The black thigh highs were balled up in the same hand with her clutch. They were only a couple shades darker than the tone of her bare thighs. The spikes she’d been wearing dangled from the other hand.
It was a couple more hours to sunrise, and the cement still held remnants of yesterday’s heat. The sidewalk felt raw on her feet. Organic, somehow. All she had to do was navigate the broken glass and make it to her car.
Her muscles were singing with the kind of ache that rides the border between sweet and painful. Her pussy and rim were battered and raw – taken and used beyond her natural resilience - while her panties were clean and dry, almost as crisp as the moment she’d pulled them on hours earlier. They’d come off too soon to become tainted with the sticky evidence of her body and soul’s conspiracy.
Of all the risks she’d taken over the past several hours, this was the deepest of all: being out here alone on streets that never made the news. Being recognized would be enough to bring the palace walls down on her head.
The car was somewhere in a two or three block radius of the warehouse she’d just walked out of. She didn’t care. It was somewhere. Just like she was.
Somewhere.
No.
Somewhere else.
Encroaching gentrification of the nearly abandoned district hadn’t spread this far. From here, it was hard to imagine how the world ever brought itself back to life every day. But she decided it didn’t. It only brought itself temporarily out of the coma it lived in.
After circling a few blocks, she started to panic, afraid she was getting further away from her car. The streets only looked empty. She didn’t trust the shadows, and the prospect of being recognized weighed heavily. She was in the last place she ever needed to get lost.
When she spotted her car further down the block she was standing on, her nervous breathing quickly turned into a moment of sheer petrification. There was a large man leaning against the trunk. He was mostly in shadow, but a moment after she stopped in her tracks he moved off the car and stood under the street light where she could see his face.
It was Freeman. She hadn’t forgotten about him, but when she left the warehouse, she needed room to breathe more than the safety he’d been hired to provide. She was supposed to let him walk her back to her car instead of sneaking out on her own. And now, probably all he really wanted was to get paid.
She continued walking. Approaching him.
“Don’t worry. You’ll get your money. I wasn’t running out on you,” she said as she drew close.
“It’s not about the cash. You’re not exactly hard to find. You should’ve waited. It was foolish to walk back here on your own.”
“Yeah. Foolish.” She looked down at her clutch and opened it, fishing inside for the envelope.
“You hire me to keep you safe, but then do everything you can to make it difficult.”
She handed him the envelope. There were twenty hundred dollar bills inside it.
“Enjoy the show?” she asked as he snapped the envelope into his hand, then jammed it into the back pocket of his jeans.
He gazed at her face with a neutral expression. He hadn’t looked so neutral an hour ago. Naked as the others. Blending in as requested. His cock standing ripe and hard. Yet his face had been as impassive as it was now. His eyes had been on the others as much as on her, watching for the slightest misstep in a chorus line of blunders.
“Is that what that was? A show?”
“Mhmm.” She nodded. Amused and skeptical. “You were the biggest, hardest, nastiest looking dick in the room.”
His eyes narrowed while he studied her face. “You said blend in. Make it look good. Don’t look like the hired help.”
“Good job,” she said in a drawling purr without a shred of warmth.
At the time, she’d started to wish he hadn’t been on the payroll, that he’d just been one more of the anonymous cocks Sirita had helped her line up for the night. The last thing she’d been thinking about was her safety or anonymity. She remembered the way he’d been standing over her, off to the side as if waiting his turn.
“Truth be told,” she confessed, “you were actually a total professional.”
“Ma’am?”
“You never tried to fuck me. You could’ve any time and I’m quite sure you knew that. An extra little perq of the job. You never even finished yourself off. I dunno. Maybe you don’t like driving a car with too many miles on it. Or maybe the upholstery isn’t your style.”
She cocked her hip and rested a fist on it, shoes dangling off one finger, not fully expecting him to take the bait. Nothing in his expression or body language changed. There was no heart in any of her taunts anyway. Everything but her soul was aching. That part was every bit as numb and empty as she’d gone there to make it.
He was doing a half reasonable job of trying not to look irritated.
“Well you did your duty, Captain America,” she finally said, understanding what he was waiting for.
“Not until you get in that car and start the engine. Only then do I get to go home.”
She nodded and lowered her head, moving to the driver’s side of her car. She unlocked it, but instead of getting in, she tossed her clutch, balled up stockings and shoes onto the seat and shut the door again, leaning back against it. She was facing into the deserted street. The heat of the pavement felt good. Even the grit under the soles of her feet.
Freeman waited. Doing his duty without a word. Despite his annoying boy scout manners and sense of responsibility, she was glad he was still there.
“Somebody waiting for you at home?”
“Ma’am, you really ought to just get in the car and go home. The longer you stay out here in the open the more you risk someone coming along and recognizing you.”
Considering the hour and neighborhood, the possibility seemed monumentally remote. Right now it was all about winding down, and the last place she wanted to go was home. She wasn’t even sure where that was anymore.
She touched her bare thighs, lightly raking her fingers upward, lifting the short hem of her aqua party dress above her hips. One hand moved over the shape of her pussy in those still fresh panties. The dull ache of the pounding she’d had felt sublime. Better than the pounding itself, but the pounding was the only way she knew to get there. It reminded her she was alive. It was better than being the senseless, smiling zombie she played the rest of the time.
Freeman moved in front of her, blocking her from the empty street. He raised his beefy arms, trapping her between them as he laid his hands on the roof of the car.
“It only takes one car to drive by at the wrong time,” he said. “Just one. You came down here and had your little walk on the wild side. Get the rebellion against your perfect life out of your system. Whatever. Maybe you just needed to flip the emotional bird at somebody. You’re probably gonna see things differently once the sun comes up. Get in the car and go home.”
She listened to his little speech with her eyes on his chest. Most of what he said was right. Everything except the part about her perfect life. Down here, everything made more sense. Down here, she could rely on the men around her to be predictable.
For a moment, she wanted to break down and confess her sins. Instead, she put her hand between his thighs and cupped his flesh. It seemed like the whole point of confessing your sins was to purge the last ones and then commit new ones.
“Don’t do this,” he told her while her hand clutched at the substance of his cock and balls in his pants. “You keep pushing, comes a point I’m gonna have to just push back. I won’t have a choice anymore.”
“We all have our point of no return.” She smiled up at him while she drew his zipper down and reached inside, fishing into his briefs for his cock. He didn’t move to stop her.
“Where’s yours?” There was a patina of sarcasm in his tone.