Though it was well after midnight, I remained awake, my restless movements tangling the sheet around my legs. Insomnia, which had plagued me since I started grad school, was becoming more and more frequent. Swearing under my breath, I sat up and climbed out of bed. My mouth was dry, and I longed for a glass of water.
As soon as I opened my bedroom door, I knew my roommate, Connor, was awake, too. A short hallway led to the living room, and I could see the light on there. Padding over the carpeted floor with bare feet, I heard Connor typing away on his laptop's keyboard. Like me, he was a grad student, and also like me, he was stressed to the max. While my stress manifested as insomnia, his compelled him to work at a frenzied pace. He swore he needed little sleep, but I feared the pressure would soon catch up with him.
After getting a drink of water, I ventured into the living room. I wore an oversized t-shirt that fell to my lower thighs, but I didn't feel self-conscious when Connor looked up; it was nothing he hadn't seen before. He still allowed himself a glance at my legs. "What are you doing up, Eden?" he asked.
"Can't sleep. It's frustrating as hell, because I'm exhausted." I studied Connor's face, noting the circles under his eyes. They looked like the faintest of bruises. "I know you could use some rest, too."
He shook his head. "I have to finish this fucking paper."
I didn't try to argue with him. Instead, I walked the short distance to the desk where he sat. Standing behind him, I ran my fingers through his dark hair. He had such gorgeous hair, too; the strands were silky to the touch. I knew my blonde hair was probably a tousled mess after all the tossing and turning I'd done in bed, but again, it was nothing Connor hadn't seen before.
He let his head fall back, his eyes brightening as a smile played on his lips. "You know what we both need, don't you?"
I did know. Maybe that was the reason I'd sought him out tonight. I thought back to the evening several months ago when Connor and I had gotten drunk from shots of cheap tequila. We were trying to unwind after a particularly hectic week, and as we sat on the couch, Connor said, "Booze is great, but there's something that relaxes me even more."
I raised my eyebrows. "Pot?"
"Nope. That shit makes me paranoid."
"Fucking?"
"Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love fucking," Connor said, "but I tend to be very focused on my performance and lasting long enough to make her come, so I'm not exactly relaxed during sex."
I let myself imagine Connor fucking. He wasn't conventionally gorgeous in that bland way some guys were. No, he was striking, with angular features. I'd always been attracted to men with his physical traits, but I knew better than to get romantically involved with a roommate. If things didn't work out, our living situation could become unbearable.
"Okay," I said with a grin, "what relaxes you the most?"
Connor leaned a little closer to me. "Going down on a woman," he revealed in a low voice.
My eyes widened, and I struggled to hide my shock. "Really?"
"Really. Burying my face between her thighs, smelling and tasting her, and eating her pussy until I make her come... I fucking love it. It wipes out all my tension, and I lose myself in the act so I'm not thinking of anything else."
I'd been with guys who enjoyed oral, and I'd also been with guys who did it out of obligation more than anything else. But I'd never been with a guy who craved it the way Connor did.
That was the first night he ate my pussy. He was incredible at it, making me come easily, and afterward, he fell asleep on my bed, a peaceful expression on his face. His skilled tongue made me plenty relaxed as well, and I drifted off beside him, surrendering to much-needed sleep.
We didn't talk about it the next day. It was easy to blame the tequila, and neither of us wanted it to seem as though we expected something more from the other. But when it happened a second time, a couple months later, Connor and I were both sober.
Now, as I gazed down at him, stroking his cheek, my nipples hardened beneath my t-shirt. I was already getting wet, my pussy craving the attention of his tongue. "My room?" I whispered.
He grinned at me. "Sounds good."
We didn't speak while walking down the hall, but a glance over my shoulder revealed that Connor was tugging his shirt over his head. Though he never tried to do more than eat me out, I knew he liked to be naked during the act, and I certainly didn't mind that. In my room, I turned on the bedside lamp, then took off my panties. I kept the shirt on, however. If we were both naked in my bed, I worried this would seem like foreplay, a lead-up to fucking.
By the time I was lying on my back with my head on the pillow, Connor had undressed, and I saw he was semi-hard. I considered his cock, at six and a half inches long, to be the perfect size. Past experiences with other men let me know that a dick any larger would be ramming my cervix with each thrust. While Connor had plenty of pubic hair, I was shaved completely smooth.
In the quiet of my room, I could hear us both breathing a little faster. Connor climbed onto my bed, moving the covers out of his way before he settled between my spread thighs. He took a moment, as he always did, to simply gaze at my pussy, his lips parted. His mouth was so close, I could feel his warm breath against my outer labia. When he looked up at me, I saw the hot lust in his stare. "You're already wet," he murmured. "I love that, Eden."
I arched my back a little, eager for his mouth, but he made me wait. Taking his time, he kissed my inner thighs, his tongue gliding over my skin. I sighed with pleasure even as a needy ache began deep inside me. When his lips traveled upward, I fondled my nipples through my shirt, heightening my excitement. Connor flashed a grin before sliding just the tip of his tongue between my outer lips. That first teasing lick made me wild for more, yet he continued his slow exploration, reacquainting himself with the pussy he'd devoured twice in the past. Gently sucking at my labia, he moaned from his own arousal.