Here I am, lying naked in bed with the most gorgeous man in my life, Mark. Yes, Mark’s my brother, and I couldn’t care less!
It started roughly half a year ago. My husband, Barry was as usual begging for sex. He kissed my neck.
“Not tonight,” I sighed.
“Honey, we haven’t had sex in months!” Barry said. “What’s wrong?”
“Nothing, dear,” I lied.
Truth be told, I was a little repulsed by him. His penis was below average, he was overweight and balding. I married him at the young age of nineteen and gave birth to my son, Daniel a year later. I loved him, of course, but looking back I probably only married him for his stability. At twenty-three I overtook him in his own job and became his manager. Now I was the one keeping the family in shape.
As the years went by, the more I realized how bland my life with him was. The sex was boring. Even when he tried to spice things up, I felt embarrassed for him. A fat, balding man was not attractive, regardless of his intentions. I would have never cheated on him, though. I loved him too much to betray him.
I never thought of myself as a looker either. I’ve always kept my mousy blonde hair short, which suited my strict librarian face. I’ve always kept in decent shape for forty-eight, though.
Barry had that pathetic hang-dog look on his face whenever I denied him sex. I felt pity this time.
“You know we haven’t had sex for a while, have we?” I said, pretending to be excited. “Okay, let’s do it.”
Barry eagerly got out a condom and peeled it over his barely 4-inch penis. We spent a whopping three minutes in the missionary position, then he ejaculated. He rolled onto his side, pleased with himself and quickly fell asleep.
I sat on the edge of the bed, dissatisfied. My phone vibrated. It was a text from my brother, Mark who I hadn’t seen in nearly five years. We had plans to meet up after he got a managerial job at a gym in the town. Because of his new job, he now lived near us.
“Hey Susan we still meetin 2moro nite x,” it read.
Mark is eight years younger than me and more brawny than brainy, but I’ve always had impure thoughts about him which a sister shouldn’t have. His short dark hair, his hairy, muscular tanned body, chiseled jaw, and he towered over me! Still, it was only a fantasy of mine and it harmed no one.
“Of course! Looking forward to seeing you! Barry will drop me off xxx,” I replied, feeling butterflies in my stomach.
I met up with Mark at the local café. Even though he was my brother I decided to dress up for him. I wore a tight, sleeveless black turtleneck and high-heel shoes. I saw him sitting in the corner. He was wearing a casual, popped collar shirt and jeans. Oh god, it didn’t matter what he wore, he was hot!
'Calm down, Susan!' I thought.
I walked over to him and sat down.
We discussed a variety of topics, catching up on each other’s lives. Mark was never one to settle down, thus he never had any children of his own. He was never truly single though. Always someone around the corner. With a hint of flirting, we somehow got around to discussing our sex lives.
“Barry is awful in bed,” I told him. “He’s too soft, and honestly I’m not physically attracted to him anymore.”
Mark gave me a grin.
“Sounds like you need a real man in your life,” he said.
“Yes, I feel like that sometimes!” I replied.
“Have anyone in mind?” he asked, staring at me intently.
“I… wouldn’t cheat on Barry,” I said.
“What if it was with a 40-year-old stud who you fancied the pants off?” he asked.
My heart skipped a beat. “W-what do you mean?” I asked.
“Susan.” He placed my hands in his large, masculine hands, “I see the way you look at me. And to be honest, I feel the same!”
I was speechless. Yes, I liked him, but for him to feel the same way?
“I can’t… I need to get home to Barry.” I quickly said.
“You mean the loser who can’t satisfy you?” he retorted.
I looked down in confusion. Was it wrong of me to look elsewhere for sex? I tried to rationalize the situation. Maybe having an affair would even save the marriage… But it would be with Mark. My own brother! That’d be incest! I looked up at him. God, he was so handsome, though! I sighed.