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RuNe
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welcome to fight club. there are two rules... oh, wait... wrong speech... *hugs* glad you found us. smile


Thank you :) and hugs a million times back :)
Simmerdownchick
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welcome to fight club. there are two rules... oh, wait... wrong speech... *hugs* glad you found us. smile


this is appropriate and silly enough to give me a giggle heart

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I like this.

Sometimes, though, I feel like I misstepped, fell off the bridge and am drowning. I've felt like that this week, still do. It will pass but it doesn't feel that way right now I just want to cry.



Cry, scream, let it out anyway you can, but don't hold it in. heart I'm sorry you're going through this

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Simmerdownchick
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That's it exactly. EXACTLY!

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Kiera
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Cry, scream, let it out anyway you can, but don't hold it in. heart I'm sorry you're going through this


I think that would scare my kids, but thanks.

I'm feeling a bit better now, I talked to Rachel, which I should have done to start with, she gave me a hug, some advice and told me I had a nice arse so I do feel better now.
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Simmerdownchick
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I think that would scare my kids, but thanks.

I'm feeling a bit better now, I talked to Rachel, which I should have done to start with, she gave me a hug, some advice and told me I had a nice are so I do feel better now.



Well, I have always admired your ass, too, lol!

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adi_me33
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Kiera, I'm sorry for what I said. Adi, I'm sorry for blasting you.


Awwww Thank you for that, but you don't need to be sorry. Really. I also wanted to tell you that I only go to the psychiatrist now. Just give me my meds. I get WAY TOO frustrated with psychologists. They always want to talk about the past. I am trying to leave that shit there...IN THE PAST. I know why I am like this, how I got so lost, so why the fuck do I need to keep crying about it. Fuck that! Just gimme my meds. But see, that is me. We are all so different. Some of us need to talk and be heard. Actually heard, not analyzed. Some of us get the "right" medication straight away, while others have to go through the process of elimination drug game. Please message me any time.
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I just saw this from my newsfeed that Gypsygyrl posted in a forum and I knew about Project Semi Colon ; awareness for years now so I got curious. I have to read from the start. I am having a break from reading Ms Sprite's post and I have to thank you for this, so need to read some more smile hugs to all ;



hugs back dear friend.
RuNe
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hugs back dear friend.


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Simmerdownchick
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Awwww Thank you for that, but you don't need to be sorry. Really. I also wanted to tell you that I only go to the psychiatrist now. Just give me my meds. I get WAY TOO frustrated with psychologists. They always want to talk about the past. I am trying to leave that shit there...IN THE PAST. I know why I am like this, how I got so lost, so why the fuck do I need to keep crying about it. Fuck that! Just gimme my meds. But see, that is me. We are all so different. Some of us need to talk and be heard. Actually heard, not analyzed. Some of us get the "right" medication straight away, while others have to go through the process of elimination drug game. Please message me any time.



Thanks so much for that. I know EXACTLY what you mean. My psychologist really couldn't give s rats ass about me. I've actually seen him check the time! Anyway, thanks for that, I really want to be friends, I've always liked you. ??

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Simmerdownchick
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Awwww Thank you for that, but you don't need to be sorry. Really. I also wanted to tell you that I only go to the psychiatrist now. Just give me my meds. I get WAY TOO frustrated with psychologists. They always want to talk about the past. I am trying to leave that shit there...IN THE PAST. I know why I am like this, how I got so lost, so why the fuck do I need to keep crying about it. Fuck that! Just gimme my meds. But see, that is me. We are all so different. Some of us need to talk and be heard. Actually heard, not analyzed. Some of us get the "right" medication straight away, while others have to go through the process of elimination drug game. Please message me any time.



Thanks so much for that. I know EXACTLY what you mean. My psychologist really couldn't give s rats ass about me. I've actually seen him check the time! Anyway, thanks for that, I really want to be friends, I've always liked you. ??

I have three famous stories, 2 recommended reads and have come in the top ten in two competitions~ Come in and make yourself at home.
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I think it's really hard to find a psychologist that is for for the purpose you as an individual need. I would have thought they would be more adaptable but I almost feel this pressure to be the one that adapts. I'm still gelling with mine. I feel that she does truly listen and she does truly care and I really like that about her, the way she used words of affirmation etc probably really gel with my personality type... but I just don't have that 100% safety zone with her, yet. Problem with not gelling with the first one is, you don't want to start from scratch all over again if you go to someone new. I also get annoyed as mine doesn't have her own clinic and every time I see her she is in a different room. I think it's quite odd, surely this would be a fairly key principle - wanting your clients to settle easily into that safe space. I feel like I have to hit reset on that every time I go. I can't just walk in and be at peace, because it's taking everything in and establishing that trust and environmental safety all over again.

My GP just throws a script at me and tells me to go to therapy. I resisted medication again for a long time, I have a love/hate relationship with using them that I don't really understand. It's silly because I understand the science, you know - when a diabetic can't produce enough (or any) insulin to reduce the sugar in their bloodstream, they supplement with medication. We would never bat an eye, right? So, if we don't produce enough serotonin, or our serotonin doesn't like to hang around long enough, we can supplement with medication. Why do I see it so differently? Why do I feel like I am failing on meds? Sound like a stroppy toddler but it's a battle of constantly wanting and trying to handle it all, I suppose. I know part of it is because when I was first on sertraline years ago it had really bad effects on me, but fluoxetine is not so bad. Ok, much better even. So after nearly six months of resisting it again I have been back on it for three weeks... I just need a reminder to keep taking it every day, and to stop fighting it and see if it does actually help.

I'm rambling, not sure what the point of this is but was tired and talkative. Sending hugs to everyone .
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It really is
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sprite
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birthdays are hard. i celebrated my 21 by getting the crap beat out of me by an ex, and then . they go hand in hand, tho i have done my best to seperate them over the years. the day of was hard. i was in a dark place, feeling unloved, lost, angry, sad, all that stuff, despite or because, take your pick, of everything that goes along with birthdays. i thought about ending it again, seriously thought about it...

there's a documentary on netflix - it started up thursday. Audrie and Daisy. i watched it at 3am, friday morning. it's hard, it's heartbreaking - Audrie and Daisy were both teens - 14 yo - when they were . 14yo. the aftermath was horrible. video and pictures passed around at school, labled sluts and liars and whores. there were death threats. Audrie took her own life. Daisy tried. eventually, another girl heard of her case and reached out to her - she'd gone through the same thing. Daisy is now 18. she graduated. she's helping to start up an outreach program. she does tattoos - more importantly, she does semi-colon tattoos among the other art she puts on skin. that really hit me. that's why i keep talking, why we keep talking, why we reach out - so we know we're not alone. it helps, i think. i hope so, at least i like to think it does. just a reminder. i know it pulled me back from the edge.

love you all,
peace, rachel

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birthdays are hard. i celebrated my 21 by getting the crap beat out of me by an ex, and then . they go hand in hand, tho i have done my best to seperate them over the years. the day of was hard. i was in a dark place, feeling unloved, lost, angry, sad, all that stuff, despite or because, take your pick, of everything that goes along with birthdays. i thought about ending it again, seriously thought about it...

there's a documentary on netflix - it started up thursday. Audrie and Daisy. i watched it at 3am, friday morning. it's hard, it's heartbreaking - Audrie and Daisy were both teens - 14 yo - when they were . 14yo. the aftermath was horrible. video and pictures passed around at school, labled sluts and liars and whores. there were death threats. Audrie took her own life. Daisy tried. eventually, another girl heard of her case and reached out to her - she'd gone through the same thing. Daisy is now 18. she graduated. she's helping to start up an outreach program. she does tattoos - more importantly, she does semi-colon tattoos among the other art she puts on skin. that really hit me. that's why i keep talking, why we keep talking, why we reach out - so we know we're not alone. it helps, i think. i hope so, at least i like to think it does. just a reminder. i know it pulled me back from the edge.

love you all,
peace, rachel


I'm so sorry, honey. I wish there was a switch to turn on and you'd automatically feel better. You are precious and loved, sweet Sprite.

I don't even want to say happy birthday to you. Not if it makes you feel worse. But sending good vibes and love your way.
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I don't want to intrude but I just would really like to say;
Black Lives Matter
Women's Lives Matter
LGBTQ Lives Matter
Survivors Lives Matter

And fuck my male white privilege. Power to the people.
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birthdays are hard. i celebrated my 21 by getting the crap beat out of me by an ex, and then . they go hand in hand, tho i have done my best to seperate them over the years. the day of was hard. i was in a dark place, feeling unloved, lost, angry, sad, all that stuff, despite or because, take your pick, of everything that goes along with birthdays. i thought about ending it again, seriously thought about it...

there's a documentary on netflix - it started up thursday. Audrie and Daisy. i watched it at 3am, friday morning. it's hard, it's heartbreaking - Audrie and Daisy were both teens - 14 yo - when they were . 14yo. the aftermath was horrible. video and pictures passed around at school, labled sluts and liars and whores. there were death threats. Audrie took her own life. Daisy tried. eventually, another girl heard of her case and reached out to her - she'd gone through the same thing. Daisy is now 18. she graduated. she's helping to start up an outreach program. she does tattoos - more importantly, she does semi-colon tattoos among the other art she puts on skin. that really hit me. that's why i keep talking, why we keep talking, why we reach out - so we know we're not alone. it helps, i think. i hope so, at least i like to think it does. just a reminder. i know it pulled me back from the edge.

love you all,
peace, rachel


I am so sorry. I know you don't really know me but I've been following this thread and am here for you if you ever need to talk. I am online a lot although invisible. I also don't sleep much. Sending you lots of hugs and good thoughts.

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birthdays are hard. i celebrated my 21 by getting the crap beat out of me by an ex, and then . they go hand in hand, tho i have done my best to seperate them over the years. the day of was hard. i was in a dark place, feeling unloved, lost, angry, sad, all that stuff, despite or because, take your pick, of everything that goes along with birthdays. i thought about ending it again, seriously thought about it...

there's a documentary on netflix - it started up thursday. Audrie and Daisy. i watched it at 3am, friday morning. it's hard, it's heartbreaking - Audrie and Daisy were both teens - 14 yo - when they were . 14yo. the aftermath was horrible. video and pictures passed around at school, labled sluts and liars and whores. there were death threats. Audrie took her own life. Daisy tried. eventually, another girl heard of her case and reached out to her - she'd gone through the same thing. Daisy is now 18. she graduated. she's helping to start up an outreach program. she does tattoos - more importantly, she does semi-colon tattoos among the other art she puts on skin. that really hit me. that's why i keep talking, why we keep talking, why we reach out - so we know we're not alone. it helps, i think. i hope so, at least i like to think it does. just a reminder. i know it pulled me back from the edge.

love you all,
peace, rachel

Rachel,
I wish I knew how to make the world right for you. I know I can't, but I want you to know, I am happy you decided to live. I realise I'll never be the right person reaching out to you, but for what it's worth, my inbox is always open.
A little kindness can be so valuable, yet costs almost nothing

In many countries being gay is a crime, and even in modern societies, politicians try to legalise discrimination. Your voice can make a difference. Have a look at All Out to find out how.

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I am so sorry this is such a difficult time for you. Like MPL I wish there was a switch we could all flip and make it better. I am so glad you decided to live, and that it is a choice you continue to make. I know we don't know each other but in your posts, and in your support here, I see your strength. I hope that in spite of the reminders, you are in a better place now, with someone to lean on... I know from what I see here that there are many here that wish they could surround you with love, safety, comfort and support... Sending so much love and hugs to you, Rachel.
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Oh, and thanks for the heads up about the doco, I saw the trailer and have been waiting for it. Will be watching tomorrow.
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birthdays are hard. i celebrated my 21 by getting the crap beat out of me by an ex, and then . they go hand in hand, tho i have done my best to seperate them over the years. the day of was hard. i was in a dark place, feeling unloved, lost, angry, sad, all that stuff, despite or because, take your pick, of everything that goes along with birthdays. i thought about ending it again, seriously thought about it...

there's a documentary on netflix - it started up thursday. Audrie and Daisy. i watched it at 3am, friday morning. it's hard, it's heartbreaking - Audrie and Daisy were both teens - 14 yo - when they were . 14yo. the aftermath was horrible. video and pictures passed around at school, labled sluts and liars and whores. there were death threats. Audrie took her own life. Daisy tried. eventually, another girl heard of her case and reached out to her - she'd gone through the same thing. Daisy is now 18. she graduated. she's helping to start up an outreach program. she does tattoos - more importantly, she does semi-colon tattoos among the other art she puts on skin. that really hit me. that's why i keep talking, why we keep talking, why we reach out - so we know we're not alone. it helps, i think. i hope so, at least i like to think it does. just a reminder. i know it pulled me back from the edge.

love you all,
peace, rachel



I guess there is always someone who's suffered more. My abuse ended at 14, but I build it a long time. I still have blank spots in my memories. Ah to have the eternal sunshine off a peaceful mind...
Still, night time sucks. I never knew the extent of your violation and betrayal. I mean, I just didn't put it all together before. If I had a daughter, she'd be inTai Kwan Doe (sp?) for sure. I'm okay, but I often wonder who Lynda would be if she'd have been shown love and been nutured...
That's it..I want a clone!
Too everyone that has suffered in shame. We are not alone. Together we are a force to be reckoned with!

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