I am 33 years old, gay, feminine crossdresser (not transgender).

Fun Facts about me.

I am a sissy, submissive bottom for masculine men. I do not top at all.

I didn’t start crossdressing until I was 25.

I never had sex with a man or did anything sexual with a man until I was 25.

I became a sissy, gay, submissive crossdresser when I was “seduced” by a young, masculine man who was 18. I was married at the time. (He was also fucking my then-wife, which I found out after he had been fucking me for a few months). Yes, my wife and I got divorced.

My crossdressing has evolved over the years as I tried to perfect being a feminine woman.

I crossdress as much as I am able. I always am dressed as a woman when at home. I dress as a woman in public when I go to CD-friendly bars to hopefully get picked up by a man.

I enjoy sexual roleplay and I love dressing in latex or leather. My favorite roleplay is playing the role of a high class prostitute.

I am a sissy CD slut and love to suck cock and swallow cum as well as get fucked like a woman in my man pussy.

I enjoy multiple partners at times. I have been gang-banged two times. The first time by 5 men and it was not pre-planned. The second time by 6 men and it was planned. I have been the center of a bukarate where I gave 8 younger men several blow jobs and they all ejaculated on my face each time. (that was a lot of fun) and after 3 of them fucked me.

I like both black men and white men, younger (18 or over) and older men as well.

I don’t pose nude.

I have a small penis that is about 5 ½ inches long and thin when fully erect.

I orgasm quickly and sometimes suffer from premature ejaculation. I sometimes have orgasms just from having my boy pussy fucked and without my small penis being touched.

I am an affectionate “girl” who enjoys kissing and cuddling and romance, but I also have a kinky side as well.

I don’t like pain, but I enjoy bondage, male chastity device, being edged, multiple partners, one night stands, being subservient to my lover both sexually and known sexually. I enjoy being used for my partner’s sexual pleasure.

I have been in one Master/slave relationship when I was twenty-seven with a married black man. That lasted for about a year. It was fun but not something I would want to do all the time. I did enjoy when he shared me with some of his friends.

When I am with a man sexually, either in a relationship or a one night stand, he gets all my attention and I enjoy pleasing him both sexually and non-sexually as much as I can.

I am currently in a “relationship”, non-monogamous, with a man who I knew in college. When we are together, I like to pretend I am his wife and also his whore at the same time. He treats me as both.

I have not had any gender changing surgery (breast implants etc. nor am I on hormones). I don’t want to transition to a woman. I do wear breast forms when I crossdress and go out in public or sometimes at home for my lover.

I am here on Lush to write a story about I went from a married, feminine straight man to a gay, sissy crossdressing slut.