of his penis got very hard and how the head grew when he was about to cum; and how it felt to have that hot fluid shooting into my mouth; and how it tasted. I love the taste. And I had no problem swallowing all of it. And after a short while, he reciprocated and it was the most enjoyable climax I have ever had.

Afterward, he made it seem like a natural thing so that I was not embarrassed, or reluctant to be around him. We were never lovers, but we were close friends, and I always knew that I could just come out and ask him if I could suck him off, or if he would suck me off. He taught me how to fuck another man so that it would not be so painful, and he fucked me and although I will not say it was a wonderful experience, it was something I’m glad I did. I once sucked him off just after he had sex with his wife, my Aunt Lila. And while I was sucking him, he told me how it felt to make love to her. I have to say that she was my number two fantasy for a long time.