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BeautifulSpirit
Over 90 days ago
Straight Female, 54
0 miles · Dublin

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Men and women cheat for all reasons. Some will say they were neglected or they liked the excitement. My husband cheated and had no excuses. I love sex and I carried his meals to him. Treated him good. If I had the answer I would tell you. It took me a while to figure out I done nothing wrong. I was a virgin when we had sex together. He had it all and gave it up for a woman that took him for money. Now he has nothing.
I have the boobs but I hate it. Why? Maybe it was the guy but I just know I was bored. Didn't do a thing for me.
I love stories that allow me to use my imagination so I prefer poetry(word description) than numbers. Numbers are a turn off for me.
I would love MMF and it doesn't matter the race. My husband will never ever allow it to happen but maybe some day.
I like the word cum over come. I think it's really what the author feels comfortable using.
It doesnt matter if he is rich or poor. If he will be good to me and make me feel good it doesnt matter. All I want in life is a man that will not lie, screw around, and be mentally stable. He can be poor, ugly, sexy, or rich as long as he treats me like a lady.
I love to give a blow job. I have the ultimate control over him. I can tease, torture, and drive him crazy. I have so much fun doing it.
Unfortately, I do have to hide it. My husband is the kind of man who wants to be in control of everything and everyone. He does not want to talk about what I wanted in the bedroom and I was only there for his pleasure. I was stupid and never had sex until I was around 21 and I was raised in a very sexual conservative home. The first thing that set my destiny was I did not tell anyone that I was assaulted until I was 18 years old. The second was that my husband was the first man I had been with which didnt help things. I wish I would not have been denied the right to have more than just one relationship.

It wasn't until my marriage began to fail and I had not been sexually active for two years when my friend introduced me to a whole another world of adult toys. I was scared and embarrassed at first but soon learned that I was not the only one in a marriage with no end. I have learned so much since I have gotten older and enjoy my personal time alone. I still don't have sex with my husband because the last time he hurt me physically. If he knew I was on Lush I probably wouldn't want to know what he would do. He has cheated on me and in his mind that is ok. It is ok for him to do whatever he wants but I feel that this is just something that is for me and me alone. I enjoy the stories and talking to other people.

He called me a freak about some of my sexual fantasies. There is more than just sex and it took me a long time to learn that I was normal, that I wasnt a freak. I enjoy making love, exploring fantasies, and never be condemned or embarrassed. Everyone should be able to enjoy this truely wonderful pleasure.
I found LS my accident (long story) and began reading some of the stories. I found out that I am not weird because I enjoy making love or that I do not want sex too much. My husband is a jerk and refuses to stay on his medications for mental illness. He will not give me a divorce unless I am six feet under the earth. I come here to read stories and it's place that gives me hope that maybe love can be real and maybe someday, I will find it even if it just in a story.