It's been thirteen years since you left this world.

Some days the pain is so intense like that first day without you.

I remember all the dreams we had for our future. 

I remember your gentle touch and how intense our lovemaking was the night before your deployment. 

I remember the last time I heard you say, "I love you" 

I remember your mama's tears when we got the news 

I remember the pain in your father's eyes.

I remember feeling so alone but the comfort that came knowing you died doing what you loved doing 

You paid the ultimate sacrifice defending the freedom of others 

You gave everything to make this world a better place.

You should be here my Soldier but I understand the reasons why.