A while ago, a friend here asked me to describe my early sexual influences. This story is my reflection in answering that question.
Earlier this year, a friend asked me to describe things earlier in my life that influenced my sexual desires. It was a very interesting question, and frankly something I’ve never thought about. As I took time to really reflect, I had an amazing awakening of several events that truly to this day influence what turns me on and what I find sexually exciting. I decided to capture these events and memories here as a story.
To really reflect, I went back to my teenage years and thought about what initially turned me on. I soon remembered some amazing masturbation sessions at age sixteen. The images I was masturbating to were beautiful women in catalogs. If you’re of the GenX or older generation, you’re sure to remember the mail order catalogs that major retailers published. This is long before the internet or Amazon, but the idea was the same. Three times a year, companies like Sears, Macys, JcPenny, etc. published a catalog with items you could purchase. They published a catalog for Spring/Summer, Fall/Winter, and of course the Christmas catalog which included toys.
As I reflected on these early masturbation sessions, I vividly recalled the women’s sections of these catalogs. Beautiful women modeled all different clothes. My favorites were women in dresses or skirts and blouses wearing nice stocking or pantyhose. I got such an erection seeing these beautiful women in these outfits. As I paged further into the catalog, I found the underwear section including bras, panties, and lingerie. Some of the same models I saw earlier in a beautiful dresses were now in beautiful lingerie. I soon found my favorite fabric colors were black and white. Black for the naughty side and white for pure. As I paged through these sections, I stroked my hard cock imagining myself with one of these beautiful women. I enjoyed the variety of models including blondes, brunettes, and red heads. These women soon had me cumming and made me feel wonderful. I was always excited when the new catalogs arrived in the mail.
This experience of getting an erection and masturbating to beautiful women in beautiful clothes still impacts me today. This reflection helped me understand why to this day a woman wearing a beautiful dress will always catch my eye. I love the allure of imagining what she must look like as she undresses and gets totally naked. I love how a dress or a blouse/skirt can really highlight and show off a woman’s body. I enjoy this imagination and fantasy and prefer first seeing a woman clothed instead of naked.
This reflection also reminded me of when I lost my virginity to an older woman, Cheryl. I previously wrote about that experience as my first story on Lush. Cheryl always picked up her daughter from our house after her work. She was always dressed in beautiful dresses or blouses with skirts. My favorite was a black skirt she wore with black stockings and a white blouse that had just the right number of buttons unbuttoned. I purposely would try to answer the door when she came for pickup, so I got a good view of her. She was often in my masturbation fantasies before we had our intimate encounter. If you read my first story, you’ll learn that she was wearing a sexy black dress and stockings which captured me instantly.
The next thing I remembered that influenced me was two adult magazines I got at age seventeen or eighteen. I don’t remember how I got my first adult magazines, but I remember their titles. The first one was Club and the second one was High Society. These were two of the top adult magazines in the 80’s.
I clearly remember the cover model on this issue of Club: Marilyn Chambers. Marilyn was one of the top adult performers at that time. Her centerfold photo shoot was just her alone. It was a very erotic shoot where Marilyn started off dressed elegantly and slowly got more exposed as she removed clothing in subsequent pictures and played with her body. Her lingerie was an innocent looking white teddy with white stockings. I was enthralled by her beauty, her eyes, her smile, and her body. Now Marilyn did not have a big chest. She was average size at best. Sites claimed her chest was 35c, although I think she was even smaller. I thought her tits were just perfect and she influenced my love of smaller tits. So many men seem to want a woman with a huge chest. Of course I love large tits too, but the size I enjoy the most are ones that I can cup in my hands perfectly. I’ve also found that women with smaller tits have more sensitive nipples which I love to play with. Marylin truly influenced my love of smaller tits.
With this photoshoot, I could not get enough of Marilyn and was soon trying to find out more about her. There was no internet, so finding more information was not easy. Somehow I learned that she made an amazing adult movie called Insatiable. I had the pleasure of watching Insatiable for the first time around eighteen. If you haven’t seen this movie, I encourage you to watch it. Even now, this movie is very erotic and Marilyn puts on an amazing performance. This was a time when a good adult movie had a good story to go along with good sex scenes. Marilyn has several heterosexual and lesbian scenes in the movie. It was amazing to watch her and sense her pure enjoyment in all her scenes. As I worked on this story, I re-watched Insatiable and her scenes still turn me on. I also noticed something I had forgotten about. Marilyn often wore a belly necklace. It is so sexy to see her completely naked except for a beautiful necklace around her waist. I’d love to see women bring this back into style. Especially now as women like to show off their belly and often have belly button piercings. Add a nice necklace with the belly button piercing and you will capture the attention of many men.
I don’t recall the cover model on the High Society magazine, but I clearly remember one photo shoot. It was a man and woman dressed up like Humphrey Bogart and Ingrid Bergman from Casablanca. The woman was a beautiful blonde wearing a beautiful dress. She also had on a nice hat with white lace that covered her eyes. The man was wearing a nice suit. The woman captured my attention immediately with her beautiful dress and stockings. The hat with lace covering her face just added to her sexiness. The scene was very erotic as both models shed articles of clothing as the pictures progressed in the magazine. Back then, no penetration was shown, but they came close such that not much imagination was required. In one scene, I clearly remember the woman on her knees with the man behind her doggy style. Her mouth was open in ecstasy. They were both completely naked except the woman still had on her hat with the lace over her eyes. So erotic. It was a beautiful scene to masturbate to, and one that made me cum often.
In summary, the experience that most influenced me sexually from my early years was viewing the women’s sections of department store catalogs with beautiful women in beautiful clothes. It’s because of these pictures that a woman in a nice dress will immediately catch my eye. The second thing that most influenced me was Marilyn Chambers. This includes her beauty, her body, and her pure enjoyment of making love with men and women. The cover photo I used for this story made me think of a modern day Marilyn Chambers.
For my readers, I’m curious to learn your influences and if any of yours are similar to mine.
