After discovering a burning desire within me to remove my clothes in front of older men, I started to figure out ways to manufacture situations where I could make it happen.
I was also thinking about why I had such a desire. Was it purely the idea of being seen naked, or semi naked? Or did I want more than that? Was it enough to be seen?
I realised that removing my clothes was actually a means to an end. I had a desire to be touched, more importantly to touch, to please and bring pleasure. The idea of seducing and pleasuring an older man was a massive turn on for me. Fantasizing about orally pleasuring an older man was all I could think of. There were days when I could not concentrate, and so I would invent potential opportunities for this in my mind, then, if I had the courage, I would try them out. I would make a 'dummy run', then if it looked safe and possible, I would go again and see if I could take things further the next time.
Many of my exploits went nowhere, and there were times where there was just no opportunity. But being prepared to strike when the opportunity presented itself was a very horny game.
So making an older man, often a stranger, know that I was attracted to him and wanted to play was the fantasy, you could maybe call it a fetish.
A great way of doing this, was to remove clothes, or wear sexy clothes to gain the attention in the first place. Taking it to the next step was then logical and easy.
I loved wearing sexy lingerie and revealing clothes, so I always had suitable clothing to wear. I would simply cover it with a coat or jacket that could be removed easily to reveal more than a stranger would expect.
I am often asked on Lush why I enjoy being an exhibitionist and what it is I like about older men. Well, firstly, it is just my thing!!
Secondly, I feel that older men are more respectful, appreciative and have less attitude. One thing I cannot stand is immaturity. I also just find older men's bodies more attractive. The ideal age for me would be anywhere between 55 and 75.
On this particular day, I decided to take a bus into the centre of town. I would get off around five miles away and simply return should my plan not materialise. There was always the return journey that may then offer potential opportunities.
I wore a knee length black skirt and a white blouse. I had a black bra on beneath the white blouse which showed through and caught the eye. The bra, although black, was see through, so if stared at and certainly when they were erect, my large pink, and very sensitive nipples could be seen. Underneath my black skirt I wore a black thong. The skirt was loose and flared, so easy to lift up and reveal my legs, or as high as I wanted to go.
I had been masturbating during the morning and was very excited about my bus ride. I was hoping to meet someone today who would want to touch me when invited and would be excited by receiving a blow job from me, one of my favourite pastimes! So I was very horny, and maybe willing to take a risk to get what I wanted.
I walked to the bus stop and waited for the bus alone.
The bus arrived and I bought my ticket and took the stairs to the upper deck. A few people sat on the bus, so I made my way to a quiet area at the rear of the bus to keep an eye on the passengers and any new people getting on or off.
Two seats in front of me, to my right, was an older man who smiled at me as I walked past him. I smiled in return before taking my seat. I removed my coat and waited for him to look around at me. He was around seventy years old.
After a couple of stops, another guy had sat down in between us, also a lot older than me, but maybe early sixties. He was looking out of the window and paid neither of us any attention. The older man then decided to look around at me. As he did, I smiled and gently squeezed my right breast with my left hand. He quickly looked away and got off the bus at the next stop looking a little embarrassed. With no one looking I gave it another squeeze and felt my nipples harden. I was horny and ready to play, but sadly with no one to play with.
A couple of stops later it was just me and the guy in his sixties a couple of seats on front of me left on the bus. I had noticed that he was drinking beer and had looked around at me a couple of times.
As he looked around and smiled, I smiled back to be polite, but found him a little scary for some reason and maybe a little drunk, so I did not encourage him.
I then caught his eye in the window reflection. I then realized that he had been watching me when I was caressing my breast earlier and was hoping for another show.
With few other options, I thought, to hell with it, let's go for it!
I stared at him in the window reflection and a broad smile crossed his face as he lifted his eyebrows at me. I smiled in return and reached again for my breast.
He pursed his lips in approval and continued to watch me in the reflection. Slowly, I undid a button, I then put my top teeth over my bottom lip, as if to suggest I had done something naughty. He then swung around to look at me.
He had a look of mischief in his eye and was looking around to see if there was anyone around. He then got up and walked over to me and sat next to me. I could smell the alcohol as he asked me if it was Ok if he sat next to me.
I told him that I was getting off the bus at the next stop and I remember him saying that the bus wasn't there yet. At this point he quite roughly grabbed my breasts with both hands.
I had a reluctant smile as I lifted my hands and gave him access. He squeezed and looked me in the eye as he rubbed his crotch.
I stood and told him that my stop was here, and he made me climb over him to get into the aisle. As I did, he grabbed my ass cheeks and squeezed them, putting his hand up my skirt to squeeze my ass in the flesh. A little scared but hugely turned on as his rough hands touched my almost naked ass.
He stayed in his seat as I went to walk down the stairs. After a couple of steps, I looked over at him and smiled and nodded my head to invite him to get off at the stop with me. He didn't need a second invitation. He rose and followed me down the stairs.
Once off the bus, he walked in front and asked me to follow him. Across the road was a park and he walked into the gate and headed over to a wooded area.
I followed him knowing that he would grab me if I went into the woods with him.
He walked in and stood behind a large bush, surrounded by trees, there was no one around.
I slowly walked towards him and as I approached, I lifted my skirt so he could see my tiny panties. He reached out and grabbed my ass, pulling me towards him and thrusting his hand inside my panties. He slid a finger into me which glided in effortlessly due to the high state of arousal making my pussy wet, almost embarrassingly wet.
He pulled his cock out and grabbing my shoulders pushed me down onto him, his semi erect cock bobbing in front of my face.
Without hesitation I grabbed it with both hands and put it into my mouth. I slowly started to suck and lick it, relaxing and enjoying myself when he pulled it out and started to wank it fast in front of me. As I put my mouth back around it and tried to tell him to relax, he grabbed my head with both hands and pushed his cock hard and fast into my mouth and almost down my throat. He continued to push in and out and I tried to relax and let him do what he wanted, I tried to enjoy the moment, which was a little difficult!
He then pulled his cock out and started to masturbate quickly again then groaned and asked me to open my mouth. I did as he asked, and he shot a load of cum straight onto my tongue. More followed as I looked up with my mouth open to catch it all. He then shoved his cock back into my mouth and pushed it in and out to finish ejaculating.
He pulled his trousers up and fixed his belt and walked away from the park, leaving me on my knees, with a mouthful of cum and a wet pussy! I stood, fixed my clothes, swallowed his load of cum, and made my way back to the bus stop. He was also standing there and never said a word to me! I got on the next bus and went home.
Once home I changed and thought about the days adventure. Did I enjoy it? A strange one but actually, I did. Although he was a little scary, I had got what I wanted. Maybe not a great idea to go into a strange, wooded area with an equally strange man, but no harm done. I would have enjoyed a slower more sensual blow job, but it did the trick, he came in my mouth, which was what I had wanted.
After a couple of successful bus journeys, a grope here, a wank and occasional suck there, I decided to up the ante.
Whilst out shopping I stumbled upon an Adult shop that I had not seen before. I walked around outside for a while seeing who was going in and out. It was all men, and most of them in my target age group: Over fifty five. I decided to go in.
Once inside, I walked around and looked at the magazines sex toys, dolls etc and found myself walking around the DVD aisles. This seemed to be where the men tended to hang around. I constantly felt eyes on me and found it very arousing. The shop had bright lights and a young sales assistant was walking around and asking people of they needed help, it seemed to be putting them off and they eventually left empty handed. I couldn't help thinking that the owners were missing a trick if they left people alone and made them feel a little more relaxed.
The Adult stores in the USA are very different and have all the opportunities you would need to have some fun in, more of which in my next story.
I travelled North for work and found myself in a somewhat unpleasant town in the North West, names withheld to protect the innocent or easily offended!
Again, I stumbled across an Adult shop as I drove towards my meeting venue. I was staying overnight after the meeting and decided that I would drop into the shop at my first opportunity. The meeting went on longer than expected and dinner followed so the evening was gone before I knew it. All I had to do the following morning however was to travel South three hours and get back home.
I had played as usual in the hotel in the morning and was feeling horny, so after breakfast and a run in the gym, I decided to park and pay the Adult store a visit on my way back. It was just after 10 am when I arrived, and the Shop was just being opened by a guy in his early fifties. This was a much less 'corporate' looking shop, I assumed I would be the only one there if I went in, so I took my time parking and walked towards the shop.
At this point, I should point out that the area was a little 'rundown' I parked my car safely and discretely and hoped it would be there when I returned. I should also point out what I was wearing.
A black tight business trouser suit. Under which a cream-coloured blouse. I brought some nice matching white bra and panties in my case and put them on in the morning, but whilst deciding to go the Adult shop, I removed them, so I was without underwear.
A walked towards the shop and pushed the door open. The smell that greeted me was a strong one of damp and an old smell, I'm sure the place could have done with a woman's touch, not the kind it was used to either!
As I walked in, the guy behind the counter looked up at me in surprise. "Are you lost, love?" he asked in a strong northern accent.
"No, sorry are you not open yet?" I responded.
“Yes, we're open, is there anything I can help you with? Any reason you're dressed like a copper? “he asked, clearly concerned that I might be law enforcement.
I smiled, “Well I am here on a short business trip. What do your customers normally dress like?” I responded, keeping it light and hoping he would see the funny side.
"Well certainly nothing like you. Now, how can I help you?" he asked.
I was getting the impression he was sure I was part of the law enforcement regime and would prefer it if I left.
"I was just coming in to browse, is that OK?" I asked.
"I suppose so. Did you want to browse sex toys, DVDs magazines, underwear?" he asked, as he came from behind the counter and out onto the shop floor.
"I could do with some new underwear,” I suggested.
"Follow me, what kind do you like?" he asked, as he led me over to a dusty rail with underwear, I would not be seen dead in!
"Not really my thing,” I smiled and looked around the shop, thinking of a reason to stay as I felt he was trying to get rid of me. But something was telling me to stay, fun was to be had.
"Not your thing no? well, what do you like? what are you wearing today?" he asked.
"Actually, I'm not wearing any,” I said, grabbing my chance, staring at him with a sexy smile on my face.
"What if I said I didn't believe you?” he asked, playfully now as he looked me up and down. I was loving the attention and smiling at him, looking over my shoulder as he stared up and down at my ass and legs.
"I don't know, do you have any suggestions?" I asked.