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AmandaCD4U
4 hours ago
Bisexual Gender questioning, 23
0 miles · Atlanta

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A Limerick For Cocksuckers

A fellow who loved to give head,
Found joy when a man was in bed.
He'd open up wide,
With a cock deep inside,
And swallow the seed that was shed.

Who do you fantasize about? For me it has always been Zac Efron. But also the Hemsworth brothers - just surprise me with which one! Tom Holland too! On the female side, I love Miley Cyrus. Can't help it, I grew up obsessed with Hannah Montana.

It is better to give than receive 😊

I like sucking cock more than I like receiving. I don't have a lot of experience with girls but I am intrigued by the possibility.

Dracula is one of my faves too! I should have included that on my list.

Still figuring it out! Always wished I was a girl. Secretly crossdressed since I can remember. Began thinking I might be trans in high school. I am now out of college and working my first career type job, but still living at home until I can save up a little more money. So I still keep things a secret. But I am dating a guy who appreciates my feminity and I dress for him in private and sometimes we go out to clubs in Atlanta while dressed. He is supportive of me as Amanda, but apprehensive about me fully transitioning, going on hormones, and certainly any surgeries. But I really think that is what I want to do. I feel a lot of pressure to make that decision now while I am young. It causes me tremendous anxiety. But I know I am happiest when I am Amanda.

I ordered a bra and pants set from Amazon with a gift card. I was in high school and my parents left me at home for a couple of weeks while they were on a big trip. My big brother had moved out already but he frequently came by the house. I was so nervous that he would come by and open the package, though he normally wouldn't do such a thing. My other fear was it getting accidentally delivered to a neighbor. I was so relieved when it was delivered and I was the only one home. I later threw them away for fear I couldn't keep them hidden. My first in-store purchase was a skirt, a top, and a purse from a thrift store. My heart just about pounded through my chest. I still get very nervous.

Any other avid readers out there? What are your favorite books and authors that are not erotica?

My favorite book is probably To Kill a Mockingbird. My favorite modern author is Colton Whitehead. I especially love The Nickel Boys and The Underground Railroad. For pure fun, I really enjoyed all of the mystery/thrillers by Richard Osman. They work as good thrillers on their own, but I also love the British humor injected throughout.

I'm adding Dracula by Bram Stoker as one of my all-time favorites thanks to the reminder from Seeker4. In general, I don't like horror, but Dracula is fantastic. No movie that I have seen has ever done it justice.

My first time with a guy was right after I graduated high school. He was a coworker, a few years older, and had been flirting with me for weeks. One day he asked me over to his house to "watch a movie" since his parents were out. I knew exactly what that meant, and I was pretty much freaking out and excited at the same time.

We ended up just talking on his couch for a bit before he asked if he could kiss me. The second our lips met, it just clicked. I knew this was what I wanted. He went down on me first, but I couldn't get off. I was pretty embarrassed about it, and honestly, I still have a hard time cumming from just oral.

When I went down on him, though, he shot his load rather quickly. It caught me by surprise. I’d only just started trying my own cum after jacking off, so I wasn’t ready for his and I spit it out. Super awkward. I would never spit now.

It was a good first time, all things considered. We hooked up a few more times that summer, but it wasn't going anywhere. I told him I wanted to explore my feminine side, and that was a dealbreaker for him. He was into the "twink" thing, but not me actually wanting to be a girl. Still, I’m glad it happened. It was a huge part of me figuring out who I am.

Hello everyone. I’ve been reading stories here for a couple of years, and I’ve finally decided to start writing my own. I majored in English and later completed a master’s degree in technical writing. Because some of my undergraduate courses were taken as dual enrollment, I was able to finish my master’s just one year after earning my bachelor’s degree. Last September, I began my first career-type job as a technical writer. Essentially, I take material written by engineers in dense “insider language” and translate it into clear, accessible content for everyday readers.

That said, I need an outlet for my creative side, and my current obsession is erotica. I’m hoping to have some of my stories accepted soon.

On a more personal note, I’m a biological male who has long struggled with gender dysphoria. I’ve always cross-dressed, and over the past few years I’ve felt increasingly feminine. Outside of a small circle of friends, however, I’m still in the closet. My family doesn’t know, though I doubt they would be entirely shocked. I consider myself bisexual, though in terms of relationships I’m generally more interested in men. That said, I’m not here to meet anyone—I’m already involved with someone.

My turn-ons include femdom, forced feminization, transgender themes, cuckold scenarios, and smoking. Many of my stories explore one or more of these elements. I’m also drawn to stories about first-time sexual milestones of all kinds. There’s something especially compelling about characters experiencing something new for the first time and discovering unexpected truths about themselves.

I’m simply happy to be here and grateful to be part of this community.