As I woke up and opened my eyes, the sunlight was shining into them, and when I looked up at the ceiling, I wasn't sure where I was. It took me a moment to realize that I was in the guest bedroom. Then, the movie started up, the wedding, Kerri running in the waves on the beach with Brian, their dance, the three of us at the chairs overlooking the ocean, and then all that happened back at the house. As I sat up on the edge...

"Wow, you look so sexy and hot in that dress. I am sure you will be attracting unwanted attention," I said as I walked into our bedroom. Kerri, my wife, was getting dressed for a wedding we had been invited to; it was one of her co-workers' daughters. She dressed up very elegantly. I thought she looked beautiful. She had put some extra effort into how she looked. Her dress was simple, cream-colored, without any accessorie...

My mind was reeling. The images of Brian and Kerri on the beach, climbing the cliff, dancing, and then what happened at the chairs kept running through it like a movie. They were juxtaposed with so many memories of talking with Kerri about why she didn't want or just wasn't able to enjoy sex, how a feeling of dread would overcome her when someone touched her sexually. I learned about this after the birth of our son, we ha...

I was feeling better, my thoughts and body reactions had calmed down. The comment Kerri made about the condom helped make me more comfortable and accepting of what was going on. I had left them groping each other on the couch. The way she pulled him to her, reminded me of two teenagers starting foreplay. This will be the first time she will be with another man in over thirty years. I was hard anticipating watching them. I...