I Lose Control

In Secret Sixties, my entry into the Obsession writing contest, my lust and my remorse battle for control of my mind and body. Forced retirement, a burgeoning friendship and a low-sex marriage create a quagmire of conflicting, escalating feelings that tempt Joe to cheat on his wife.

I have read a number of excellent stories on Lush that are set in churches, usually with a tone somewhere between sarcastic and sacrilegious. This story, by contrast, presents a more earnest and modern angle on religion as Joe struggles with his questions of faith, fidelity and fucking.

With Surprising Sixties, I'm following through on my threat to later use contest entry Secret Sixties as the launchpad for a whole new series around my future self's sexuality as I enter my sixties.

This story picks up at the orgasmic moment where the first chapter ends, having resolved the morass of conflicting feelings, prompted by my forced retirement and a low-sex marriage, that led me to cheat on my wife In the first installment. This story features both gay and straight sex and pillow talk, plus a brightening of my sexual future as my remarkable wife surprises me with a sexy proposal - and then stuns me with another surprise. Or two.