Don't feel like posting this anymore.
In order to know virtue, you must first become acquainted with vice.
- Donatien Alphonse Francois de Sade
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En vis mann slår aldri en hund i klubben med en stokk, fordi hunden vil vende rundt og biter mannens ballene av. Damn that's a shame. Here's Dr. Bunny's prescription time for two doctors visits #1 to a urologist to do something about that tight foreskin #2 to a therapist you are suffering from stress, low self esteem and depression etc. no doubt
Things can and will turn around for you but only if you take action. Good luck and time to head to the docs!
Bunny12
Bunny Rabbits cute and fuzzy they want to love you but they have razor sharp teeth - don't piss them off! May I ask, Primal, what body type are you? Are you thin or thick? Fit or fat? I've got a real reason to ask, and it comes from my own personal life, so please don't laugh...
When it comes to penis size, I've always thought myself to be about average. I've had one or two girlfriends that acted like they weren't happy with it, but for most, it's been more than enough. I even overheard one girl comparing me to her last boyfriend, telling her sister that when she saw me, she was "quite impressed." But no matter what, I'm not exactly hung like a horse. Just nicely average, or maybe a little more. Also, I was working out a lot, doing martial arts as well as working out in the gym, so I was pretty fit.
Several years ago, I started putting on weight. In the span of a couple years, I gained about forty pounds, and since I wasn't working out any longer, all that weight went straight to my belly. I wasn't really too concerned - I never really considered myself "fat". I wasn't too concerned until I noticed something... I noticed that My cock seemed to have shrunk to nearly half it's normal size! No joke! My belly had gotten so big that my cock was half-hidden!
Since then, I've lost about thirty of those pounds, and I'm nearly back to my normal size. My main recommendation to you would be... start working out. Find a group, or a club, or just join a gym. Not one of those "meat-market" kinds of gyms, but one where you can really concentrate on self-improvement. If you can, find a friendly martial-arts club to join as well. I don't remember ever having had a foreskin, but that seems to be the least of your worries. What you really need is just a little self-confidence. Training in any kind of martial art will give you that in a hurry!
Best of luck!
I second Bunny12's suggestions. Talk to your doctor, both for the foreskin and for your emotional problems. Your doctor will be able to help you find someone to talk to and also make sure there's nothing medically wrong which could be increasing the depression. There are "exercises" that can help with the tight foreskin too. How do I know? I have the same problem. Google 'tight foreskin' or 'stretching foreskin'. I know it sounds weird but it has helped. Remember, we all come in different shapes and sizes so try not to put yourself down.
I understand your loneliness. My friends have all gotten married, kids, etc... and don't have the time to spend with me anymore. I rarely see them. And sex life? Try as I might, women have never been interested in me. I often feel like I was born on the wrong planet or something.
Hang in there.
I've been trying online dating but no luck so far. No one has responded to my attempts to contact but I've only been on there for a few months and I know that these sites men tend to outnumber women 20 to 1. I'm not holding my breath though. Many women have told me I'm a nice guy and a great catch -- but for somebody else. I'd be thrilled if a woman would even agree to go on a date with me. I can only imagine what that might be like.
To deal with the loneliness and sadness, I focus on things that can make me happy. First of all, I take care of myself. I workout 6 times a week and am in the best shape I've been in my life. I look in the mirror and am pleased with what I see.
I mentioned in my Newbies introduction that I'm a pilot and plan on building my own plane. For me, flying is a passion. It was a childhood dream. The thought of building and owning my own plane gives me focus. It gives me a goal that means a lot to me.
Is there anything you are passionate about? Something you enjoy doing?
By the way, don't dwell on your work situation. I've been through the layoff thing too. The economy will turn around and you'll find your way back again.
Cheers,
Thanks for the virtual kick in the ass, I will put your words to use.
In order to know virtue, you must first become acquainted with vice.
- Donatien Alphonse Francois de Sade
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En vis mann slår aldri en hund i klubben med en stokk, fordi hunden vil vende rundt og biter mannens ballene av. 
