Although I had been pilfering from about the 6th grade bras, panties, slips and other items from dryers, clotheslines, neighbor's drawers, and shoplifting, I didn't start dressing until I joined the Navy and had alone time ashore, usually in motels/hotels.

While on my 30-day leaves, would shave, dress up, and spend dark evenings in towns (Baltimore, Portland, and a few others) or in hotel rooms. During that period I so much wanted to suck a cock that I would wipe the pre-cum on my finger and taste myself; when that didn't satisify me enough, I discovered I could- with considerable effort- get my cockhead up to my tongue to taste it directly, and later the head past my lips.

What an incredible feeling! The texture of the head and the sensation of it sliding past my lips was far greater than getting blown. Those first few years of self-fellating episodes would last only a few minutes and end up shooting cum all over my face. Oddly, I didn't enjoy that part.

Married life squashed all that. Caught a couple of times either leaving opened nylon packages or slips and bras in the dryer which she didn't agree with and I couldn't stop-- ultimately ended the marriage.

Continued to dress while in the Navy, sometimes wearing panties or slips under my uniform, very careful not to do so in Dress Whites.

Early on in my military days, on a break from the gun line, ran into an average looking gal in Olongapo and ended up at her place where an incredible blowjob while on my back had me burning up-- and then- with what I thought was her finger in my butt, I was ready to explode. Realizing both her hands were holding my legs up, it didn't bother me I was being fucked by a guy and understood right then I liked being on my back, my cock in his mouth and his dick in my ass-- a crossdresser is what I really wanted.

My divorce and military retirement came together one year; from that date I started spending more time hitting up stores, goodwill, and sometimes, the apartment's laundry rooms, for panties, hose, bras, slips, blouses and skirts. Later, when the online shopping became commonplace, toys!

Based on my predilection for pre-cum, I started wiping it on a life-like dildo and going down on it. Still not satisifed, I started cumming on my toys, then stroking the fake cum-covered cock while continuing to masterbate.

Finally, I decided to try going down on it as I would if it were real- covered in hot cum- it was delicious!

From then on, I surfed Craigslist in hope of finding a crossdresser with whom I could suck off. Guys don't interest me in the least-- it was the lure of a hard cock under a skirt or dress, held in by panties, a beautiful cockhead in which to slip my lips over-- that I needed. I met with quite a few which didn't pan out- especially the one with false teeth I met at a McDonalds- who took them out of his mouth and placed them on the table.

With Craigslist neutered, my location in a remote area, and years keep adding up, the chance to find a willing partner are becoming slimmer and slimmer. I did find (online) one guy here in town with incredible cock photos and videos and was willing to meet; then I realized I knew him-- very heavy smoker-- and that ended that.

Interests
Crossdressing (I'm non-pass, anymore), men in panties, CD/CD blowjobs, men sucking CDs.