"Howdy, I don't want to see you anymore." Mrs. Blair said with her head bowed dejectedly. "You make me feel dirty, used, insignificant."
Here she goes again I said to myself. She's headed off on some emotional rabbit trail. It was more like chasing the rabbit into the mirror.
I laid there on the bed, naked, spread eagle facing her direction. My legs hung over the side with feet planted on the floor as I leaned back on both elbows. My flaccid cock draped harmlessly over my balls and still glistened with the mix of our cum. As she continued to whine, my nails scratched back and forth across my ball sack. Once my itch was satisfied, I turned my attention to freeing my pubic hairs from the sticky goo that temporarily glued them to my now limp dick. I rubbed the still damp globules of cum between my thumb and fingertips. I smeared some on my fingertip and touched to my tongue. Interesting consistency and texture I thought. It still wore the faint aroma of her musky scent.
Sitting casually, I played with myself as I calmly watched the train wreck unfold in front of me. Honestly, it was nearly textbook schizophrenia in my opinion. I was never sure how much of her carrying on was part of her role playing, or if indeed, she just might really be slipping back and forth between competing realities. Whichever it was, she was damn good at protraying both roles.
Never sure of what she would say or do, I mostly just listened to her complain about being treated like the cum bucket she claimed she longed to be. After all , if this whole act was role playing, wasn't I just being her best supporting actor? The last several times we had been together all ended in this same dramatic fashion. Surely I thought, at some juncture, it would end differently.
In the five short years I had known her professionally, it had become glaringly obvious that long lasting relationships were not her strong suite by a long shot. Emotionally, she wore the remnants of her failed love affairs like they were war decorations. Even though some were decades old, she talked about them frequently and in great detail as if they had all happened recently. She slung the lurid details of them around like disposable diapers. I knew she was afraid to just let those painful memories go for fear she would have nothing to blame her bad behavior on. She had told me before that she clung to her tapestry of misery like it was a stained and tattered baby blanket. She depended on it she said. It gave her the false sense of courage needed to put the stresses of her everyday life into perspective.
She continued her tirade as I searched for motives to her rant. Was her mental instability my fault because I gave her the kind of rough, sometimes degrading sex she begged for time after time? Was it my fault I too had grown fond of her quirky and sometimes bizarre sexual demands? It was Mrs. Blair who taught me to enjoy, make love, giving it to her in that rough, insensitive and almost angry manner that she craved? If those statements were true, was I also to blame for her low self esteem, or her self deprecating behavior? If she didn't want to be treated like a common street slut, she should demand more of herself first, I reasoned.
At some yet determined point I reckoned, it would have been easy to just walk away from her and all of her craziness if I really wanted too. Easy I guess if I hadn't cared so deeply for her that is. All of that craziness was entertaining to a degree, and added to her mystique.
I laid there watching, trying to make some sense of her behavior. It made me uncomfortable at times to observe her bizarre and extreme personality shifts. I marveled at how two vastly opposite personality types could peacefully coexist in one mind and body. Or did they I asked myself.
The fact that she was my best friend's mother made everything more complicated. I couldn't help but wonder what kind of mother she must have been, or still was for that matter. Keeping in mind that Mrs. Blair was also my boss didn't offer any consolation either. It looked like she had a firm grip on my entire life to be honest. She was a real work of art I smirked to myself as I half way turned my attention back to her muttering rant.
What's wrong with me I asked myself. Why wasn't I pursuing a normal relationship? You know, with a young woman close to my age, with similar interests and goals. Maybe someone with a budding career like mine. Maybe someone with a normal family.
The only class I remembered signing up for with Mrs. Blair was the one where, you know, we met when mutually convenient and fucked each others brains out, and then parted to go our merry separate ways. You know, it was over until the next time. Yeah, that's the class I thought I had signed up for I reminded myself!
It really fucked with my head to think that just a few short hours earlier, I had been sitting across the board room table from this same woman. Only then, she was the prim and proper Mrs. Blair, who expertly gave her quarterly sales report to the management and sales teams. In that world, she was a marketing whiz whose skilled acumen commanded respect and admiration. She exuded knowledge and bold confidence. Not only was she intelligent, she was a stunningly beautiful seasoned professional who dressed to impress and carried herself with great poise and dignity. No wonder I was drawn to her I chuckled.
As I sat quietly in the dank hotel room, taking in this freak show, my image of her morphed from the slutty tramp sitting across the room, back to the boardroom dominatrix who seemingly with the snap of her fingers, could suck the oxygen out of a room. It was like having the bad Mrs. Blair as my fuck slut on one side, and the good Mrs. Blair as my mentor and confidant, on the other side.
Mercifully, my mind took me away from this disturbing image of the trampy Mrs. Blair and back to sitting there in the board room, watching the good Mrs. Blair's ass shift back and forth in that tight fitting tailored skirt as she paced the board room floors. The steady methodical pace of her four inch heels tapping the marble floor became hypnotic. Her slow sexy movements had already given me an erection that morning. The form fitting silk blouse she wore really showed off her large tits.
The soothing melodic tone of her soft voice convinced my imagination it was okay to stray from the safety of the boardroom into dangerous fantasy land. As my mind drifted in and out between her words and where my imagination was taking me, I carelessly dropped my hand between my legs and dragged it length ways across my growing member. A few discrete rubs and firm squeezes under the conference table would have to hold me over until I could get some real relief after the meeting.
Following a few brief moments of careless self indulgence, I actually refocused and paid attention to the beautiful Mrs. Blair as she reported. As I watched this magnificent specimen skillfully apply her trade, I couldn't help but think she could run this whole fucking company.
I listened to her soothing voice, and watched her walk up and down the room, and sure enough, my mind again wandered. This time my mind raced all the way back to the first time I looked at her in a sexual way. I felt the flush of a warm smile cover my face.
My cock stiffened against my thigh again as I fondly remembered that day. Her son and I were moving boxes into our dorm room at Texas A&M when she appeared out of nowhere. It had been years since I last saw her. My roommate sarcasticly reintroduced her to me hurriedly as he excused himself to go get another load of stuff from the trailer. As he brushed past her, she gave him a love punch to the upper arm and stepped further into the room.
"I'm Mrs. Blair," she smiled warmly, playing along.
"You used to call me Howard, but everyone calls me Howdy now. You can too if you want," I said as I swallowed hard.
She was even hotter than I remembered. About 5'7" and athletically built! She wore a white tank top with an unbuttoned cotton plaid daisy duke shirt over it that framed her cleavage and fell untucked past the waistband of her shorts. Even though the button up cotton blouse covered her nipples, the t-top was shear enough for me to see she wore no bra. Her khakis shorts barely covered her nice apple shaped bottom and really showed off her tan muscular legs. Honestly, she looked more like a coed than the mom of a fellow eighteen year old I thought as I stole glances at her.
I offered to shake her hand at the same time she reached behind her to shut the dorm door. She turned back towards me as the door closed, glanced at my outstretched hand, and reminded me that she was a hugger not a shaker. She took a big breath as she leaned into me. Her hug lingered longer than most mom's hugs do I thought. But her warm body felt too good for me to protest. Her arms wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer to her as I clumsily gave her more of an awkward bear hug than a warm embrace. I could have sworn I felt the gentle raking of her nails pressing into my mid back. Her face was just inches from my neck and the heat from her breath on my neck sent shivers up and down my spine. Her hair was soft against my face, and the Angel perfume she wore was totally intoxicating.
All of those other things were great, but what consumed my being was the feel of her large tits pressed into my chest as she held me close. I was sure she felt the surge of blood that pumped eagerly into my young willing cock. After all, my cock was pressed snugly against her warm tummy. How could she not notice it? At last she released me from her embrace, her hands slowly running across my arms. She took my hands in hers, giving my palms a squeeze.
"You boys grow up so fast now days," she said as her eyes looked me up and down.
Her gaze fell on the large bulge in my gym shorts. A not so surprised grin greeted me as she moistened the corner of her parted lips. Without speaking, she nonchalantly pulled the plaid cotton panels to the sides of both tits, exposing the outlines of her hard, brown nipples as they poked through the shear white tee. Then with a fake yawn, she pretended to stretch as she arched her back, pushing those magnificent tits towards me. The crown jewels of her large tits poked teasingly my direction. She reached up and gently caressed my cheek with her thumb.
Mrs. Blair gave me an odd smile, then took another long glance my bulge and said, "See Howdy, two can play that game."
She slipped her business card in my shirt pocket. "If there is anything you want or need Howdy, come see me. All you have to do is call me."
Mrs. Blair casually covered herself just as my buddy walked back through the door. He glanced at her, and rolled his eyes at me as ours made contact. I just shrugged my shoulders and gave her a flirting wink behind his back as he walked by.
She told us her goodbyes as she turned towards the door. As she walked out, she stopped, looked past me towards my buddy and told him she loved him. He returned the love without even looking in her direction. She shrugged her shoulders, smiled and looked hard at me with her penetrating blue eyes. Then she glanced down at my crotch, returned the wink and mouthed the words, 'call me', as she closed the door behind her.
I remembered saying to myself, "You bet your sweet fucking ass I'll be calling you."
"Earth to Howard? Hello Howard! Do you have anything to add to the presentation, or are you going to sit there with a shit eating grin on your face?" Mrs. Blair asked coldly.
Busted! My trip down memory lane was shattered as I suddenly realized Mrs. Blair was talking to me. She deliberately wrestled my attention away from my daydream without so much as a warning.
"Howard, do you have any comments on the sales reports," she repeated loudly as all eyes trained their attention my direction.
Her inquisition rattled me from my daze. "UH, No ma'am Mrs. Blair." I replied, wiggling to once again straighten myself in my chair.
How embarrassing I thought. Here I sat dreaming about fucking her, and out of the blue, she calls me out in front of everyone.
"Very well, Howard." she continued, "as long as we are in agreement, we can move on." she said with a plastic smile.
Granted, I owed my career to her. It was obvious to everybody that Mrs. Blair had cleared the path for every promotion that came my way. Practically everyone could see the fingerprints of her manipulation in my budding career. She made sure I was steadily following her predetermined path for me, the one that could eventually make me her successor. Yea, I owed her big time, but dammit, how fucking embarrassing was that?
After the Great Calling Out episode, really weird thoughts bounced around in my head. How strange, was I just having a dream inside a dream, a memory inside a memory. I must be losing it I said to myself. She was having more of an affect on my head than I first thought.
I blinked my eyes hard a few times, as my focus slowly returned to watching the slutty Mrs. Blair sit on the stool in front of the cheap vanity. She sat boohooing as she berated the image staring back at her in the mirror.
Her sudden turn towards me in the squeaky chair jolted me from the flashback. Looking at her now, she was a far cry from that picture of confident grace and refined professionalism I was just fantasizing over. How she could switch personalities to assume this role as a trampy sex starved slut so convincingly, truly amazed me.
"You neither appreciate nor respect me as a person." she whimpered through blurry eyes as her gaze returned to her reflection.
"Oh fuck," I thought to myself. "Here it comes, another long drawn out pity party where she cries herself into a sobbing snotty nosed mess." She had carried on like this before, only to come out of it at some point with an insatiable lust filled hunger.
What was it going to take for this girl to grow up and accept responsibility for her actions? Was she going to be a slut or not? Mentally and emotionally, she's was just a childish 50 something year old pretending to be an adult. As strange as it sounded, I wasn't even sure which personality was the dominate one, or if there even was a second personality at all. For all I knew, she might have secretly desired to be an actress when she younger and this was how she played out her unfulfilled fantasies.