I have yet to find a distraction to keep my mind occupied while I anxiously wait for her to return home. TV shows, books, and game apps work for a few minutes but nothing takes the edge off completely. Despite doing this over half a dozen times, each instance fills me with the same nervous energy as if it's the first. As I lay naked in our bed and patiently wait, I glance over to the clock on the nightstand and notice it'...